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Sunday, September 30, 2007

Out of One's Mind 神不守舍

These few days always out of mind especially today. May be cause by down mood. Can't even eat much, can't sleep well, can't concentrate, can't even study my exam coming soon next week. The worst one is I don't even know I'm driving...and forgotten lock my car when go to do class...but lucky nothing happened. I felt everything bad to me...even the cheque deposit machine. The cheque stucked, then do drop cheque manually and the machine given problem also. Why must be like this? When you are not in good condition everything to you are bad as well??? So unfair.

There are many things happened to me lately. Not a good one. Made me depressed. No way out. Hope I can find an escape to get myself a breath. I just need a friend who can talk to me. A friend that will not walk away from me. I have friends...but true friends not many. Those who can really talk to you...listen to you...really really hard to find. Thanks to my gal friends from far even willing talk to me and listen to me....compare to those near me. sad. Only can trust is my close girls friends instead any guy around me. No one can be trusted. No one can believed. I'm easily fall and get hurt...I don't want anymore. Be tough and independent bah. No hope.

Scared

I'm scared...I'm not doing good in everything...even not capable to move on. I can't concentrate. I'm lost. I don't know where should I go from here.

Ignore my previous post of what I thought.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Sis R.O.M.

Today is my 3rd sis register of marriage. We went to Brickfield chinese temple. First time been there and the place better than Tian Hou Gong. Not so crowded with couples. It started with praying. Chanted by monk. Then only proceed to register. The registration took about half an hour. The person in charged talk a lot. When my sis announced as married I felt emotional. First happy for her...at last after so many years she finally got married. Now left me alone still single among the siblings. I also felt a little sad about myself...how I wish I can get married and have a family soon also....

After all the process including photos sessions (will post the photos later when I got it from others) then we all adjourned to One World Hotel Cinnamon Coffee House for buffet lunch...it is 68++ per person and buy 3 free 1 with Amex card. Love the settings...taken some pics, will upload later and who u guys... Not bad la the food...still acceptable. Nice place to hang around and enjoy the food. Quite a big restaurant.

My feeling now - need someone besides me, love me, supports me....and I need faith with someone

At the moment misses someone...expecting something but it doesn't happen. Was wondering what is happening...am I wrong? When you have hope but it is gone now what will you feel? What can I do? Wait and do nothing? Or confront? I really donno... :(

Thursday, September 20, 2007

TF Q3 Launch @ Jaya33

As always after the launch everyone gather together to take a group picture!! Nice...
More photos go to hyperhex.

That day we also celebrated barney's birthday and we had a cute purple barney jelly cake. yum yum.

Team Luncheon



















We had a luncheon for our manager birthday and also for her LOA for 4 months. The one in black jacket is my manager but now she left and another manager temporary replacing her. Here are some of the colleagues all under her from different unit but still under the same department. Out department head is the front row second from right.

IBM Family Dinner

18 Aug 2007

Venue: One World Hotel Grand Ballroom
Dress code: Black Tie

I'm lucky that can join the dinner cos I heard it is only held once every 2 years. Was prepared for the dinner. Bought new dress, made my hair and makeup :p. But I was tired on that day, went Fanny's ROM then rushed to have hair do and makeup appointment. It's whole day out and till the night I look tired already. First time to see so many people attend such annual dinner.

While waiting time to enter the seats everyone standing outside chit chatting, take photos and have drinks and snacks.

The food so so. Quite boring night. Not many programs. The most interesting part is "Bian Lian" change faces by Chinese. Good show.

We had lucky draw but I have no luck. The grand prize is 42" plasma TV.

On left is outside the ballroom area while waiting time to go in. A lot of people and no one I know. Right is the ballroom itself. Think got hundreds tables. But not all full with people. I sat with other team people and my team colleagues sat separately and only 4 of them in one table. Wasted. Some registered but not appear.









Left: My other same team colleagues. Right: Lily & me...one of the colleague from other team who can talk and close to me.









