Sick

It all started last night. Had headache and a bit sorethroat. When trying to sleep I was not feeling well very much. I feel chilled. Keep coughing. Took me some time only able to fall asleep. This morning woke up still a bit cough and throat starting uneasy. Now headache again. Probably cause by last night walk in the rain and sweat in the gym got cold? Wish can rest at home now....:(

Random Things to Tell

1. The salsa guy called me today instead sms me. Asked me join him for tonight's salsa dance event. How come always got such thing one meh? But rejected.

2. Having headache now...and feel that getting sorethroat as well. Is it because of the rain?

3. I felt insulted.

4. Wonder why members left half way from the class?

5. Don't compare.

6. Remind myself...take it easy. At least try ok.

7. It's late now and lazy to prepare tomorrow's breakfast n lunch. May be just go out eat or mee cup.

8. Feel that I've been long time no go gym. People told me where have I been and never see me around anymore.

9. Don't lazy and go gym often? Even no class still go workout?

10. Don't eat so much. Difficult as I will eat when unhappy or stress or bored.

11. Looking for broadband services at my house area! desperately. Not TM phone line. its fiber optic by TIME ok. No streamyx. :(. what else I can use? Maxis...using and bad. Izzi...using also bad. Celcom..gotta sign contract...not sure service here. What else? Maxis ZTE modem? wired modem? or P1 WiMax? any idea?

12. Because internet connect slow...sometimes hard to blog esp upload photos. Not even say download series. snail...

13. I want watch Moonlight Resonance 家好月圓 which is hit now. Can't download. Anyone has it for me to copy?

14. Why I'm so moody and negative lately? or all these while? may be on certain aspect...

15. Want to keep SILENCE for temporary. Might not update anything here also.

16. I need more busy to stop thinking.
17. Thinking to get a Thermo Cooker...seem it's easy to use and convenient like what lulu said.
18. Hope my friends will update their blog more often so I can read. Somethings nothing to read.
19. Change hair style. 

True Fitness New Branch

Just now at steam room overheard members said TF opening 2 new branches which I know it will but don't know where. I heard one is in IOI mall new phase, Puchong. Another in Klang. Klang will be opening in December? Is it true? gotta find out and hopefully will get some slots there bah...I wish to have bodystep class.

十二星座之好老公好老婆排行榜 (Zodiac's Good Husband/Wife Billboard)

See if it is correct for your signs of the zodiac? hehehe

第一名 (#1)
巨蟹座 (Cancer)
男－不但賺到錢，更會煮飯做家務，照顧家庭，是好男人的典範。
女－對情人細心體貼，無微不至的照顧對方，對方話點就點。

第二名 (#2)
雙魚座 (Pisces)
男－永遠將妳放在第一位，事事遷就妳，令妳覺得自己像公主一樣。
女－會為對方無條件的付出，千依百順，絕對能滿足所有大男人心態。

第三名 (#3)
獅子座 (Leo)
男－他會給妳最好的物質享受和照顧，不會讓妳憂柴憂米。
女－雖然她有點霸道，但她為你安排的一切，一定是最好的。

第四名 (#4)
天蠍座 (Scorpio)
男－愛妳就愛得專一轟烈，並會盡他一切所能保護妳免受傷害。
女－一旦愛上你就堅貞不移，為你作甚麼犧牲也可以。

第五名 (#5)
金牛座 (Taurus)
男－懂得賺錢又懂得花錢，他會帶給妳不少生活情趣。
女－不但不易變心，而且又很懂得照顧你，常令你感到窩心。

第六名 (#6)
山羊座 (Sagittarius)
男－雖然有點木獨，但勝在有責任心，他會讓你感到很有安全感。
女－她不懂甜言蜜語，但會務實地幫你打點一切，讓你的生活變得妥妥 當當。

第七名 (#7)
處女座 (Virgo)

