I can't sleep well last nite due to got a lot of messages & calls in the middle of the night about 3am. My ex-bf keeps send me same sms & calls without talking any words. I even off my mobile but he called up my house phone, force me to switch on my mobile again due to not to wake up my sisters. *grrr* I was so annoying of those sms n calls. Made me can't sleep soundly. sigh...later I only know he was outside my house but I do not see him. Because of this disturbance I can't fall back to sleep easily & keep on wake up automatically... If he keeps disturbing me like this I think I'll get crazy & not enough sleep at all...
Last nite I was chatting with my friend at FF after workout & suddenly my friend told me a shocking news. The news out on yesterday's newspaper. 2 of my high school mates got caught & locked up in the jail suspecting for a murder case!! This case happened in Seremban. Heard tat both of them when lock up they required to take off all their clothes for checking leh..so terrible. When I heard this news felt uneasy even I not close to them but still I know them last time. Hope that they are fine ler. Feel pity to their family...for sure damn worry. Past few months also got a case happened to my school mate. Her dad got murdered. Also happened in Seremban. wonder why so many things happened to my friends same batch as me??? Sometimes a lot of things will happened that you can't predict. So try to treasure someone besides u ok.
Friday, July 30, 2004
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Back to SINGLE
Finally, I've got my freedom back..This is my final decision & I'm serious on it. It is weird, this time I don't have much reaction compare with last time. I did not cry at all however, I feel calm and relieve from something bothering me for long...I think this is good to me. Happy that I can made this decision to free my mind & soul from nightmare. To all my beloved friends, from now onwards I can do anything without worries, so don't leave me alone whenever there is party ok? At this moment I need friends...
I'm so mad now but will try to calm down myself..it is not worth for me to get angry because for a looser. I wan to tell everyone I never know him & no relation to him. He accused me with many bad words. He is very lousy & rude...Can anyone tells me why he acted like this? A question came out to me "Can a couple still be friend even break up? You will choose hate or still be friend? Why can't break up calmly?"
I'm so mad now but will try to calm down myself..it is not worth for me to get angry because for a looser. I wan to tell everyone I never know him & no relation to him. He accused me with many bad words. He is very lousy & rude...Can anyone tells me why he acted like this? A question came out to me "Can a couple still be friend even break up? You will choose hate or still be friend? Why can't break up calmly?"
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Received a Red Bom This Morning
Before I step in my office, 1 of my college friend waiting me outside n pass me the wedding invitation card. But I've already know this wedding for long. At last got the bom liao...wah now more friends around me got married liao..later end of the year 1 of my best friend also getting married. hmmm wats my feeling now? 1 side feel stress cos most of my friends married but on the other side I still enjoying single n of course still got few good friends single as well...I'm love hanging out with them. well well to me not necessary to get marry when u reach certain age. I'm still ok with the life now. wat do u think? This world is fair, being single has it pros n cons & attached got it's own probs n happiness also...its just depends on how u look at it n wat u want.
Hee hee, last nite I'm good gal not skip workout. I did 2 classes n straight went home had my very very late dinner since afternooon (just had soup) then slept quite early. But then hoh, got a call from a friend which I din see him for almost 2 months. He is just a new friend to me n keep asking me out for a drink but u know lar, I'm in sweet dream..so sorry la, I have to reject him lor hahaha. Because of all this calls woke me up make me feel more tired n I woke up late this morning. But then, I still managed to get into office on time hee heee heee.
Hee hee, last nite I'm good gal not skip workout. I did 2 classes n straight went home had my very very late dinner since afternooon (just had soup) then slept quite early. But then hoh, got a call from a friend which I din see him for almost 2 months. He is just a new friend to me n keep asking me out for a drink but u know lar, I'm in sweet dream..so sorry la, I have to reject him lor hahaha. Because of all this calls woke me up make me feel more tired n I woke up late this morning. But then, I still managed to get into office on time hee heee heee.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Getting Lazieee
Hah..I'm getting lazy to update my blog everyday liao...ooops may be too tired gua since last weekend. Wah now I know that getting more friends around me have their own blog liao...donno influenced by who for all became blogger..
First thanks to Fanny for taking all outting pics n uploaded into her blog. To view those pics pls visit fannfann's blog...I used to like her always take pics when got outting..now she took over the job & addicted to it lor hahaha. But is a nice job keep it up gal!
Yes I went FF in the morning and afternoon had buffet lunch with the gang on Saturday. I was out of KL since Saturday nite till Monday morning. Rush back to work very early in the morning on Monday. phewww although traffic bad but lucky manage to get in office on time! lucky me huh...
