OK Just got to know something unusual or you so call special rules by Singapore government! So many hassles to apply or revoke permit or PR.
What is happening? OK the case is like this. My work require me to go to site in Singapore (Singapore MRT) and to enter SMRT I need to have permit by SMRT and before I grant the permit by them I need to have a working visa by Singapore government. If my Singapore PR still valid of course no need go thru such hassles. I've got PR when I worked in Singapore few years ago. The PR expired just August this year. :( So I thought it is automatically will update my PR status expired. Then I try to apply employment pass to Ministry of Manpower Singapore (MOM). But my whole application rejected. Reason they said my status of PR still active! And MOM needs me to call to ICA Singapore (immigration) to clear off my status only can apply again with the letter by ICA to prove my PR revoke. Otherwise I can't apply any permit yet.
My doubt, 1. Why the PR expired it is not automatically update. 2. Why MOM also not get the update? Then I called ICA to ask about. What a rule I've just got to know. Once your PR expired you need to surrender some documents to revoke the PR! Then only they will update the status. Duhhh.... Now I need to return IC, Re-entry Permit Pass, Passport (which stamp the PR ship), and a letter written by myself to tell that I'm aware of PR is being revoke and give the reason. So troublesome!!! Now only I know! One more thing, the PR is valid for 5 years only and once expired you have to surrender and if you wan to be PR again you have to re-apply a fresh application! There is no such thing renew or extend your PR period. Tell me about it, what the heck the SG govenment thinking? Why need such hassle?
What I can do now is to prepare the documents either go to SG ISA headquarter or go thru Singapore HICOM in KL. Tried to call them yesterday and today but non of the officer free to help. Said will return my call since yesterday but non that I receive. I need to get the permit asap leh...very frustrating! damn.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
All About Mind
Yes! I've did another round of double wave class again. Last night was my third time taught double wave classes. I think I'm getting used to it. However it is not easy to teach after you've stop doing wave for 2 weeks! yeah, I only got wave class alternate week. so my last time I did it was 2 weeks ago. This machine is require you to do it regularly to condition on it. Well well, no matter what I've did it. Workout to someone may be it's simple and easy...but to someone else it is hard. Why got such differences? Some may very determine workout regularly, some may go once a while...many reasons to get own ass at gym. In my opinion to do or not to do all about the mind! Your mind set is important to drive you to work on something. It's simple right? For eg. from last night. Some of you may think I'm crazy to do 4 sessions of wave, and of course physically I do tired while doing it. But when come to circumstance I have to do it I need to tell myself I have to. I have the responsibility. Seriously, I've got headache after first session. But in my mind I just tell myself I need to finish it once I've started. Furthermore I'm at the front to teach, I need myself strong, able to continue only can bring members to finish it as well. I believe every instructors will do that once on the stage. Members thought we are superwomen or whatever...but it's wrong. we are human too. same. When a situation needs you to be strong you will be.
Everyone can workout harder if you tell yourself you can. "If you think you can, you can!". Another eg. last session, only 1 member and she is forcing to join the wave class by her PT. I can see she is pretty tired but thru out the session she never quit and all the way down to do what I ask to do. She is even stronger than other guys (which are PTs later join in half way and did just less than a minute scream for help!). In the end I said she is tough. She said actually she can't but she force herself to finish it. That's call strong mind set! So, when you have objective you will really work on it with strong mind set!!
Reminds me that when I'm as member joining class, when I'm tired I'll just take for granted and rest as much as I can or you call curi ayam la. We are too pamper ourself until the body said tired your mind immediately give in. But change another way, when you push yourself harder and actually you will know that you can do it. Your body still can take it and you still survive. You feel tired when your mind tired and tells your body slow down. Right kan? hehe.
Another example, remember there was one time I saw my sis squatting for long and I ask her "you not tired? your legs not numb?" She said she is but she still can squat. Reason is her mind tells that her body is not tired. The numb is doesnt matter. She squat down is to accomplish something she needs to finish. Well, it's really strong mind huh. Actually your body is follow your mind to work.
Ok craps...:D you can choose believe or just leave it :p
Everyone can workout harder if you tell yourself you can. "If you think you can, you can!". Another eg. last session, only 1 member and she is forcing to join the wave class by her PT. I can see she is pretty tired but thru out the session she never quit and all the way down to do what I ask to do. She is even stronger than other guys (which are PTs later join in half way and did just less than a minute scream for help!). In the end I said she is tough. She said actually she can't but she force herself to finish it. That's call strong mind set! So, when you have objective you will really work on it with strong mind set!!
Reminds me that when I'm as member joining class, when I'm tired I'll just take for granted and rest as much as I can or you call curi ayam la. We are too pamper ourself until the body said tired your mind immediately give in. But change another way, when you push yourself harder and actually you will know that you can do it. Your body still can take it and you still survive. You feel tired when your mind tired and tells your body slow down. Right kan? hehe.
