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Monday, August 30, 2004

Office Got Break In!

This morning when reached office got a shocked! My office got break in case..I'm bad luck & sad because my pc is 1 of the stolen pc out of 5 *cry* I did not backup my source code did for past 2 weeks n also my important personal datas!!! *cry again* Now police still doing investigation n I donno what to do now...

Today no mood n tired to write wat I had done last weekend. will update later when I got home lar.

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Bak Kut Teh

Last nite after 2 gym classes workout (so tired n restless), me, Jo & Kelvin went for bak kut teh dinner. I was looking forward for this bak kut teh after got shower leh...felt hungry very much. Yes! at last we got there around 10pm. We did not order pork. We just ordered 1 big plate vege, 1 big bowl of mushroom, 1 bowl of tau fu pok & 1 bowl of ju cheong ju tou.. No rice for me n Jo. hahaha Jo teased me said tat happy to see me eating n not feel guilty seeing me eating. of course! the food so delicious where can I not enjoying the food wor...n especially the bak kut teh soup! (each of use got a small bowl of bak kut teh soup one n it is hot n nice!)

Guess wat!? we not just only ate wat I mentioned above. hahhaa we add orders, another 1 big plate of vege n kelvin had 2nd bowl of rice...me n Jo love the soup very much end up we had 3 bowls of it n Kelvin only had 2 bowls...he doesnt dare to have more of it cos scare lau bei huet hahahha.

We had wonderful time last nite. We laughed a lot n non stop n like crazy ppl lar. well it is really been long time I did not gather with old frens like this n laughed until so crazy! thanks to my old buddies yeah *muaksss* but too bad lor...kelvin going to fly to India for min 1 month or more than tat for business trip. Don't think we got more chances to have such hang out liao...we r going to miss u kelvin wong...hee hee

Today Jo told me she feels like to have tat bak kut teh soup again tonite! crazy lar but if want to go again I want too hahaha...me really siau ja poh hoh?? but the soup really nice mar. Ah for ur info, this bak kut teh shop is owned by kelvin's brother-in-law located at PJ old town (Hing Kee Bak Kut Teh)...whoever pass by there should try it out.

hmmm tonite going to gym again but just joining yoga class ler..my leg still painful after 2 continuous days hardcore workout hee hee...har tok abt gym, tat fanny always said wanna go but end up....watelse?! ffk lar.. she really lazy bum lar..(just kidding yeah fanny)

Olympic going to end & chinese 7/14 coming soon also...so u guys gotta becareful when out there such as driving or hanging outside wor. better stay at home for safe! =)

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Nothing

These few days lazy to blog..must be bz n nothing much to write down gua. Normal day since Monday.

Monday - whole morning spent time to apply jobs =p then only start work after lunch. Nite joined yoga class. After tat went to Waffle World at sri petaling had waffle, yummy billy n banana splits...hahha ate a lot hoh?

Tuesday - body sore after last nite yoga class..its been long time I do not do yoga. Did it until my arm no more strength to whole my body. whole day bz programming n replying emails...recently no chat with the gang liao ler..may be everyone is bz. Nite went to FF joined body combat & body steps classes. sweat a lot. back home quite late after the gym. then took pics on my crystal bracelets cos need to pass to friend for selling it. Met Kim at FF last nite n chatted a while.

Today over slept. bcos slept late last nite n too tired after the gym classes gua...wat I wish to have now is a good massage!!! Tonite will go gym n Jo is joining us (kelvin, BJ & me)..will be fun leh! after gym will go PJ states for dinner...looking forward.

Monday, August 23, 2004

Sad & Happy Weekend

First the sad thing is...remembered I got a C++ test on Friday??? =( wahhh the test really difficult to me now.. this kind of test like what I'm doing during my final test leh. The test include 2 parts. Part A answer 3 out of 4. Part B answer all questions total 4 questions I think. Then each question got sub sections. It is really programming questions which ask you write a function to work out the required results. Well, if I'm still at the study time I might know how to answer but for now...too long time no revise n forgotten everything lor. wat I know now just the system I'm doing now...sigh...pai seh to tell u all my test probably got 0 marks ='( *cry* So this is the reason I a bit scare of working in IT line lor...a lot of things you gotta upgrade yourself or you gotta practice it..if not you will totally forgot it. I find that since working here I've forgotten wat I learnt during college time. sigh...do you agree?