Bcos of too tired n not sleep well past weekend, Monday seems not a good day to me...but lucky was busy with meetings to make time past easier. Don't know yesterday the gang suddenly got good mood to go Karaoke. N surprisingly to them I did join them hahahah! To my friends...the more you bet I won't appear the more I'll appear kakakakkaa... I had dinner at Lot 10 Dome with Fanny & Julie then around 9pm we meet Mike & Kel for Karaoke in Neway Times Square. It was first time I been to Neway... wahhhh I like Neway than RedBox because the food must more better & more choices than RedBox especially got my favourites sashimi *wink wink*. I still ate some although I had my dinner...I really can't stand not eating those delicious food. kakakaka *seem so happy ho?* Next time I will prefer go to Neway ler...got it my fren?
Enjoyed the K with the gang except I had some sort like gastric pain. (may be had late dinner & ate too fast gua). Too bad Fanny went home too early but is ok to me. I know she is not at good mood last nite..no worry my dear friend, giorgio will be fine as wat i told u! =) cheer up!
Started from today will be bz at work cos the new project just started. sigh...think can't chat too much liao (means whole day..hee hee). I need more concentration on work.
Oh yeah...tonite will go FF. It seems been long time I no go FF liao. *shit* no go few days gain weight very fast...grrrr must discipline ownself liao. I wonder when can we go FF in a gang leh hoh?? someone heard this pls reply me lor hee hee..
This afternoon I had my lunch only at 3pm+. No appetite n feel full. I think may be regards to no mood n too much works to do gua. No time think of eating. Another half an hour knock off but I still got work to do n I'm so so so tired + sleepy...I can't stop going to FF lar...but feel like sleeping at home also...aiyoh hard to choose! hee hee
First thanks to Fanny for taking all outting pics n uploaded into her blog. To view those pics pls visit fannfann's blog...I used to like her always take pics when got outting..now she took over the job & addicted to it lor hahaha. But is a nice job keep it up gal!
Yes I went FF in the morning and afternoon had buffet lunch with the gang on Saturday. I was out of KL since Saturday nite till Monday morning. Rush back to work very early in the morning on Monday. phewww although traffic bad but lucky manage to get in office on time! lucky me huh...
Bcos of too tired n not sleep well past weekend, Monday seems not a good day to me...but lucky was busy with meetings to make time past easier. Don't know yesterday the gang suddenly got good mood to go Karaoke. N surprisingly to them I did join them hahahah! To my friends...the more you bet I won't appear the more I'll appear kakakakkaa... I had dinner at Lot 10 Dome with Fanny & Julie then around 9pm we meet Mike & Kel for Karaoke in Neway Times Square. It was first time I been to Neway... wahhhh I like Neway than RedBox because the food must more better & more choices than RedBox especially got my favourites sashimi *wink wink*. I still ate some although I had my dinner...I really can't stand not eating those delicious food. kakakaka *seem so happy ho?* Next time I will prefer go to Neway ler...got it my fren?
Enjoyed the K with the gang except I had some sort like gastric pain. (may be had late dinner & ate too fast gua). Too bad Fanny went home too early but is ok to me. I know she is not at good mood last nite..no worry my dear friend, giorgio will be fine as wat i told u! =) cheer up!
Started from today will be bz at work cos the new project just started. sigh...think can't chat too much liao (means whole day..hee hee). I need more concentration on work.
Oh yeah...tonite will go FF. It seems been long time I no go FF liao. *shit* no go few days gain weight very fast...grrrr must discipline ownself liao. I wonder when can we go FF in a gang leh hoh?? someone heard this pls reply me lor hee hee..
This afternoon I had my lunch only at 3pm+. No appetite n feel full. I think may be regards to no mood n too much works to do gua. No time think of eating. Another half an hour knock off but I still got work to do n I'm so so so tired + sleepy...I can't stop going to FF lar...but feel like sleeping at home also...aiyoh hard to choose! hee hee
The Dysfunctional Section of a Hallmark Store
Card 1. I always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. And now that you've come into my life...
(Inside card) -I've changed my mind.
Card 2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life....
(Inside card) -I never believed in Hell until I met you.
Card 3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) -That you're not here to ruin it for me.
Card 4. Congratulations on your wedding day!...
(Inside card) -Too bad no one likes your husband.
Card 5. Someday I hope to marry...
(Inside card) -Someone other than you.
Card 6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age....
(Inside card) -Almost lifelike!
Card 7. When we were together, you said you'd die for me...
(Inside card) -Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your promise.
Card 8. We've been friends for a very long time...
(Inside card) -What do you say we stop?
Card 9. I'm so miserable without you...
(Inside card) -It's almost like you're still here.
Card 10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy....
(Inside card) -Did you ever find out who the father was?
Card 11. You are such a good friend. If we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket...
(Inside card) -I'd miss you terribly and think of you often.
Card 12. Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad! (Available only in Arkansas, Alabama, Mississippi, and West Virginia.)