男－對將來很有計劃，跟他一起，妳絕對不用為未來擔憂。

女－她細密的心思，總是懂得你的心意，她為你做的一定合你心水。

第八名 (#8)
天秤座 (Libra)
男－他的浪漫溫柔雖然會叫妳心甜，但他的花心倒叫妳很沒安全感。
女－有時未免太斤斤計較，計算下的愛情又怎會幸福？

第九名 (#9)
白羊座 (Aries)
男－凡事都以自己為先，不太懂得顧及情人的感受。
女－通常都要求對方付出的比自己多，心態也很自我。

第十名 (#10)
人馬座 (Capricorn)
男－粗心大意兼不解溫柔，和他做兄弟比做情人還好。
女－太著重自己的自由，很多時候不理會對方，自己跑了去玩。

第十一名 (#11)
雙子座 (Gemini)
男－跟他一起樂趣的確多，不過有事的話他就會掉下妳一走了之。

女－她一時一樣，很難捉到她的心意，常常要猜度也很疲累。

第十二名 (#12)
水瓶座 (Aquarius)
男－不懂顧及對方感受之餘，有時更會很無情，令妳覺得毫無幸福感。
女－非常自我中心，最好各顧各，想她照顧你，為你設想也很難。

My Night

Suppose planned to go hot yoga but didn't go. Lazy. Tired. Work too much. Then Fanny asked to have dinner. So just meet her for dinner. But I made her waited me for 1 hour. I can't leave at work since alot of things urgent need to be solved. She is so nice waiting for me only order food together. We had dinner at ZEN japanese food at Sunway. The japanese food there really not bad. I had few times there before. Food delicious. Just now I had this seafood udon. Very nice and full! hehehe...so long time no eat japanese food...gave me a satisfaction.

 

I was crave for sashimi...so I called this. First time trying and it is super nice! Because I can have different types of sashimi with lots of wasabi and the rice superb. yummy :D

Got home had a little chat. Kena taruh ask me to bath, do housework then sleep earlier. OK lor... I did some cleaning of my room and kitchen. But already 10+ then bath and dilly dally a bit is already 12+ now! oh no... late again and can't sleep earlier :(... well...so many things to do at home where got time to sleep. sob sob. Tmrw will have late class...don't think can sleep early also..sigh... ok going to sleep soon. good night.

Need You

When I need you, you are not around. When you are around, you have limited time for me. Why only me is there waiting for you but you are not there always for me? Can you show me if you care?

I have things to tell you when I wanted to. But because you are not around, after a while I don't feel like telling anymore. Wanted to share happiness and sadness at that time but it is over when it is not a right time to share. I worry sooner or later I have nothing to tell, nothing to share, no more joy to talk with. Do I wish to see all these happened? NO, I DON'T. Always telling  myself it will not happen. I'm trying hard to avoid this happen. I hope I can do it. But need your support also.

Bad Day

How could it happened to me? It is really a first time I made such fault. I can't forgive my mistake. It suppose not happen to me! that is not me. What happened? I was ask to replace class tonight. But I totally forgotten! Until a member sms asked me whether am I going for the class...and it is already 7pm. The class starts at 6:45pm. Then only I realized I suppose to do the class!! It was too late. I quickly call the GXC to inform I can't do the class. But heard the member said all members very angry leave the studio :(....I really feel very very sorry and I shouldn't make such mistake. May be I'm used to Monday no class and totally forgot. I feel very bad. Don't know what can I do...don't think I can do anything. I made the situation even worst. Already not so welcome by members...now even made them angry at me :(...expected they don't come to my class or don't like me replace anymore. It is really my mistake...blame on myself bah...

Today I was too busy at work. Really forgotten everything. Including my sis sms me saying mum admitted to hospital. I only remember it while driving home. Called sis and find out more details. Mum is now in hospital and gotta do scanning and monitor by doctor. What is going on still waiting doctor to tell us tomorrow. This is second time mum admitted to hospital. May be cause by she doesn't drink enough water. I really worry when sis left she has to take care herself and she doesn't drink water and it happens again. Wonder how to educate her...she is stubborn. sigh...worry...

I was looking for friends to chat on the phone...called few but none of them pick up my call :(( why everyone does this to me...when I need friends but no one around...come to the end I have to settle my own feeling without pouring out to anyone...