Another example, remember there was one time I saw my sis squatting for long and I ask her "you not tired? your legs not numb?" She said she is but she still can squat. Reason is her mind tells that her body is not tired. The numb is doesnt matter. She squat down is to accomplish something she needs to finish. Well, it's really strong mind huh. Actually your body is follow your mind to work.
Ok craps...:D you can choose believe or just leave it :p
Suicide
Heard a friend talking about someone suicide sometime ago and passed away. It tells me that human in vulnerable. Sometimes somewhere things will make you weak and emotionally down. You can't even control what you are hurting yourself...your family...your friends. Have you ever think to commit suicide?? Have you been thru this period in your life? Honestly I did. And I think it was silly thought after I've been thru. It is not worth for you to leave your life for one thing (small or big). What I've learnt is no matter how the problems are, how serious it is, you still will find your way out. Non of things in this world unsolve. When you say "I Want Suicide"... think of your family, your friends, ppl around you. You think you leave the world is get rid of your problems but do you think of others on behalf? How much you've hurt them if you left? They even more painful than you've gone thru.
So, no matter how deep down you are, think positively, be optimistic. You will get thru the hard time if you face it bravery. You have family and friends around...look for them to talk about your problems...share with them. Express your frust your thoughts. Don't keep everything to yourself. Don't try to be alone...diversify your attention if possible. Do something else that you like to do. Talk and talk and talk to anyone you trust. You will slowly change your perspective on the problem. Usually one person look at the problem is only on one side of angle. We should not. We should be rounded mind to look at things more perspective. Different angle you will see different things. Although I know say is easy than action. Try it. Learn from the samples around you, learn from your past, learn from others. You will more than happy to surprise yourself.
Treasure your life...treasure everything you have....treasure peoples around you. Love what you do now. Love yourself and ppl will love you as well. Don't give up anything!
"What Did Not Kill You, Make You Stronger!" (learnt this from someone ;p) make sense?
So, no matter how deep down you are, think positively, be optimistic. You will get thru the hard time if you face it bravery. You have family and friends around...look for them to talk about your problems...share with them. Express your frust your thoughts. Don't keep everything to yourself. Don't try to be alone...diversify your attention if possible. Do something else that you like to do. Talk and talk and talk to anyone you trust. You will slowly change your perspective on the problem. Usually one person look at the problem is only on one side of angle. We should not. We should be rounded mind to look at things more perspective. Different angle you will see different things. Although I know say is easy than action. Try it. Learn from the samples around you, learn from your past, learn from others. You will more than happy to surprise yourself.
Treasure your life...treasure everything you have....treasure peoples around you. Love what you do now. Love yourself and ppl will love you as well. Don't give up anything!
"What Did Not Kill You, Make You Stronger!" (learnt this from someone ;p) make sense?
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Step Up
Yay yay!! finally managed to watch "Step Up" movie last night. It was very very cool movie. I love it. Especially the lead actor and actress. The actor handsome and cun body :p. The actress not so pretty but I like her body..very firm and the way she dances very very attractive! How I wish I can dance like her. Quite a good movie. Go watch it if you haven't ;) I plan to keep a copy of the movie and the soundtracks also nice! cun cun cun! hehe
Last night 9 of us went for the movie. I think if we go watch later the movie will not showing anymore. The showing time limited but lucky last night everyone can make it. 6 of gym "sisters" and 2 of my friends together gether watch it. hehe. First time I've bought the tickets online with credit card. Didn't know the price inclusive 5% tax of each tix. but for conveniency and confirmed for the tix is ok to pay for it :p
Went yum char at steven's corner after movie. hahaha everyone talk abt the movies how cun the actors and the scenes...good laughs. So fast they plan to go bangkok again in Jan! duhhhh I wish I can join them but planning to go Perth in Jan also. And then they always banned me to join them together to Bangkok one! :( I don't care...next time I must follow! kekeke...may be Phuket in March?? :p
At mamak bump into the guys working downstairs of my office. what a small world. We left at 12 midnite. Got home wash up and prepare my breakfast and lunch today. Lately I always prepare my meals next day. Try to control diet :p I find that my body weak nowadays. not enough nutrition. So decided to cook some chinese herbal soup for lunch. And had sanwiches with lots of vege for breakfast. Besides I'm easy gasp...obvious when I'm teaching class. So someone advices I should get some chinese herbal such as red dates, "tong sum" or "kei ji". Now everyday am taking tong sum drink. hopefully it helps.