Card 13. Looking back over the years we've been together, I can't help but wonder...
(Inside card) -What was I thinking?
(Inside card) -I've changed my mind.
Card 2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life....
(Inside card) -I never believed in Hell until I met you.
Card 3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) -That you're not here to ruin it for me.
Card 4. Congratulations on your wedding day!...
(Inside card) -Too bad no one likes your husband.
Card 5. Someday I hope to marry...
(Inside card) -Someone other than you.
Card 6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age....
(Inside card) -Almost lifelike!
Card 7. When we were together, you said you'd die for me...
(Inside card) -Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your promise.
Card 8. We've been friends for a very long time...
(Inside card) -What do you say we stop?
Card 9. I'm so miserable without you...
(Inside card) -It's almost like you're still here.
Card 10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy....
(Inside card) -Did you ever find out who the father was?
Card 11. You are such a good friend. If we were on a sinking ship and there was only one life jacket...
(Inside card) -I'd miss you terribly and think of you often.
Card 12. Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad! (Available only in Arkansas, Alabama, Mississippi, and West Virginia.)
Card 13. Looking back over the years we've been together, I can't help but wonder...
(Inside card) -What was I thinking?
Friday, July 23, 2004
Good Day to Sleep
Today is a rainy day n it is nice to sleep at home..I don feel like getting up from bed this morning..*yawn* sob sob...veli sleepy especially in rainy day. I'm late to office just now because had breakfast with calvin. I always like this kind of feeling where bf fetch to work n have breakfast together..although simple things but it is enough...
Last nite didn't go FF but end up in Golden Hourse Palace Hotel..why? oh because calvin got a call from Country Heights Health Sanctuary center asked to have blood test & their briefing about their health screenig program (totally cost free). The nite mainly to sell membership for 20 yrs for health screening. yeah I agreed the package attractive n worth it..if I got money sure will sign up..it's really good for someone monitoring ur health for 20 yrs. It's just less than 1K for yearly checkup (inclusive 2 times CT scan leh ~ CT scan is the world's latest technologies..the machine cost 3.8million leh...) If joined as member, besides screening we still can use the hotel facilities such as gym & swimminig pool for free..Hah although we do not sign up but because they appreactiate our attendance last nite, so we got voucher to one of their country heights resorts stay for 2D1N. Not bad huh? Frankly speaking, if u guys got money it is not bad to get this package n is good for ur health also...prevention always better than treatment!
Last nite didn't go FF but end up in Golden Hourse Palace Hotel..why? oh because calvin got a call from Country Heights Health Sanctuary center asked to have blood test & their briefing about their health screenig program (totally cost free). The nite mainly to sell membership for 20 yrs for health screening. yeah I agreed the package attractive n worth it..if I got money sure will sign up..it's really good for someone monitoring ur health for 20 yrs. It's just less than 1K for yearly checkup (inclusive 2 times CT scan leh ~ CT scan is the world's latest technologies..the machine cost 3.8million leh...) If joined as member, besides screening we still can use the hotel facilities such as gym & swimminig pool for free..Hah although we do not sign up but because they appreactiate our attendance last nite, so we got voucher to one of their country heights resorts stay for 2D1N. Not bad huh? Frankly speaking, if u guys got money it is not bad to get this package n is good for ur health also...prevention always better than treatment!
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Lack of Sleep zzzZzz
I just slept 4 hours last nite...today like zombie. What I did last nite? hahaha
I went dinner with my dearest gang n sent julie back home (bcos she had gastric pain n pity her by looking at her suffer face)...wah her condo so high class n very nice...somemore got fountain near the guard house...orang kaya huh. 1 day I must go to her so called 'gao dao' pay a visit! n of course play mahjong there hohoho...*wink* This morning tok to Julie in msn said go visit her place to have swimming n play squash...but u noe wat she said! she said I can go swim *sik ji gei* n she will stay at home watch tv *grrrr* Her reason was can play sport under sun! even little sun also cannot...I pengsan liao...(fast fast fast...call ambulance to me!). Dedicated to Julie...u look great in colorful dress...keep it up ok?!
Last nite end up no shopping n went home early...thought can rest earlier but who knows...ding ding dong dong (bz for nothing at home..kakaka) till 10 something..then thought can meet calvin earlier but who knows he is not free. Then ok lor...I just stay in my room watch dvd but he suddenly appear at my house. End up go out supper with him (I do not eat anything la)...Back home I still continue my dvd till 3 am in the morning.. goshhhh this is why lor! heeeheee..