Feeling now: SAD & SORRY.

Things I want to tell

1. Last night bitten my own lips for 3 times while eating dinner at home. Same spot same time. ouch!

2. My left thumb still hurt after more than 4 weeks. Need to see doctor.

3. The guy I met in YF claimed he is dance teacher still sms me ask me go to salsa events for few times and ask how am I. But I ignored. Regret gave my number to him.

4. My both breast pain for weeks. When press on it feel hard and very pain. Worrying... I should have go see doctor but yet to have time. Works not allow to take MC yet. :(

5. Works busy but I'm happy and able to handle it. Enjoying it in fact. May be more concentration at work is better.

6. Getting bored to teach classes. Also lazy to go gym. But need to go hot yoga tomorrow night no matter what.

7. The true fact that I don't sleep early! Even I have time at home still stubborn to sleep. May be I don't want waste any time. But I need sleep!!

8. Trying to cook meals at home. I brought breakfast and lunch to office. If at night go home from work then will cook dinner. What a lonely nights I have. It is tiring to cook at home. The groceries cost bomb!! grrrr

9. Petrol price reduced but not much different compare to previous. May be just few bucks cheaper.

10. Learn to let go, learn to ignore, learn to take it easy....enjoy the life. I might not live long...who knows...

many more...till I thought of it...

Leaving me behind

Everyone doesn't like someone closed to you leaving you. So do I. I will be very very sad to see people that I love, I care, closed to leaving me for good to some where or because of certain reason. Last night got a call from sister. Knowing she confirmed leaving very soon..in 2 weeks time for good in Perth. She supposed already left a year ago but since mum is sick she is staying to take care of mum. But no matter what she has to go there to earn more money for mum's medication bills. Sad that another siblings not near to me. If anything happened also don't know who should I go for. I'm the youngest in the family and used to let my older siblings settle family stuffs. I don't have to worry. Think is time I need to do something...worry...

One thing to worry is leaving mum here without anyone taking care...donno she will discipline herself or not. After sis left will have many responsibility for me to do...buy medicine, pay bills etc. Too bad I have no time to bring mum for chemo...need to work..sis will have plan for this.

I need family supports...need someone closed to around when need them...need more concerns from people around me...think I demand too much...sob sob...

Take it easy

Take it easy? how much I can do so? Can I take things easily? Can you take things easily? Sometimes said is easy but really do it is very difficult. As I am typing this entry...actually I have many things wanted to tell. But not sure how to write...trying now...the thoughts been bothering for some time...

I am trying take it easy on everything. In actual fact there are many things I'm unhappy with. But I look at it easy and try not to affect my mood. I tried and it helps. But in deep of my feeling actually sad about it. Lost my motivation and passion to continue...because of all these results. You think I am happy which I didn't show my unhappiness? Answer is NO. I am just trying hard to forget unhappiness and be a happy person. Take it easy... worst come to worst just leave it. Move on to something else in life.

To someone that I care..I love...I wish you take it easy on your unhappiness. Whatever it happened, there are solutions. Look at different perspective will be always a brighter side. I am not sure you heard it or even read my blog. Hope you did. I just want you happy. Take it easy.

I wish once a while someone that I love I care will send me a regards. Just a simple regards will brighten my day. Not an over request...can I have it? I don't have such luck to have all these simple things in life. Just simple questions like how's mum? how's work? how's everything? that shows you care. How I wish....

Poon Choi

It is a fruitful saturday for me. I've bene looking forward for tonight's dinner. Planned to have poon choi. yay 2nd time for me. My day started with a class in pavilion as usual. But then tarak member. It is ok. Used to it and I took some time to practice a bit. Then relax by taking a steam bath. Before the dinner went for a movie. Watched Dark Knight with CC and ahhou. Hmmmm the show is nice but confused and a bit tak paham. gotta need someone explain to me. hehe. or watch 2nd time? Right after the movie we proceed to Low Yat to meet others for dinner. I was so hungry and cant wait for it. While waiting others arrive we ordered half duck. But then it took ages to serve. The service a bit slow there. Let the pics speak la...