Last night 9 of us went for the movie. I think if we go watch later the movie will not showing anymore. The showing time limited but lucky last night everyone can make it. 6 of gym "sisters" and 2 of my friends together gether watch it. hehe. First time I've bought the tickets online with credit card. Didn't know the price inclusive 5% tax of each tix. but for conveniency and confirmed for the tix is ok to pay for it :p
Went yum char at steven's corner after movie. hahaha everyone talk abt the movies how cun the actors and the scenes...good laughs. So fast they plan to go bangkok again in Jan! duhhhh I wish I can join them but planning to go Perth in Jan also. And then they always banned me to join them together to Bangkok one! :( I don't care...next time I must follow! kekeke...may be Phuket in March?? :p
At mamak bump into the guys working downstairs of my office. what a small world. We left at 12 midnite. Got home wash up and prepare my breakfast and lunch today. Lately I always prepare my meals next day. Try to control diet :p I find that my body weak nowadays. not enough nutrition. So decided to cook some chinese herbal soup for lunch. And had sanwiches with lots of vege for breakfast. Besides I'm easy gasp...obvious when I'm teaching class. So someone advices I should get some chinese herbal such as red dates, "tong sum" or "kei ji". Now everyday am taking tong sum drink. hopefully it helps.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
After Effects!
Today morning when I woke up first thing I can feel is my whole body aching!! That's the effects from yesterday workshop. My shoulders, back, butt, arms everywhere sore :( The worst part is on back shoulder. Pain even you just touch it. I was lying on couch and watching tv and waiting for team teach at 4pm IOI. It rained heavily few hours before the team teach. I was so so so lazy and sleepy...thinking can I skip the team teach? of course I can't. I've arrange it and I must do it. Must discipline. So lucky the rain stopped. Went TT with Leo and the members from IOI awesome. There were rocks and very supportive. More happening then anywhere. hehe. Had a good team teach.
Now it's time to learn new BJam release 39. Just now while shopping for groceries while listening to the musics....
Gosh...body still aching :( wa wa wa wa wa...I think I need massage the most now! hohoho
Now it's time to learn new BJam release 39. Just now while shopping for groceries while listening to the musics....
Gosh...body still aching :( wa wa wa wa wa...I think I need massage the most now! hohoho
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Quarterly Workshop
Went to instructor quarterly workshop today at KLCC. The gym is lousy. They don't provide us locker...so we have to put our bags around the studio. The studio is big enough but not a nice one. The gym management restricted us to other area of the gym. sucks. Most pissed off was the guy take care over there keep asking us keep quiet. What they think they are?
Talk about the workshop. It was great. I did BCombat, BStep and BJam only. Combat added new moves which is capoera movie. Not easy...I find that the new releases getting harder and harder especially to teach :(. Although Jam is fun for this release but very very hard to teach. It introduced Bollywood in it and it calls BollyJam. This time BJam has Hip Hop, BollyJam, Latin, Dance4Life (contemporary and disco feel). Just now watched the dvd and it was cool and rock! I like to watch it. However think about coaching is really hard and the techniques need time to drill down. Like most of the musics, Buttons by pussycat dools, Hips Don't Lie by Shakira, Boom Boom by Chayanne, Deja Vu by beyonce, Mesmerize, Sexy Back by justin timberlake, SOS by rihanna, London Bridge by Fergie and Dance4Life by DJ Tiesto....all are nice songs and good feel to dance...
Talk about the workshop. It was great. I did BCombat, BStep and BJam only. Combat added new moves which is capoera movie. Not easy...I find that the new releases getting harder and harder especially to teach :(. Although Jam is fun for this release but very very hard to teach. It introduced Bollywood in it and it calls BollyJam. This time BJam has Hip Hop, BollyJam, Latin, Dance4Life (contemporary and disco feel). Just now watched the dvd and it was cool and rock! I like to watch it. However think about coaching is really hard and the techniques need time to drill down. Like most of the musics, Buttons by pussycat dools, Hips Don't Lie by Shakira, Boom Boom by Chayanne, Deja Vu by beyonce, Mesmerize, Sexy Back by justin timberlake, SOS by rihanna, London Bridge by Fergie and Dance4Life by DJ Tiesto....all are nice songs and good feel to dance...
Wedding Dinner
Went for Kai Reen's wedding dinner last night. I left an hour earlier from office. Went home changed and left house around 6:30pm. Surprisingly not really jam all the way to jalan imbi. I was there at 7pm. First time I'm on time to any wedding dinner :p chinese culture...always late to dinner. It was raining night and many met terrible traffice jam. Lucky me huh. But I was sitting alone while waiting others that I know to arrive. The dinner started at 9pm! waited 2 hours only can eat...gosh...why the wedding dinner always like that? But compare to my previous wedding dinner...it was started early at 7ish leh...may be it is different custom...