Aiyah forget about the sad thing. I believe 1 day I'll get a job that suitable me hee hee... Friday nite after gym, I went to PJ A&W yam char with friends. 1 of the friend is my play mate since young. we used to play kittens together. we both stayed nearby when I was young. hahhaha now still remember wat we did last time. but since high school we seldom contacts even in the same school n think is more than 10 years we do not meet each other until tat nite...wahhh she really changed a lot. become prettier liao hahaa. other then old friend, I also got to know a new friend from gym through Kelvin. She is talkative and a nice gal. here are the pics taken tat nite:


kelvin, Jo & BJ
bj, jo & me
bj, jo, me & kelvin
bj, jo, me & kelvin

Jo is my buddy used to play since young. BJ is a new friend know from FF. Both leng lui hoh hee hee =)

Saturday Afternoon:
Had vegetarian breakfast with Kelvin, BJ and Calvin. Then I go bowling with Kelvin & BJ. It's been almost a year I didn't play bowling...hee hee my skill still not bad after stopped for such long. still maintaining my average..but feel tired more easily compare with last time..think I'm old already =p. After bowling thought of go for porridge celup in Pudu but it closed. So we end up had late lunch at Sg. Wang and shopping for a while. After tat went for dessert again. Blehhhh been eating a lot on tat day hahaha. Here another pic taken when we having dessert:

kelvin, me & bj

*** I look very tired these 2 days. I admit tat I'm tired la. Donno why recently no matter how much I sleep also look tired. Something wrong with my health liao..

Saturday Nite:
Went back to Seremban around 8 something. Then watch olympics. About 11pm whole family went out for supper. Guess wat I had tat nite leh?? We had Marmic Crab n Fishhead Mee Hoon leh! wow we had 2kgs crab leh hahaha geng leh...but is yummy. aikkkss too bad din take a pic on the crab, if not can make u all hou sui teh teh dai...

Sunday:
Stayed at home and watch olympic games. Had a lot food which long time no eat from seremban...all delicious. hey u guys should follow me back seremban n try out hhaha. Really a relaxing sunday lor...sleep, eat n watch tv...tats all for the day.

From today onwards gotta go for workout more again since ate a lot past few days =p. my left eye now

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Tomorrow On Leave

Tomorrow I'm on leave because going for a job application technical test in Plaza Mont Kiara. A bit nervous now cos I don't like techinical test at all! It is C++ test leh (1 hour test)...I've forgotten most of C++ thingy..I just know my current company's system C++ application leh.. Well, tonite gotta 'pau shu' (read book) n refresh my knowledge ler..limited time..sure failed =(

Monday probably on leave as well..not confirm yet. Coming Saturday got a plan with frens having lunch then bowling & movie.. I will go back to my hometown Seremban on Saturday nite. It's been long long time no go back already.

Last nite I can't sleep well cos stomache..I'm having diarrhea past few days already. =p Today feel body aching cos too much exercise last nite n a night before...well these few days will rest more first. *lazy again* *wink*

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Busy Day

These few days started busy because gotta do programming work. Today besides programming, I have to verified the program spec written by me n do programming by my ownself too..Tomorrow morning gotta give a walkthrough..sigh. But lucky I finished all the specs n programming on a module, of course still got few programming works to do coming days.

Don't know why today msn got problem to login..but it is good also to let me concentrate on my work. chat lesser *wink*

hey my weight dropped after few days I controlled my meals...*^.^* Hope I can control my meal consistently =p. But yesterday thought of having japanese food at Zen restaurant leh (Can't forget their delicious sets!) ...keekekekee Just had grapefruit n it is extremely sour ~_~ I just can finished half of it. hmmm wonder how to choose sweeter grapefruit leh.

Tonight will go to gym again. Then later back home gotta clean up my cf cards because later nite fanny will look for me n borrow them from me. She needs it for leng leng photos shooting in HK... =)

Oh yeah here to inform u all my eye getting better..now lesser red on my eye ball. Think will recover by this week or next week gua...Thanks to my friends who concerning me n asking about it! *muakssss*

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Enough Sleep

These 2 nites I had enough sleep and feel not tired anymore. Happy is that while working will not feel very very sleepy. May be got work to do is a factor too...Last nite did not go anywhere. Went home after work. Cook light dinner n watch vcd. Is a good time for relaxing. But yesterday diarrhea for many times after my dinner. :p well no worry..I think it should because lately ate a lot. From now onwards I will try my best not to eat outside food anymore. First to control my diet n second to save money.