The restaurant - Hong Kong's Food Culture @ Low Yat Plaza

The half duck. Not that nice but still ok.

Curry fish balls

 

The main dish! Poon Choi. looks nice? There are many many things inside. What you see here just few types from surface. There are many hiding inside. Can't remember all kind of food. But can tell more than 10 types. This pot we had just for 5 persons..RM33++ per person. A lot! Yummy!! 

  

The red tou sah tong sui comes together with the poon choi for free. They server cold and hot and we had cold. Delicious.

  

This is Mango sai mai lou. mango with sago and ice blended. Very nice. Must try. 

  

Oh yeah...don't forget one of the purpose come out for dinner not just have the poon choi. almost have a pre birthday celebration for someone....guess who????

The cake...can see how old liao

  

Ta da!...yes is ahhou's birthday. Can see he is so happy yoh. 

  

Last but not least...the group photo for all of us 

 

I am super full. 7 of us had the big pot of poon choi, half duck, 2 plates of curry fish balls, red beans tong sui and the mango dessert. After that we head to Starbucks for a drink some more. so full! But great dinner and companion.

Here to wish ahhou again ~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!~~~

古惑仔Online

Lately I'm addicted to this 古惑仔Online game from facebook. neh...my colleagues la. ask me join them. Until now I everyday also play it. But it is quite fun. pssttt...my boss also in the same group play together. he can monitor us definitely. haha. don care. By the way this game not all the time can play...have to wait for time goes by. So if anyone of you in my facebook friend list come join me la. Currently I need more head count if want proceed to higher level. The more ppl in the group can 'pek yau' (in cantonese means kill ppl and grab ppl's money) hehe. I need more friends join me! come join me. :p

Lembik

It's been lazy week for me. Lazy means? not going to gym lor. I have no class on Mon-Thurs. So I take this opportunity to go home earlier. Rest? no rest also. Sleep early also don't have. hehe. Well I just lazy go to gym la. So u know la..been resting 4 days and today taught a class...can imagine how lembik my stamina. Lucky no faint. Still manage to finish whole class. Oh I was talking about body step class. BStep if don't do or teach regularly it is hard to maintain the stamina one. Once a while I just do replacement and I don't have time or lazy join other BStep classes. hehe. Imagine one engine already cool down for days...whatever also slow down. Out of sudden it runs again and push to the max speed. It still cant pick up. Needs time to warm up. Now my body is like this lor...cool down for few days start up engine again during weekend. Aiks...difficult. Need to maintain stamina...but have to kick out my laziness to go gym. Will see how next week. hehe. May be my work been busy and too much concentration. Mentally so tired. Plus I didn't sleep much. Cause me no mood to go gym. Some more I have to work till quite late. Don't want go gym and end up home late and sleep late again. (by the way even I home early also sleep late...oooppppssss) oh no...getting fat and lembik. die die die...

Free Make Up

Last night went to 1U parkson Kanebo counter for free make up appointment. At first don't feel like going because too far from office. But the promoter keep asking me must go and learn some make up tips. Decided go. I have a friend also go but she did her make up before me. She had a smoky eyes make up. To me I don't have heavy make up. May be I told I want something that can make my eyes glow and don't look tired. So just did a light make up. Oh by the way, the make up artist is from Japan purposely to give free make up for their new range of make up products. I'm quite satisfy with what he did for me. I learn some tips for light make up and what only suitable for me. He is quite nice to explain although his english not so well but still can understand. However I find these kind of free make up they usually don't do too heavy. What I mean is not so obvious. can't see from the photo. I do not take photo service provided by them. I brought my camera and took a photo with the makeup artist. Got home only take a close up pic. But can't see also. Never mind...learn something is good enough.

Stupid Day

I'm very pissed now. Very frustrated. Feel like fuck-off ppl around me!!

What a stupid day.