The food on that night.

Fanny's ROM

18 Aug 2007

CONGRATULATIONS FANNY!!!


yeah I know it is so late only post this up. It's been a month ago. Don't care. I still want to put it here and take it out from my outstanding list for blogging :p.
Tribute this entry to my good friend - Fanny!


Really happy for her and knowing she is happily with her new wed life. ;)


Lovely Fanny & Handsome Dae :DAll gals - the happiest is fanny lor

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Creative Cupcakes

Wanted to blog about this since long time ago but always forget. Since today a friend reminded then I think I should promote a bit. This is cupcakes custom made upon your request. I find it is interesting, nice, creative, colorful and attracted me to find out more. The cupcake taste also not bad. It is quite special if you make this for birthday cake or special occasion. Interested to check out the site? They have more designs. Check this Shalia's Treats.

Alive Again!!

Yay!! I got internet connection again. This time not any broadband provider. I use a 4G technology using iBurst device. This allows you to have mobility network. You can connect internet anywhere anytime. I subscribe the package for one user using USB connection. Tested the speed can up to 900kbps. super fast. Hope the connection improve later on at my area so I get more stable connection. Interested? check out IZZI. I am using this iZZiyou.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

Can't Live Without It

My house broadband been down for almost a week. Cause me a lot troubles. I can't get in touch with my friends, can't update blog here, can't work at home etc...

Bored!!! Think I'm too dependent on internet....I really need it....not sure when it will resume. I doubt. I hate my house area which doesn't have much choices of broadband provider :(

Sunday, August 19, 2007

My MOod

Now my situation now is....

stress stress stress...tired...lazy...demotivated...

What can I do?

TF Jaya33 Grand Opening

16 Aug 2007

Went for the press conference for opening new TF branch - Jaya33. Suppose I was in the demo team but I was dropped from it. I am ok with it but just upset with someone that never thought of others feeling of what he has done. Anyway I was on MC that day but I still go to check out mainly Capoeira performance. Never regret I went even I was not that feeling well (I was drowsy and felt floating the whole day..think effect from medicine). Great performance they had as well as Jam chicks but not the dude. I'm glad to meet TF boss and his wife. The wife so damn cun...tall...nice body figure...pretty...and friendly smile :)...The boss also smart and handsome. Nice couple. Went check out the spa and swimming pool as well. Cool! Must try it one day...got manicure pedicure service some more. donno instructor got discount not :p

After the event went coffee bean yum char as usual...then continue makan from the buffet TF provided. hehe do nothing but can eat for free :p paiseh. Same night I gotta teach jam at Taipan. So wanted to have someone replace...but too bad...no one. Have to do it my own. Lucky I managed to teach one whole class...after sweat made me feel better.

2 GXCs, Jam demo team and Capoeira demo team plus me :D (so salah I'm in the pic)
Jammers & Capoeira team
Su yee was asking why we all jammers like to take photos...hiak...diva mar :p
ladies
3 girls with ethan
charlie's angels

Others photos Click Here

Q3 LM Workshop 07

12 August 2007 is Q3 Les Mills Workshop again....this round more fun. I don't need to drive especially hehe. Car pool with Clement and Raymond. We had extremely expensive breakfast at Dome. Reason I got RM50 voucher and Raymond will pay the rest :D. We were so glam taking pics here n there. Ate a lot for breakfast also. Suffer later *bleh*

This round just joined Body Step and Body Jam. Step were super athletic..die die...Jam lagi high cardio...die die again! This round I only able to attend 1 tuition for step and jam. All time crashed with classes or annual dinner :( tension!! only 1 tuition not enough for me to remember chory and work on techniques. I gotta find someone practice with me!! who volunteer?

Grabbed this photo from hyperhex...I find it cool...luv it...look like real dvd pack cover...good job Jon.
Q3 Workshop
As usual jammers sure take photos one la...here are some especially with Tracy and also Thania Guest from Perth. Both of them awesome!
All after Jam
Before Jam with Tracy
another one
jammers
Time to learn choreography and difficult techniques again! tension...stress...tired...wat else?