Later lunch time will go mid valley shopping with my friend. No eating...At nite will go gym...I need to shred the extra flesh from now onwards till 11 Sept. Because I got a high school friends gathering. Quite a big gathering event ler..can see old buddies. Kind of miss high school life. The most happy n fun time I've encountered was during high school.

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Monday, August 16, 2004

Dinner at Poppy Garden

Last Friday went dinner with a group of gals at Poppy Garden (The restaurant under Passion). The purpose of the night is to play Tarot Card. That nite planned to have something light because I was sick n no appetite to eat. But then this Poppy Garden serves spicy food most (mainly in Thai food)..nothing much choices I can order lor..So just ordered pineapple rice. The food there so so only...don't think I will back there have dinner again.

kim, me & suzuki


me with my pineapple rice

Wedding Dinner

Last Saturday went for a college friend's wedding dinner at Concorde Hotel. Both of them used to be my housemates when I'm living in Singapore. That nite I'm there earlier to help my friend preparing guest registration stuffs. Before the dinner I sit at the desk there to help registered guests list n collect ang pow...it was so kelam kabut n some names not on name list...*a bit headache seeing all these*...hahaha this made me thought tat if my wedding dinner will same as so messy? well if I know it I will get annoyed hahaha...

Here are some pics taken on that nite:
me, bride & groom (audrey & tze kian)
audrey & me
college's friends (different batches)
me & viski
me
me

Last Saturday was my bad day actually...I twisted my right ankle during gym class but luckily still can walk. Just painful if walk in certain angle. Then later on at home I slipped down n hurt my left leg..got light scar on it. Isn't it a bad day to me? In a day both leg got hurt! But thank god today feel better for both legs n I still can walk.

Yeah today is first day of ghost month...so u guys don't go out too late at night yeah. Becareful... n this whole month of seven don't do anything big moving at home such as shift furnitures, drill hole on the wall, hammer on the wall etc...This will not good to ur luck which it says in chinese "fan tai sui'...a friend of mine told me all these..believe it than no regret ok...


Thursday, August 12, 2004

Slept Whole Night

Yesterday a terrible day to me..not feeling well whole day n end up I went to see doc again after work. Took porridge for dinner then went home n slept from 8pm till this morning...hahaha am I like a pig? Well I was so tired n felt cold whole night long...Can't sleep well. I can't help myself get up from bed leh...My left eye still red..doctor said blood clogging in my eye need 2 weeks to recover. Here is the my eye's pic..look like ghost hoh?

my left eye


I feel better today after a long sleep...I wish all my frens around me also take care their health n recover soon for those already sick.

Die lar...think my body system down...this morning i ate 1 bowl of porridge till now 4:30pm still not feel hungry yet...I do not have my lunch just now...never feel hunger. OMG is tat serious? well I take this as a chance to get on diet lor hahaha..OK tonite meeting up all leng luis for dinner at the restaurant below Passion. I dont think I will eat something there...can't eat n not hungry at all.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Yesterday on MC

Sorry guys, I'm not able to update my blog yesterday due to bad luck day to me. sigh. I got red eyes. Went see doc yesterday morning n doc not allow me come to work (but I wish to work)..so I had to rest at home. But who knows I've forgotten my house got electricity interruption from 10am - 4:30pm. Damn...cant online & do my work at home..n hot. So I just drive out alone no where to go...My eyes so painful & no where let me rest poor me :( But lucky the electricity back earlier n I just stay at home whole day...These 2 days gotta wear my specs instead contact lenses ler..So I can't go gym as well. blehhh =(

I think these few days are my sick days la...This morning I vomitted for twice..donno why???? I felt cold & now whole body strengthless..I can't see doc n take MC again lar..got works to do. n pai seh go see doc again. Hope later on will be fine to me *bless*

Today whole day not feeling well. Always feel like vomitting n no appetite to eat. Headache & body aching leh...suffering. don like the feeling getting sick. hate it! After work will go see doc again =( arghh I don't like see doc so often...