The dishes so so...had wine whole night. Towards the end we keep yum seng with the bride n groom. keep bottoms up the wine...I was high and can say getting drunk because of these!! I've got a surprise. My friend that I wish to meet came to look for me. Happy for that. So sweet and nice.... ;) Stop by at new bar BED for a while then head home...too tired and sleepy.
Some photos taken during dinner ... still waiting for them :D...will post once got it.
The dishes so so...had wine whole night. Towards the end we keep yum seng with the bride n groom. keep bottoms up the wine...I was high and can say getting drunk because of these!! I've got a surprise. My friend that I wish to meet came to look for me. Happy for that. So sweet and nice.... ;) Stop by at new bar BED for a while then head home...too tired and sleepy.
Some photos taken during dinner ... still waiting for them :D...will post once got it.
Sports
As you all know that now I spent most of my time in gym. Before I joined the gym I did lots of sports before but no more time for all these anymore for now. I wish I can do the sports I like again but I doubt that.
I was very active in school activities during primary till high school...I played netball, volleyball, school band, four seasons drums, jogging, badminton, squash, basketball.
When out from college, I've started to play bowling with my sister....then I get hook up with it. I can play alone for 10 games per day....and always look for my my bowling buddy and 2 of us just compete to each other. That was fun time and I miss it. When working I played tennis, basketball, rock climbing and paintball with colleagues. Did rock climbing few times and I love to do it. Hope can do it again.
I think basically that what sports I've done. Wish to play bowling again and get some challenge. Will you challenge me? hehe
I was very active in school activities during primary till high school...I played netball, volleyball, school band, four seasons drums, jogging, badminton, squash, basketball.
When out from college, I've started to play bowling with my sister....then I get hook up with it. I can play alone for 10 games per day....and always look for my my bowling buddy and 2 of us just compete to each other. That was fun time and I miss it. When working I played tennis, basketball, rock climbing and paintball with colleagues. Did rock climbing few times and I love to do it. Hope can do it again.
I think basically that what sports I've done. Wish to play bowling again and get some challenge. Will you challenge me? hehe
Friday, November 24, 2006
Exhausted
These few days I feel very very tired and I got stiff shoulder. It's very painful....I'm trying to rest more but unable to get rid of it. According to Jazz2DMax if I got such problem means I've a lot of pressures...no doubt these few days I've got lots of pressures and very concentrating to read the source codes and solving all the problems...I think my mind and body getting tired.
Today can't rest as well...later got to attend wedding dinner. Estimate will til late and tomorrow morning have to wake up early attend workshop. :( I need TLC :((
I wish to meet someone that leaving tomorrow...but seem that time is not allow :( I'm just very very down now...and very very sleepy....
Today can't rest as well...later got to attend wedding dinner. Estimate will til late and tomorrow morning have to wake up early attend workshop. :( I need TLC :((
I wish to meet someone that leaving tomorrow...but seem that time is not allow :( I'm just very very down now...and very very sleepy....
Thursday, November 23, 2006
What Will I Do Next Few Days?
Yesterday (Wednesday)...is my rest night at home but still not really rest. Went home and took a nap till 8ish. Then go yum char with Raymond, Clement, Joey & Larry. Talked about their Bangkok trip experiences. Confused with the names and their relationship hahaha. But then was fun to know about it. They plan to go again soon...this time they ask me go along. hiak...last time I wanted go along they said I'll get bored wor...if I do really go along I'll definitely bring another friend with me! So that I won't alone if they go to the places not suitable me to go hehehe. However this Bangkok trip gotta defer donno till when as I got plan to go to Perth in January. And coming months I need to travel to Singapore for work. sob sob....hopefully the working time not crashed with BJam tuitions...launches...and my trip! Hard to say...it's unpredictable :(
Tonight (Thursday) - No more Laundry...ehehehe will go for movie, Happy Feet with CI, 3 leng luis (3 of them are BI). Plan to have dinner at Chilis then Belgian Beer some where else but I donno where. hohoho
Tomorrow (Friday) - Kai Reen's wedding dinner...aiks...its 7pm. So gotta plan to leave office earlier then get home to change and dress up. Worry tomorrow sure traffic jam to KL. It always be on Friday night :( Hopefully will not too late be there. Excited to see how pretty she is and knowing her friends. It's Gold theme but non of us manage to get gold dress :( sorry babe...I've tried hard. But will try to wear pretty pretty to the wedding :p
Saturday - It's Les Mills Quarter 4 instructor workshop!! This time a bit different. It helds at Twin Towers Fitness Centre @ KLCC...never been there donno how it looks like. Wonder is it happening as in FF? Looking forward for the workshoop. I'll be joining BodyCombat, BodyStep, BodyJam & BodyBalance!! hohoho. with all the buddies kekeke. I wish to watch Step Up, donno the rest wanna watch after workshop? Will ask and see :D
