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Friday, January 28, 2005

How to remove chewing gum???

If it is real chewing gum I got a way to remove it. But this chewing gum is not an ordinary chewing gum. I'm lost and don't know how to remove it. It is so sticky. Who can help me???

I'm helpless now. I already broke off last week as this time I'm serious. I treat him as ex but he doesnt think so. After few days peace to me then it is a disaster started yesterday. He started sms or call me. First to say settle the debts with me. Then ask me is this break off consider last time. I straight answer him "Yes, and my answer will not change!". Then ok thought he accepts my answer and tell me something nonsense that u will think silly or childish. He told me he knew a gal n wants her become his gf. What the heck told me all this in my thought. Then I just replied him "do as ur wish is non of my business". In my thoughts I think he loves me so much impossible to love other girl so soon and if it is where got another stupid girl like me will like him? If yes pity this girl. Then he sms again n telling like we r really over n settled everything. So I just don't reply him as he told me something that not important to me.

Then I just drive to gym. Who knows he calls but I didn't pick up. He called few times n same thing I didn't pick up. Then he sms me say why no pick up his call n he is worry am I fine? Me lazy to bother him. So just go to gym. After gym went back to check my phone. Many miss calls and sms. mostly all from him! Damn it, you know he cant contact me and said very worry on me. so he called up my friend's husband (I donno where the hell he got my friend's number) then get my close friend and my friend thought something happened to me n called me. He is really bastard...I hate him disturbed my friend and family. In one of the sms he even claim to call my mum ask am I ok not. Crazy!!!! End up by forcing I have to stop him doing those stupid things so just replied him "I'm very fine and no need worry me and stop worry me. Stop disturb my family, friends n me!". He stopped msg me from that time. I thought the story is end.

So, after shower went to Loft bar meet up Fanny, Julie, Suzuki and their friends. Is all girls night. First time been there and I like it. Is comfortable and not crowded. Had fun and drank 3 cups. May be because I didn't eat any solid food for dinner so feel high easily n almost drunk. We left at about 12. Was so sleepy and dizzy =p too long time out from alcohol mar. When reached home and waiting lift at lobby. Who knows that bastard coming and horn from far. I pretend don't know is him and faster get up the lift and ran back to my house. I don't dare to switch on light at all and faster get into bed to sleep. I put my phone in silent mode and slept. But he keeps sms me and I got wake up by my phone vibration sound. Damn give me a break and let me have a nice sleep ok??? Lucky by help of alcohol I can sleep easily and don't know what happened next. The story still not end yet...

This morning as usual go to work. That bastard already waiting me at my office for long! gosh, please leave me alone lar...He insists to talk to me so ok I give him 10 mins. In this 10 mins nothing is solved and I told him again we r really ended and don't disturb me forever but he insists our problem can be solved. OMG...now problem is not the problem we faced, today this problem tomorrow might be another problem. and I don want say who is wrong now. The problem is our direction not same. I want what I decided not be with him so nothing can say anymore. To him he still hopes that can solve the problem like last time. This time I'm firmed! But he is forcing me until feel like moving away to avoid him! How to make him let me go? I just walk away after 10 mins. I know he will not give up and do something.

How can I free from him and his game??

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Fall in sick

Yesterday my throat felt uneasy and at night while sleeping can feel nose blocking... Then it getting worst in this morning, keep sneezing and now like got flu already. *cry* I don wan sick during cny leh. Hope can get well soon. *pray*

Wedding Dinner

Yesterday just remembered I took a pic from my friend's wedding dinner on new year eve. I was so busy and forgotten what I did on the past. Sigh...memory getting weak. Don't wanna admit old also cannot...*geeezzz* but I still look young. Young in my heart is enough lor hoh kakakka.

one of my best friend's wedding dinner on 31 Dec 2004

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

bai bai....

this early morning my sis n niece flying off to perth already. sigh...will be long time can't see them.. anyway will plan to visit them in June. will get cheaper air fare from matta fair helding soon. So now I'm saving my leave for this trip. Yes looking forward for it!!!

hmmm these few days very eng in the office. donno wat to do and internet up n down. sien. recently i'm trying hard to go interview hee heee.... this weekend there is a company having walk-in interview...thinking to try on it. but then hoh first time for me n donno how's the atmosphere there...a bit scare of too crowded.

now everyday after work donno wat to do. just plan go home cook for dinner n watch show. may be some day call up friends for dinner or drinks. n planning to resume gym activities tomorrow onwards since stopped for long. I wish to gain back my health soon and slimmer by cny. (*.*) worry my stamina low n cant take exercise for long...try my best lar.

so my friends out there, next time any hanging out pls call me yeah. If I'm free for sure will join!

Monday, January 24, 2005

Help Packing

It's been long time I did not blog here. Feel bored. What have I been lately? I also can't answer properly. Can only say that my relationship problem up and down. So now I try to get a peace out from this problem. I'm really tired physically and mentally.

Lately I heard a lot of bad things on me. Those gossips which never exists. I donno why got such ppl like to talk bad which is not true to someone. It really hurts. I hate being blame or treat unjustly. I don't like those gossips that spoiled my image. Why?? why they wan to do so to hurt me or hurt someone besides me??? really sad on this....

Now, I decided to have my own life back. I wan be like old time me more active and cheerful. I've changed since knowing him...I can't lie to myself anymore that I can't stay at such situation anymore. Wish to have a peaceful mind at the moment....better to go away from those gossip environment...

ok enough of sad things..but still got another sad thing to tell. sigh..my sis leaving tomorrow. So last weekend back to seremban and help her to pack all her stuffs. They really got a lot of things. over 30 boxes stuffs to pack. I helped until midnite. By the time back to KL already almost 2am. *yawn* so sleepy today... monday blues....no mood to work leh...

Friday, January 07, 2005

It's Friday!!!

Yippie is another weekend coming. Look like this weekend past by very fast. why leh? hee hee because this week I just worked for 3 days. I went to Genting Highland since new year eve till Tuesday only return. Back to work on Wednesday. It is good and time flies if work only 3 days in a week hee hee...So, what's ur plan for coming weekend? I'll going back to Seremban to spend more time with my sis and niece who are leaving 2 weeks later.

Recently really a lot ppl go genting leh. When I'm there always pack with ppl and hotel almost fully booked. When I was there weather a bit cold and with a lot of mist. Heard that got land slide. Yeah it is true, I saw the land slide when going back. But still a lot ppl go up there wor. Think nothing serious ler.