Monday, August 09, 2004

eat eat eat...

hahaha lately feel like just eat n eat with the gang...Friday afternoon had Kim Gary with Fanny then night had japanese food at Zen Restaurant...tat nite just gals nite n we enjoyed the dinner. Well after dinner just hang out at Cafe Flam from 9:30pm till 1:30am...so energetic hoh...I enjoyed myself by dancing n especially with Lyn & Julie leh...not easy to get Julie to dance hohoho...there is a reason behind geh...(This been deleted due to a request from my beloved buddy)

I do not drink much tat nite, had 1 bottle of stout, half flaming lamborghini & 2 cups of whisky...try not to drink too much nowadays n also not feel to drink.
4 leng luis at Zen...

julie & me
fanny & me

Because too tired on Friday, I over slept on Saturday n missed workout. I slept until 3pm n then take 3 hours to do own things n prepare go out to Mid Valley meeting Fanny & Julie for dinner. We had dinner at Oh Sushi n this is the only meal I had for the day! *:p* hahaha its funny..I brought my friend Kelvin (why the whole world guys called Kelvin???) n he is the only guy with 7 gals!!! wow he very hang fook hoh...hahaha. After dinner we all head to Passion. quite quiet earlier on when we are there...but starting from 11pm the crowd getting pack. again we got big group. 7 gals n 2 guys...really enjoyed the nite there by dancing n drinking. I think I got high after the cowboy shot...We got second round party after Passion. We went to Rush...but I don't like there. Very very packed n hot n stuffy!!! Just been there a while then balik liao.

Saturday pics:
all gals in Oh Sushi restaurant
Kelvin & I
9 gals & 1 ghost (kelvin) hahaha...
kelvin, me, fanny, julie & may

Next day I forced myself wake up to go gym...can't afford not to go gym liao cos since skipped one day on Saturday. well I joined 2 classes n then go home. Was tired after gym n sleepy leh. But then I cleaned up my room at home for whole afternoon. Guess what!!! I went for oyster dinner with friend...wahahaha The restaurant call TAPAS The Oyster Bar in Micasa Hotel...wahhhhhh the oyster very very nice n fresh. important by air from New Zealand one. Too bad I forgot bring my camera to take down delicious oyster pics for u guys to see...I ate total 9 oysters leh...hahaha. We ordered 3 types, fresh one, baked cheese & with bacon types. All very nice...there are still many types of cooking...hey not bad to try it if u interested! 1 fresh oyster cost RM4.50 each n others RM34 half a dozen. I think the price is reasonable n most important it is very very fresh n big *yummy*

Too much party n yelled past weekend...my throat sore again leh..n now even worst tat my sound a bit 'sa' n softer liao...blehhh i got sexy voice now hahaha..My body too heaty also...my left eyes pain, tears n discharge keep coming out n still got headache...well think need more time for me to rest ler..cut down party yeah gals!! hahaha

hey coming Saturday I'm going for bowling...anyone interested to join? and I'll organize one day go for rock climbing..hee hee try to do more outdoor sports...healthier mar hoh..

Just now had simple lunch outside around Jln Chan Sow Lin...had fried meehoon & mee, yam cake & tong sui.. so so so full now..may be at nite no dinner ler. Die lar, my left eye getting bad condition..now red & itchy somemore...already bought eye drops for it. Hope later day will be fine la.

Friday, August 06, 2004

Just had lunch with Fanny

Ding dong...kee keee had lunch with Fanny at Mid Valley just now..why she will be there? ask her! We had lunch in Kim Gary...wah both of us had a lot for lunch..chu pah fan + french toast + lemon tea...wahwahwah a lot hoh? kakaka donno tonite still can eat not...

my lunch

Got 99 roses in mid nite

Last nite before I asleep..around 12:30am received a sms from my ex. He told me he put a bunch of 99 roses in front my door step with a letter. I just go out n check it out..n it's really got flowers n a letter. The time I picked up the flower he was out there but not dare to come out to see me & I just dont bother him. Still the same thing, he told me he wants me back to him...he really donno wat to do in order to get me back...

The flowers he wrapped by himself because he just back from Penang last nite n rushed to Petaling Street to buy the flowers n no one wants to help to wrap. He had to do it himself...he told me his fingers 'jong jor' (donno wat it calls in english word, someone knows tell me yeah & hope u understand the word)...I do appreciate his flowers but I can't do wat he hoped for...then he said I don't appreciate it. wat can I do wor..he wants to do such silly thing I can't stop him but I can't appreciate him because of this n get back to him mar. *alamak* is just like a nightmare (but not tat serious scary one) haunted me again!

He told me soon he is not around in KL often..he needs to go outstations. He cant concentrate on his work. sigh..I told him he cant be like tat for long but he really can't stand not to see me. Thats why now he did such silly things in a hurry to get me back lor..He is not rational to me lor, work is work...gotta see which is more important to him. Can't just let go his works without concentration mar..I don wan made him like such situation but I really donno wat can I do to help him leh.