Here some more photos by Jon for the whole workshop....click here

Monday, August 13, 2007

Pun Choi Photo

21 July 07 Pun Choi dinner then alor chicken wings then Ole cafe coffee
Here the photos taken in Ole Cafe...from other camera...still trying to get the pun choi photo but havent get it yet..ish ish
crazy ppl
all of us
crazy one
All crazy ppl did crazy things

Friday, August 10, 2007

Expensive Lunch

This whole week almost had good lunch at good restaurant. And also dinner as well. Too much good food...fat...and poorer already. :(

Today went to Paddington Pancake House for lunch. 20+ per meal for myself. The food nice but too much for lunch. sigh...few days ago went to Carl's Jr. with another colleague. At first thought we share the chicken sandwich but then not enough...it is really junior size. So we bought another type of burger. Total RM17 each person....wa wa wa....since join new job and meal expenses shoot up very high! :(

OK although Carl's Jr. is expensive but I felt satisfaction and worth la. They are not like those other fast food...will make you feel that you will get fat eating it. But it is not to me at least. We first ordered Charbroiled Chicken Club Sandwich...its superb nice when you taste first bite! The bread is brown whole meal bread. It's soft and fresh some more. The chicken is breast chicken and not oily at all. The sauce is nice. With lettuces and tomatoes. To me is more healthier than others fast food and more delicious. Even their fries also crispy, no salt...u can add ur own salt and pepper. Will go back again to try out something else...Their menu looks delicious. The prices no tax. Fix on what you see on menu. They sell others such as ice cream, milkshake, salads, desserts, beef burger, mushroom burger, chicken sandwich, fish n chips etc etc.

You can try and see will you fall in love with it? I am loving it now but too expensive to have it so often. It's located at 1U old wing near Jusco supermarket next to chicken rice shop. go try! hehe

Here the pics taken this afternoon at paddington of what we had. Mine is bottom right.

Paddington Pancake

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Empress Cafe

Just now had dinner again with Fanny and Julie @ Empress Cafe The Curve...the restaurant is just opposite Laundry. First time trying. Good impression about their food :D Their food mainly local and western. Interesting interior, cozy, service ok, drinks good. Before your food served they give everyone an appetizer for free. Let me show you the food we had.

These are the appetizer...from left...tuna bun, chicken salad, stuff mushroom...all taste good.
appetizer
Here the main course we had...julie had kind of chicken with rice (forgot the name) and the right one which I had is chicken pie. Both I give thumbs up! Fanny had prawn fried rice and really with lots of prawns. And my pie filling a lot...mushrooms and chicken a lot and the gravy superb. Give a try if you are there :) Recommended yoh. Will go back again to try other food. Overall their food all are nice.
main course

After dinner a friend said go for a drink at Laundry. I didn't drink alcohol...just had grape shake. After a cup and say hi to old friends there...the bar tender, the manager, and the dj....then I left.

One more thing...before I stopped here. Found my watch...picked by cleaner and she returned to my friend collected for me. yippiee....lately a lot lost and found huh :p hope won't be so big head prawn next time *finger cross* :D

niteeee ;)

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Careless

These few days I find myself so careless...super blur...tend to loose something important to me. First is forget take back the ATM card. Then tonite just now after wave class I donno did I take the watch or drop some where while holding it. Went back checked but didn't find at all. wa wa wa :'( wanna cry liao. It has sentimental value neh...it was my last year birthday present given by close buddies leh...so sorry guys :(

I have no watch now...all crystal made watches I have out of batteries...gotta go fix them tomorrow! sigh

Just Heavenly

Today received a call from bank informing that I've left my ATM card at their branch. goshhh...then only I realised I did! It happened on last Sunday and today I just got to know about how careless am I. Lucky the card remain at the branch and no discrepancy happened. phew. So I went collect the card after lunch.