Sunday - plan to have team teach...yet to call up to ask. will update if confirmed.... then will meet up my friend talk abt the crystal accessories thingy. He is starting the stall soon and wanna get my stocks for sale. But I havent prepare much stocks for him :p die die....so this sunday will discuss what design I should do more then only I'll do it :D bzbzbzbzbzbzbz....sigh
Tonight (Thursday) - No more Laundry...ehehehe will go for movie, Happy Feet with CI, 3 leng luis (3 of them are BI). Plan to have dinner at Chilis then Belgian Beer some where else but I donno where. hohoho
Tomorrow (Friday) - Kai Reen's wedding dinner...aiks...its 7pm. So gotta plan to leave office earlier then get home to change and dress up. Worry tomorrow sure traffic jam to KL. It always be on Friday night :( Hopefully will not too late be there. Excited to see how pretty she is and knowing her friends. It's Gold theme but non of us manage to get gold dress :( sorry babe...I've tried hard. But will try to wear pretty pretty to the wedding :p
Saturday - It's Les Mills Quarter 4 instructor workshop!! This time a bit different. It helds at Twin Towers Fitness Centre @ KLCC...never been there donno how it looks like. Wonder is it happening as in FF? Looking forward for the workshoop. I'll be joining BodyCombat, BodyStep, BodyJam & BodyBalance!! hohoho. with all the buddies kekeke. I wish to watch Step Up, donno the rest wanna watch after workshop? Will ask and see :D
Sunday - plan to have team teach...yet to call up to ask. will update if confirmed.... then will meet up my friend talk abt the crystal accessories thingy. He is starting the stall soon and wanna get my stocks for sale. But I havent prepare much stocks for him :p die die....so this sunday will discuss what design I should do more then only I'll do it :D bzbzbzbzbzbzbz....sigh
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Souvenirs
Just got a souvenir from my best buddies from gym last night. Am so happy and love them very much. Thanks to them that they really thought of buying me something that I would like. And I feel special because they specially get souvenir for me but not for everyone :p *muaks muaks* to all of them *wink*
These are the souvenirs they bought for me from their Bangkok trip :D The top special with lots of sequins and 3D flowers sew on it. (but hard to wash....) hehehe. Wrapped it in lovely pink wrapping paper. They knew I like pink color...so nice...hehe
On Monday I've got a souvenir from Tweets as well. Her gift is cute and I like it also. Also bought from Bangkok. Actually she went last month but only able to pass me this Monday :p Thanks to you gal. hehe. And one more thing I wanna thank her...last night she purposely rush home to get gym gear to join my team teach. Nice of her. Thanks for the support!! I'll join your balance class more even thought I don't join much one hehehe.
cute little elephant...
Some time ago, I've got this souvenir from CI....and also waited for long only got it from him. The souvenir is from Taiwan. Something different ;) I wish to go Taiwan for long but yet still no plan :( hopefully next year can go :p I wan go there eat eat eat and shop shop shop till I dropped kekekeke
"Touch Your Heart"??
These are the souvenirs they bought for me from their Bangkok trip :D The top special with lots of sequins and 3D flowers sew on it. (but hard to wash....) hehehe. Wrapped it in lovely pink wrapping paper. They knew I like pink color...so nice...hehe
On Monday I've got a souvenir from Tweets as well. Her gift is cute and I like it also. Also bought from Bangkok. Actually she went last month but only able to pass me this Monday :p Thanks to you gal. hehe. And one more thing I wanna thank her...last night she purposely rush home to get gym gear to join my team teach. Nice of her. Thanks for the support!! I'll join your balance class more even thought I don't join much one hehehe.
cute little elephant...Some time ago, I've got this souvenir from CI....and also waited for long only got it from him. The souvenir is from Taiwan. Something different ;) I wish to go Taiwan for long but yet still no plan :( hopefully next year can go :p I wan go there eat eat eat and shop shop shop till I dropped kekekeke
"Touch Your Heart"??
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Unexpected Night
I was stress out yesterday and feel like scream it out loud. Actually planned to go Combat class and it is good chance for me to scream :p. Thought of do some machines like abs stretch etc but end up went in to Jason's BJam class and did half of the class! Did the tracks which long time I didn't do and nearly forgotten kekeke. Right after BJam then is BCombat. During the class I was shouting, kick, punch as much as I can to release some tensions. Yes it did help. I feel release after the class. Sweat very much. OK lar, thought after combat can rest. Who knows got 2 leng luis (1 is team teaching), leng jai CI and my sifu joining BBalance...so I just join them together gether have fun. I seldom do BBalance and last night it just my 4th or 5th time joining balance in my entire life. Oh gosh...too long time no stretching quite hard for me. but lucky last nite tracks were not that hard. Thank god. hahaha funny part is after the class only I realized I've did prenancy option for certain post! kekekeke. aiyah forgive me la...I was confused with the moves :p Feeling good after balance....and yes, last night just did 2 and half classes....hohoho not bad. gambatte!