Here is the photos of the flowers:


He just told me he will leaving KL tomorrow & might not coming back. sigh I think I've made him very very sad & difficult to stay anymore in KL. He is suffering...but I can't help much. sorry to say tat. why must make the situations so serious? I can do just hope he is fine after some times.

Menara Axis Fitness First Blackout

Last nite was in Axis FF doing gym & around 7 something whole building suddenly blackout.Everybody there forced to stop their workout & leave early. I just managed to finish yoga class then chat a while with friend & get a shower in a dark..haha lucky still can shower hoh..if not smelly smelly..

Lately when I got home early I feel lazy to do things...just sit there watch TV. May be too tired already...

Thursday, August 05, 2004

Today Still Working

Yo! surprised I came to work? hahhaa lucky today feel better & manage to work. I can't take MC lar...cos a lot works to do. I did not see doc last nite. Just went home n rest (but no sleep wor) & take a lot medicine. I just lied on my bed n watched DVD...wahaha relax huh? after DVD then shower then continue TV.. ;) n I do some job work at home (I brought home in case today MC then can do it). Consider slept early last nite..My throat not tat pain as yesterday but still a little bit headache. later will take panadol again...

Today not productive at all leh...din do anything =( Just now had lunch with Fanny, Kelvin & Mike. It took me about 3 hours leh...feel pai seh when back to office. Once a while not a problem lor but can't finish my work...blehhhh. I feel thirsty whole day after the lunch leh...hey u guys got same case??

Later will go gym to replace yesterday absence..will join yoga & may be Body Jam. It's been long time no join yoga class liao...I love yoga but always miss the class. Yoga is good leh...can help slim down also..I must continue back & meet my target! Hey today added links to my online albums...u guys can view it & can see my slimmer shape last time...hee hee. Yes lor...fat liao since the trip to Melbourne leh. Jang dai goh wai liao...n also pak toh even worst...sien lar...gotta start all over again!

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

sorethroat (~_~)

Nooooo I think I'm getting sick. I got sorethroat since last nite..just have it out of sudden. I can't sleep well because of this..:'( But lucky last nite no one disturb me from my dreams.

Last nite after gym went for a drink at Long Black with Fanny, Julie & Kelvin. We took some pics there. I think we all are crazy in taking pics nowadays...hahaha. After Long Black, Fanny suggested to go Kei Tak Sik have Mango Lou...eat eat eat...tat gal really can eat but still skinny...envyyyyy. After finished tong sui I fetched Julie home then go home. But I stucked in the traffic jam along Sg. Besi highway at 11pm at nite leh! But under my expectation it happened an accident lor...lucky not jam for long cos tat time was sleepy in the car while driving ler hee hee..

This morning late to work because prepared breakfast, lunch & dinner ;) damn once late to work hard to get parking around my office area...round n round at last got a parking far away :( hahahhaa next time must earlier lor...

Here are the pics taken last nite:
me at long black...


Sighhhhhhhhh.....why I deleted all the individual pics? neh because my dearest ji muisss don't like her leng leng pic posted here lor..forced to take out :'(

haha..guess whose hand???


Long Black Drinks & Kel's Lighter...


Headache now...n throat painful la. can anyone suggest wat to do n wat to eat to avoid it gets more pain? I don wan sick now..got so many upcoming things to do leh.

I'm getting bad sick now..serious headache & painful sorethroat *crying* very san fu ar...may be will see doctor later.

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

My Lunch

Just had delicious lunch with my colleagues & meeting my ex colleague went US study. She is back here for holiday...This restaurant located near to PGRM there. Famous of Ju Giok Chou & Fish. Nah Julie, your favourite Ju Giok Chou pic is here lor...got lau hou sui not? heehee
Here my lunch dishes
ju giok chou
pai guat
wai ling, me & piao

Sleepless night again...

I donno when the story will end..my ex keeps bugging me at the late nite n begging me to go back to him. No matter how hard he tried I don't think I will not go back...I know I don't wan suffer again. He is very stubborn n hope I will giving him another chance. He don't accept the reasons I leave him...sigh wat to do?

Thanks to SDM, Cat & Anonymous (pls leave ur name) comments in my previous post. Ur words really supportive n gave me strength for me to hold my decision...ur words are rational & I agreed...No matter how nice he treats me now I will stand firm not to go back to him...Now I wish he stop annoying me while I'm sleeping leh...*yawn*

This is a crystal necklace I made for Fanny as a present..sorry dear, now only I finished it n will pass to u when meet u yeah. hee hee I did it half way n stop for long & at last last nite managed to finish it no matter till wat time. Hope you like it. 'siu siu yi si'...