ROM @ KL Tower

Last night off work a bit earlier to attend a good friend's ROM (register of marriage) at KL Tower.  Yesterday was a good date 20.08.2008. 2nd time up to KL tower and first time got such event there. Reached at 5pm. Suppose the ceremony starts at 6pm at open deck view area. However last night not really a good weather. It rained. So have a contingency plan which move the ceremony to indoor. We have waited and waited until around 7+ or 8pm only starts. Reason....the person who swear n oath for marriage (what is this person call?) caught in traffic jam and super late! However lucky the process pretty fast. The groom so ying jai the bride so pretty. I'm so touch with the groom's speech. Knowing he will be a very good husband to the wife and very loving couple. by the way the groom is my friend. He invited most of his high school friends including us a gang of peeps hang out for karaoke or makan-makan. We all were so hungry till the ceremony finished then can move on for refreshment...but we call it as dinner. Quite a full course food there. However the food already cold. When announced can proceed makan we all quickly go queue up for it! hahaa. After makan of course is photo session. Oh by the way...while waiting for the ceremony to start we were already cam whoring around. kakaka. Everywhere every pose. After eat even take more pics. of course most with the couples. First took pic in the indoor venue and also a big group pic. Then later we proceed to open view deck...yeah the rain stopped but floor wet. But then we can have a very clear view of whole KL. Of course not less of taking leng leng pics lor. kekeke. That night so many pro photographer with pro cameras wor. Some more got videographer. Can't imagine our silly actions all in the video and photos. haha.

I just took few pics with my phone. The rest with those pro photographer for sure. Gotta wait for the photos. Hopefully can see it soon and post up here.

DLG partial group members. We got nothing to do but just take pics.

 

The ceremony is on going. We were there just witness. 

  

The groom giving speech. And gave the bride a very beautiful bouquet. 

  

 The bouquet of 99 roses. Beautiful. and its heavy as well.

 

A bottle with KL tower shape given away to the guests. Cute bottle. 

  

The food. Those food ok was fried mee, fried chicken, vege, taufu, sausage. nothing special. just a refreshment. got desserts, bread, soup, salad, fruits also. 

Holiday Confirmed

Today made a decision to make a booking to Melbourne. Yes...I am going in March next year. hehe. Everything confirmed. Ticket bought at quite cheap price. Accommodation settled. Only leave will apply next year la. Visitor visa also next year. Now gotta start save money :p. Long way to go...but I am looking forward for it. It's been looooong time I'm expecting this holiday. Hopefully by then can make it la. finger cross :) happie happie :D

Holiday Planning

Today AA start selling ticket to Melbourne. Just checked the pricing...wah cheap a lot leh. Tempting to make a booking. But I donno when can I have holiday. However in my mind may be some time in March next year. Got a friend's wedding. But someone already made a booking coming back in the same month as well. hmmm gotta do some planning properly and act fast! hehe

Sound Pollution

Currently I am working base in customer office on project basis. My customer is in subang hi-tech, shah alam. So as a vendor we've been located to an office with desks and chairs for us to work with their staffs. Ok cut short what I want to tell here. Previously only us located in this office floor. But then lately few more vendors from different company also located here. There is one of these vendor sit next door to our team (lucky is cubicles can't see their faces). Their staffs all men. First annoying part is some of them conquered the seat which my colleagues used to sit there. Made my colleagues gotta move to different place. Second most annoying part is they all talk in the phone very LOUD. Like bargain with people in the pasar! Until the whole floor can hear very clearly. I think people downstairs also can hear! Not one but many of them same. Wonder are they deaf? Since they are here we can't concentrate on work. So noisy.

Just now my colleague very hilarious...out of sudden heard she talk on the phone so loud. I thought what's wrong. Later found out she purposely talk loud as what those guys did. kakaka. Some more said something that hint those moron people talk loud will disturb people. Wonder those stupid people will understand or not. But what I know they still talk so loud and very noisy there. deng. I should have go get some poisons put in their water and mute them kau kau!!

AAX to Melbourne!

Yay...at last AA fly to Melbourne. Today just announced that it will start flying coming Nov 12. 1 week 4 return flights. And later stage will have daily flight. The ticket start selling on tomorrow till Sunday. I've been looking forward AA to have this new route. Now it has! great. happy :)

check the details here
http://www.theage.com.au/articles/2008/08/20/1218911779554.html