I'm super tired today...because last night after all the classes went for yun char with the gang till 1am....sob sob...not enough sleep liao. tired tired tired :p
I'm super tired today...because last night after all the classes went for yun char with the gang till 1am....sob sob...not enough sleep liao. tired tired tired :p
Purple Theme
Went for a wedding dinner last Sunday. My ex-colleague from MYOB. Again, another gathering with myob ex-colleagues and as usual we took quite a number of photos. The dinner held at Bangsar Seafood Restaurant. The theme for that night is "Our Love In Him" and is purple night. Yes, my friend is christian and we were there to see the ceremony before dinner. Something different from usual chinese traditional wedding dinner. Can see most of us wore purple dress. It was nice. We had lots of funs and laughs on the night. We did self entertainment such as taking pictures all the way. At the end of the dinner the bride will throw the hand bouquet to the single girls...we all whole bunch of singles join for fun....but no luck...I didn't catch the bouquet. Means is not time for me get marry yet hehehee... Ok show u guys some photos taken.
Returning to Axis
Last Saturday I've did team teach at Axis with Azie. It's been long long time I didn't go to Axis. It's still the same there...members still same...and happy to see some old friends there again. OK talk about the TT. Overall it was ok. Same problem...voice projection, need to control. Arms movements nont sharp enough...slow mo need to improve. The rest, cueing ok, physicall execution clear. One thing I want to say, not really good to do class at Axis in the afternoon! super hot there...sun shine in directly from the window glass. So towards the end I was fatique. Got commented by member saying I've improved a lot...now with more confident. Good encouragement but I still need to work harder to improve what I need to. Will do more TT coming days...
Friday, November 17, 2006
Stress Stress Stress!!
Why so many things that can't work smoothly as you expecting?? It is true that when you have least expectation then things will be better isn't it? I'm so tired with all the processes I need to go thru...frustrating to know the results...frust to make the works done! Can I just give up everything? Can I just not to think about it? I need a break! I need to have something boost me up!! sigh...
At work, stressed! Am alone doing the project and time line soon. Other parties pushing me. And yet am all alone doing all the things. Worst now is just got to know the only person can help on hardware setup already left the company! damn...means I have to fix my problem by my own...problem I have no hands on or much knowledge! I need time to figure out but I don't have time....rush rush rush.... I'm always have to gone thru this...all alone to do a thing which no one can refer to. All learn it by myself :( But from past experiences I managed to over come it so this time I believe can also perhaps...*pray pray* Come one come on I can do it! I can do it! Concentrate!! *ps: I need assistant!!! But hard to hire ppl nowadays especially the requirements I want! :((
At gym, damn, stress also! It's been a year and still not yet clear BJam. Whenever I have passions to do it and work it hard however sure something happened let me down. No confident at all to continue it. I'm so tired n frustrated do it all the while! I wanted to settle it or just forget it. May be I'm still not ready to face my own fear :(
Personal, try to relax myself. Not to expect much. No worries. Be happy of what am I doing without regret. Problem is when fall for something I'll need to get it right...but I just don't want rush for it. Be patient...be cool. Keep telling myself no worories. Hopefully in the end will get what I wish for in better way....
At biz, it always bothering in my mind. I need time in this but I really got no time. I need more inspiration. I need concentration as well...I must do it in order to be better. Now market so competitive and I need something special...inspiration, inspiration!! skills, skills, skills!! I need all these....sigh....sigh....
What else? such a mess in my life...no planning in my life. What will I be after few more years? Scare to think about it. Damn...
At work, stressed! Am alone doing the project and time line soon. Other parties pushing me. And yet am all alone doing all the things. Worst now is just got to know the only person can help on hardware setup already left the company! damn...means I have to fix my problem by my own...problem I have no hands on or much knowledge! I need time to figure out but I don't have time....rush rush rush.... I'm always have to gone thru this...all alone to do a thing which no one can refer to. All learn it by myself :( But from past experiences I managed to over come it so this time I believe can also perhaps...*pray pray* Come one come on I can do it! I can do it! Concentrate!! *ps: I need assistant!!! But hard to hire ppl nowadays especially the requirements I want! :((
At gym, damn, stress also! It's been a year and still not yet clear BJam. Whenever I have passions to do it and work it hard however sure something happened let me down. No confident at all to continue it. I'm so tired n frustrated do it all the while! I wanted to settle it or just forget it. May be I'm still not ready to face my own fear :(
Personal, try to relax myself. Not to expect much. No worries. Be happy of what am I doing without regret. Problem is when fall for something I'll need to get it right...but I just don't want rush for it. Be patient...be cool. Keep telling myself no worories. Hopefully in the end will get what I wish for in better way....