Monday, August 02, 2004

My Weekend

Monday bluessss...too tired on past weekend till now haven't recover yet. *yawn*

Last Friday went karaoke at Neway Times Square with Fanny, Julie, Mike, Kelvin & Chong. That was great night cos I ate a lot & sing + shout..hee hee. After the karaoke we followed Fanny to Thai Club to join Daniel. But there was sucks, the crowd not nice & very packed. Some of the guys there took off their clothes leh. So we ended up leave the place in a short while and head to Zouk to get Salem's tickets. Lucky we went there on Friday night for the tickets, if not we can't go on Saturday. Surprisingly we went home around 12 something leh. That was early huh? hahha but is good for me to rest more.

Well, Friday nite I don't really sleep well because got a message from my ex said will be coming to my house on the way from Ipoh. After I received the message I stunt a while & donno wat to do. Thinking of calling Fanny but tat was late night around 2am. Wat I did just off my phone, unpluged home phone & off door bell. Then forced myself sleep so tat can't hear the knocking from my windows. I know tat I can't sleep soundly tat nite cos scared he will be at my house & woke up my sis & me. Luckily nothing happened tat nite. I woke up at 7 something to prepare myself to gym...

On Saturday, whily on my way to gym my ex called asked me something. I do not tok much to him. After gym I went to my best friend's house chit chatting till evening. Then I went shopping at Sg. Wang & managed bought some clothes..hee hee. Shopping always nice thing to do cos I like it. But it was short shopping cos rushing home to get prepared for genting after dinner. I do not sleep whole day & nite went to genting leh. Before to genting we went to Zouk for hair show. The show was wonderful. I think Julie got snap shot some pics, can see the pics from her blog if she uploaded. The show ended around 12 midnite. We reached genting at 1 plus am. It was damn cold there but lucky inside the crowd it is cosy & nice. It was first time I been to rave party the first impression not bad...the musics nice & I enjoyed it. Too bad it finished at 4am which expected end at 6am. Not enough for me! I want to dance more leh..

Well, I reached home around 7am Sunday morning after the party. Took a shower then KO already. hahaha In the middle of my dreams I was woke up by a call from my ex...gosh can give me a break??!! He asked where am I & why no pick up his calls or reply his sms. Well, the whole nite at the party I did not receive any calls or sms from him. He told me he was in genting because he too worried about me when can't contact me. Oh my god, he was so crazy. He really went to genting to look for me. How can he find me in such a big crowd? When he knew I'm at home, he said he will come to my house from genting. I told him not to disturb me & just hang up. But then donno how many hours later he called again & at my door step already. He sounds so tired (he told me he did not sleep for 2 days & walked miles to my house), he said just want to see me n take a rest at living hall. He will not disturb me. May be I'm too soft hearted so I just let him in my house. I locked myself inside my room & just sleep n ignore him.

Whole Sunday I just slept for a day till 3pm cos I need to go out having dinner with friends. My ex was sleeping outside. After a while he also wake up & want to have a tok. He needs to know the reasons we break off. I told him all the reasons & I fed up being with him anymore. He was so sad until cried out & kneeled down to ask me back to him...I'm sad too to look at him on wat he did. I know he really loves me a lot until lost his minds n can't control his feeling & act strange. I feel bad made a guy until such situations...After the talk I've lost the direstions...what should I do? I know that I can't go back to him & get suffer but he really loves me n can do watever n I'm hard feeling to leave him like this... wat to do leh??? =(

Lucky my friend came & pick me up for dinner, if not we will just tok n tok donno till wat time. We went One Utama Vietnam Kitchen. The food there nice & I like the beef noodles..it is quite some time I don't eat beef because of my ex doesn't eat. After dinner just walk a while & my friend bought the OSIM foot massager. hahhaa next time I can try it when go to her house. :)

Well later nite my ex keeps sms me n said miss me. I was sleeping & told him not to send any sms as I'm sleeping. Why everytime he disturb me from my sweet dream leh??? grrrr *yawn*

To see pictures pls refer to Fanny & Julie's blog la...

My eyes so tired..donno is because I lack of sleep or I've changed the brand of contact lens cause it...

Today so busy for rushing out a program spec by following the date from project plan...Now already 6pm I still not finalized the spec yet leh...later gotta rush to gym also..*pray*