This pastry shop Just Heavenly just opposite the bank and Bukit Damansara. So after collected my card of course I went over to get what I wanted to try since Sunday. hehe. got 6 of the cream puff (it actually has a name but I can't remember), 1 durian choc cake and 1 choc n cheese cake. The cream puff recommended and you need to order to get it. you may try your luck to get on the spot but might can't get. lucky me today still got there. I tried the durian cake after tea time at office...gosh...the filing so full of durian (is like a biji of durian)...and guess wat...whole office smell durian! lucky no one scold...we cant eat food which has strong smell in office neh...next time don dare. the choc n cheese cake so so la...wanted to try others but not this time.

Here the pictures of what I bought. Wan to know the location ask me la :D
just heavenly
Top left thumbs up! The durian also recommended...can see the durian...whole big piece leh

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Tea Time

Sunday...was a lazy day. Due to not enough rest from past 2 nites I was so tired and reluctant to teach class. In the end still force myself go lor...who knows no member at all :( came so far all the way but no member...so the class has to cancel. Feel demotivated by such situation...worry it will happen like this always...I hope not...finger cross. Because of tiring and demotivation so no mood on that day. End up call the two siao poh out yum char. I feel like having cakes and pastry that Fanny told me (tried the cream puff she bought on the souled out night). The pastry was so delicious...feel like trying again. But no luck...sunday the shop not open. But we still go to the opposite cafe cum restaurant...I think the name is Chef & Brew?? not sure la. before I intro this cafe I wanna intro the pastry shop...can see the pic of me the shop behind? it is the pastry shop call Just Heavenly. Think it is famous. Lots of ppl know about it. One day I sure will go again to try all the types of pastry.

OK back to the restaurant...the environment nice...quiet due to weekend less ppl...nice sofas hehe. sitting outside and lazying on the couch so enjoyable. The drink was nice and the food also nice. Price not pricy at all. By the way the menu too many until I've took long time to decide what to order hehe.
Chef & Brew
Wanna intro the food a little bit...sausage wrap with bacon very delicious. caesar salad so so only...I will always try caesar salad when I go any restaurant...like it. My favourite also, mashed potatoes! very nice here...smooth...with brown sauce. the sausage only RM5.90...mashed potatoes only RM3.90 leh...can come again to try other food...esp the pastry opposite door! Can bring the pastry into this restaurant one....anyone wanna go? hehe

Singapore Shopping

Last Monday went out Souled Out dinner with the girls and they ask me go SG shopping together...I was sum yuk yuk and they keep persuade me. Since I got no class on Saturday and free so decided to go with them. Initially planned 3 girls take turn drive...then another guy said wanna join us and we thought happy got guy help drive. Who knows last minute he got urgent errands and can't go with us. End up just 3 of us.

On Saturday I woke up at 6ish am...so sleepy neh...slept at 2am on friday nite. About 7ish Fanny & Julie came pick me up and we started our journey. Left Sg. besi toll around 8am...first was Fanny driving, when around Melaka change to Julie. She was so excited. She just took her license 2 weeks ago and started driving. Her first time drive on highway and she is so happy. Who said new driver always slow? She is not! I tell u. She is really a F1 driver yoh...max speed she can drive up to 170kmph! damn keng. I took over before to Tuas checkpoint. I'm more familiar with Singapore road so I am the one drive in there. Frankly, it was my first time drive in SG. Used to not me driving due to I'm Singapore PR and can't drive malaysia car in. Excited also hehe...lucky I still know the road roughly...We reached SG and parked our car almost 12 noon. The parking where we park cheap...is SGD2 per entry and we just park there for whole day and walk around by taking MRT. Good plan! hehe Some more the parking near Bugis and Suntec.