At biz, it always bothering in my mind. I need time in this but I really got no time. I need more inspiration. I need concentration as well...I must do it in order to be better. Now market so competitive and I need something special...inspiration, inspiration!! skills, skills, skills!! I need all these....sigh....sigh....
What else? such a mess in my life...no planning in my life. What will I be after few more years? Scare to think about it. Damn...
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Lessons In Life
By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
45. The best is yet to come.
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
49. Yield.
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
45. The best is yet to come.
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
49. Yield.
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.
Double Wave
Tonight gonna do 2 wave classes. Same as last time replacing earlier sessions. So total 4 sessions wave for tonight. yiks...hope I'm manage to do it. It's been a while not doing wave scare I'm not conditioned with it. *pray hard* hehe. But today am expected to do the replacement. It's my sense...sometimes I'll get right sense :p Well well, lately willing to do replacement...do more class earn more mar kekeke. Wish me luck and hope will not get butt pain :p
The party gang ask me join mambo jumbo tonite...no way...will be tired and tomorrow morning need to wake up at 5am. I am becoming a driver for my friends by sending them to airport :D All together 7 of us in one Avanza...with luggages. Hope can fit in la. Then will have breakfast before I say bye bye to them and then only go to work.
The party gang ask me join mambo jumbo tonite...no way...will be tired and tomorrow morning need to wake up at 5am. I am becoming a driver for my friends by sending them to airport :D All together 7 of us in one Avanza...with luggages. Hope can fit in la. Then will have breakfast before I say bye bye to them and then only go to work.
Mistake Day
Yesterday was a kelam kabut day for me. Plan always changed. Planned to go Curve for BJam but later Jon ask for movie, special show by MyFM. Free movie passes for "Death Note". So decided to go for movie with Jon, Purdey and Jon's combat class member. However about 5pm Yi Li called up for Cardio Wave class replacement at Hartamas at 7pm. Agreed to replace since still got time for movie even it's rushing and will skip dinner. Who knows Yi Li, the blur blur sotong, at first said the class suppose starts at 6:30pm not 7pm. Then asked me to do only 7pm 1 session. I was like...ok better than nothing. About 7pm another instructor approach me saying that's her permanent slot. Opppsss...then it's a big mistake by Yi Li...well I'll just leave and informed Yi Li. She was so sorry and keep apologize to me. I'm ok since it happened and still got time for me to movie. But one thing I don't like is have to stuck in the traffic jam at Hartamas itself. Wonder why last night so super jam. Usually it won't happen. I've wasted time and hassles to go over Hartamas for nothing...sigh...but I didn't really pissed off (wonder??) hehehe. May be I know I still manage to reach early and lucky I ate something before off work. What if I'm hungry and stuck in the jam I'll definitely pissed :p...
Movie was good. It's converted from Japanese manga story. The feel of watching it also similar to the feel watching anime which I like to watch :p. Quite a nice show. Especially the inspector character hehe. After show went home although got friends ask me join for drinks. Lucky me not joining because they all went karaoke after drinks till 4am. phewww if not I'll like zombie today kekeke. I need more rest lately :D too much events :p
Movie was good. It's converted from Japanese manga story. The feel of watching it also similar to the feel watching anime which I like to watch :p. Quite a nice show. Especially the inspector character hehe. After show went home although got friends ask me join for drinks. Lucky me not joining because they all went karaoke after drinks till 4am. phewww if not I'll like zombie today kekeke. I need more rest lately :D too much events :p
Tired...
hehe I always complain tired one...for my friends who knows me already used to it :p Just a little bit update what I did past few days.
Last Friday, went to SPK team teach with Tony. I did Contemporary block. Overall ok but also mistakes on some chory. But Tony said if I'm able to get on track after missed should be not a problem. And I did so. Cueing ok but I need to practice voice projection more. Need to control my voice...coming Friday will try team teach with him again and this time Latin block. aiks...never teach this block before donno how leh...its harder on coaching. Gotta practice these few days. :p. After class joined friends at Telawi Street Bistro, Bangsar. First we sat downstairs near entrance. Had a cup of white wine and 2 spanking board shooter. eh this shooter is special, got many flavours for you to choose. I had Strawberry & Chocolate...there are other choices such as coffee, lychee, mango & many more which I can't remember. According to the waitress the drink mix with vodka...might try to mix our own one day hehehe. Then we went upstairs for some dancing. At first no one dance at the dance floor and our group started first. later on many ppl dancing...I just danced a while and left with Fanny first. Too tired la...need sleep :p
Last Saturday, try to sleep as later as I can :D then went to Curve joining BJam initially by Tracy but she was sick then replaced by Kylie. Lucky that she did new BJam 39 2nd block - Dance4Life. wow first time doing this block and it's cool! I like it. Especially with the songs Sexy Back and SOS. The moves cool as well. Kylie performed very well. Hope can dance like her hehe. So looking forward for workshop next Saturday and learn up the new BJam...wuhoooo. After BJam I shopped alone at Curve for dinner dress. Then meet up Raymond, Clement & Larry for dinner at Mid Valley. Thought of watching movie but end up everyone go home separately. I was tired after hanging out whole day also. Better leave early to rest at home. But I don't sleep early hehe...watched movies and chatted on phone with a friend :p Quite a fruitful day for me :)
Last Sunday, crazy day for me hehe. Joined 3 classes back to back started with BCombat then BStep and lastly BJam. I've not doing workout much past 2 weeks, so try to do as much as I can to build up my stamina again. I'm still alive after 3 classes but my legs painful and got bliss already hehe. After classes still shop for groceries for an hour. Legs gonna patah liao hehe. Gone home but didn't rest. Prepare food for dinner and next day meals. Then watch movies till 2ish am. Very very tired day I had....
Monday, too stoned at work. Not enough sleep. Took half day off in the afternoon meeting someone ;). Then went home cook dinner, wash clothes, watched movies and slept early at 11pm. But donno why next day still feel sleepy :p...I find that the more I sleep the more I feel tired hohoho
Last Friday, went to SPK team teach with Tony. I did Contemporary block. Overall ok but also mistakes on some chory. But Tony said if I'm able to get on track after missed should be not a problem. And I did so. Cueing ok but I need to practice voice projection more. Need to control my voice...coming Friday will try team teach with him again and this time Latin block. aiks...never teach this block before donno how leh...its harder on coaching. Gotta practice these few days. :p. After class joined friends at Telawi Street Bistro, Bangsar. First we sat downstairs near entrance. Had a cup of white wine and 2 spanking board shooter. eh this shooter is special, got many flavours for you to choose. I had Strawberry & Chocolate...there are other choices such as coffee, lychee, mango & many more which I can't remember. According to the waitress the drink mix with vodka...might try to mix our own one day hehehe. Then we went upstairs for some dancing. At first no one dance at the dance floor and our group started first. later on many ppl dancing...I just danced a while and left with Fanny first. Too tired la...need sleep :p
Last Saturday, try to sleep as later as I can :D then went to Curve joining BJam initially by Tracy but she was sick then replaced by Kylie. Lucky that she did new BJam 39 2nd block - Dance4Life. wow first time doing this block and it's cool! I like it. Especially with the songs Sexy Back and SOS. The moves cool as well. Kylie performed very well. Hope can dance like her hehe. So looking forward for workshop next Saturday and learn up the new BJam...wuhoooo. After BJam I shopped alone at Curve for dinner dress. Then meet up Raymond, Clement & Larry for dinner at Mid Valley. Thought of watching movie but end up everyone go home separately. I was tired after hanging out whole day also. Better leave early to rest at home. But I don't sleep early hehe...watched movies and chatted on phone with a friend :p Quite a fruitful day for me :)
Last Sunday, crazy day for me hehe. Joined 3 classes back to back started with BCombat then BStep and lastly BJam. I've not doing workout much past 2 weeks, so try to do as much as I can to build up my stamina again. I'm still alive after 3 classes but my legs painful and got bliss already hehe. After classes still shop for groceries for an hour. Legs gonna patah liao hehe. Gone home but didn't rest. Prepare food for dinner and next day meals. Then watch movies till 2ish am. Very very tired day I had....
Monday, too stoned at work. Not enough sleep. Took half day off in the afternoon meeting someone ;). Then went home cook dinner, wash clothes, watched movies and slept early at 11pm. But donno why next day still feel sleepy :p...I find that the more I sleep the more I feel tired hohoho
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Halloween Night @ Laundry Bar
I'll never celebrate Halloween but this year special. Had a great night with my friends (however too big group till I have no more mood to entertain). However still happy see some old friends and know some new friends. Actually it was special night at Laundry which whoever dress up and eligible to win a bottle of liquor. That night all staffs there also dressed up and best dress will get a voucher for dining. It was so special night as every staffs dressed up and some customers as well. Something different to see hehe. But we all no dress up la. Didn't bother about it. Here some pictures taken that night....
2 days later go to Laundry again as usual. because its Thursday and we just ask girls :) quite lots of pics taken since I go to Laundry...or I can say since know Kai Reen...cos she always take her camera with her...hehehe
2 days later go to Laundry again as usual. because its Thursday and we just ask girls :) quite lots of pics taken since I go to Laundry...or I can say since know Kai Reen...cos she always take her camera with her...hehehe