We started our shopping spree at Bugis. But we had our lunch first at Mos Burger. Nice...too bad KL one closed down. We started buy things in Bugis..like shoes la...clothes la...and I also bought something special and nice for a friend ;) Julie met up with her ex colleague, Mei Kuan and her husband, Mike. Both of them bring us to Orchard from Bugis. Before we left Bugis on the way to MRT we had this ice cream...recommended by Mei Kuan . 3 of us tried green tea taste and it was really really nice!! however is SGD4 each la...quite pricy. But nice!! I also bought a pack of tako pochi each of us had one ball :p I used to like to go Bugis cos there many things can buy and the Bugis MRT stations lots of such nice nice food. yummy...next time will get the ice cream again. alamak...now tot of it feel hungry also.

This is the ice cream stall - Uzumaki. They sell many flavour...got wasabi one...the green tea we tried very nice. Not sweet at all. can see 3 soh poh so pai seh stand infront of the stall take pics. Imagine a lot ppl walk pass leh.
icecream

After Bugis then went to Orchard. Shopped at Isetan and bought a dress and necklace both in green. hehe. started like green just like my friend crazy about it. donno is it influence by them?? hmmm...but I do like the green that I bought la...nice! I still havent finish shop at orchard then they said gotta go for dinner. Because they said no place after 7pm and lots of ppl. so we left 5ish from orchard road to Sommerset. The restaurant we went is Jap restaurant and heard quite a lot ppl going. By 6pm we reached there.

The restaurant name is Waraku located at Starhub center building. they served nice jap food leh. cheap also. We ordered set with udon/soba soup and rice for SGD13-15 range. I had sashimi set and soba soup. The soup nice. The rice also nice! The rest had Pork fillet set same with soba/udon soup. Fanny had Nato rice. All taste good.
dinner

After dinner we walk back to orchard continue shopping. I went in Daniel Yam and bought a nice lovely dress...simple and elegant. My friends so like it. At first saw it but I didn't get it a try instead trying others. But didn't get what I like after tried on. Then later others dropped by and asked me try that dress...so I give a try and immediately like it :D lucky found something I like if not my mission won't complete. My mission to SG this round is to buy Charles & Keith shoe, annual dinner dress and birthday present for the main purpose. And I did completed my list and bought extra one tim...hahaha. 3 of us end up bought a lot. Myself also spent quite a lot :p sei lor...pok kai after the trip :D

After shopped then we sat at starbucks for a cup of drink to rest our legs. But we don't feel tired and still wanna shop leh...however shops closed. So not satisfy cos not enough buying :D. we plan to go again. Both of them blame me not because I got class on Sunday we can stay over night. But they just say say only la...we planned just a day trip then it is. May be next round over night. But lucky just a day...if not I can even spend more. phewww

Anyway wanna thanks to Mei Kuan and Mike company us around for whole day and they are nice enough to bring us makan makan and shop with us. After drink we took cab to the parking building. Before start driving went to toilet. But I got hurt my last finger :(( deep wound...part of the skin n flesh came out. I was so careless...when flush the time the metal thing clip on my fingers and immediately the flesh came out. Start bleeding and I quickly wash with water. Can't stop bleeing even dry with tissue...lucky Julie got plaster...she is the first aid kit leh. Thank god :p It was pain but gotta stand the pain mar.


Show you my wound...left with hello kitty plaster..subsidy by julie hehe...the right one is after take off the plaster...my skin bcome whitish and the wound still bleeding a bit...red red. Now no more blood but like a hole deep inside. Pain when touch it *ouchhh*
wound


We left SG around 11:30pm. And I was the one drive out from SG to Tuas checkpoint. I was so tired but keep myself awake and drive half way on the highway. Changed driver after an hour driving. Fanny was the one drove all the way back to KL. Lucky she is still ok. I was trying to sleep at the back seat but can't sleep well. The car too bouncy. We reached KL about 3am. Just like we went clubbing like that. haha.

I had a great fun day although tired. But long time no fun like this. Especially shop till we dropped :p Looking forward for another one ;) Thumbs up!