Later calvin will have lunch with me. Still donno wat to eat. Tonite will go FF joining body combat & basic steps...must shread out the meat from wat I ate last nite! *for those who knows wat I ate last nite will understand!*
I went dinner with my dearest gang n sent julie back home (bcos she had gastric pain n pity her by looking at her suffer face)...wah her condo so high class n very nice...somemore got fountain near the guard house...orang kaya huh. 1 day I must go to her so called 'gao dao' pay a visit! n of course play mahjong there hohoho...*wink* This morning tok to Julie in msn said go visit her place to have swimming n play squash...but u noe wat she said! she said I can go swim *sik ji gei* n she will stay at home watch tv *grrrr* Her reason was can play sport under sun! even little sun also cannot...I pengsan liao...(fast fast fast...call ambulance to me!). Dedicated to Julie...u look great in colorful dress...keep it up ok?!
Last nite end up no shopping n went home early...thought can rest earlier but who knows...ding ding dong dong (bz for nothing at home..kakaka) till 10 something..then thought can meet calvin earlier but who knows he is not free. Then ok lor...I just stay in my room watch dvd but he suddenly appear at my house. End up go out supper with him (I do not eat anything la)...Back home I still continue my dvd till 3 am in the morning.. goshhhh this is why lor! heeeheee..
Later calvin will have lunch with me. Still donno wat to eat. Tonite will go FF joining body combat & basic steps...must shread out the meat from wat I ate last nite! *for those who knows wat I ate last nite will understand!*
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
My Right Knee Painful
I felt my leg painful when this morning woke up. I can't walk straight n stretch my right leg straight. This problem happened for long time already. The cause of the pain I think must be last nite did too much workout. I joined 2 classes last nite n almost got cramp again...think must be I put too much stress on my legs cos uncomfortable...now I walk like old lady 'bai ha bai ha' =(
Feel sleepy after lunch. I had loh min just now. Long time no eat very yummy...very full liao. zzzZZzzzz i wan my bed now.. Tonite will have dinner with Fanny, Julie, Lyn & TJ, Mike, Chong, Kelvin at Kim Gary Mid Valley at 7pm. Quite a big group huh..long time no such dinner with big group. looking forward!
Just read STAR newspaper found there are 2 pages talk about blogging. Came across addiction to blogging...here to ask those who does blog..r u addicted to it? will u feel uncomfortable if u don't write in a day? is it good that u share ur thoughts to everyone? let's discuss...
Just chatted with a friend thru email n he suggested to have bowling session n rock climbing session. I think tat's not a bad idea! I love bowling but stopped for ages!!! Let's have it together...wat say u??
Feel sleepy after lunch. I had loh min just now. Long time no eat very yummy...very full liao. zzzZZzzzz i wan my bed now.. Tonite will have dinner with Fanny, Julie, Lyn & TJ, Mike, Chong, Kelvin at Kim Gary Mid Valley at 7pm. Quite a big group huh..long time no such dinner with big group. looking forward!
Just read STAR newspaper found there are 2 pages talk about blogging. Came across addiction to blogging...here to ask those who does blog..r u addicted to it? will u feel uncomfortable if u don't write in a day? is it good that u share ur thoughts to everyone? let's discuss...
Just chatted with a friend thru email n he suggested to have bowling session n rock climbing session. I think tat's not a bad idea! I love bowling but stopped for ages!!! Let's have it together...wat say u??
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Rushing Morning
Aikssss this morning raining n it is a good time to sleep leh...don't feel get up from bed man...This morning was a rushing morning to me. I did a lot of things such as cook breakfast, cook lunch, iron clothes n dry my clothes...I was 15 mins late out of my house! But lucky me no traffic jam n can reach office on time kekekeke...
Last nite had a relax nite...went home cook dinner after work then watch dvd - lord of the ring II...goshhh it was long story n i fall asleep in the middle. but i woke up to take a shower then continue n i managed to finish it. my bf called me twice last nite n he hurt his legs leh...me felt sum tong n pity him cos nothing to do there. miss him this morning n wish can c him soon..
Just had KFC lunch with my colleague. The chicken yummy n am very full now...haha can u imagine Fanny, Julie & me have KFC for lunch today but we r not having together! 3 of us have it at different place..hee hee
Last nite had a relax nite...went home cook dinner after work then watch dvd - lord of the ring II...goshhh it was long story n i fall asleep in the middle. but i woke up to take a shower then continue n i managed to finish it. my bf called me twice last nite n he hurt his legs leh...me felt sum tong n pity him cos nothing to do there. miss him this morning n wish can c him soon..
kelvin & ai ling
 | iven & luke
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lai kim couple
 | me & calvin
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4 dai mei lui
 | 4 dai mei lui 2
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Just had KFC lunch with my colleague. The chicken yummy n am very full now...haha can u imagine Fanny, Julie & me have KFC for lunch today but we r not having together! 3 of us have it at different place..hee hee
Monday, July 19, 2004
I'm tanned!
It's monday again. Don't feel working today. Lazy get up from bed because I'm so tired after went a trip to Melaka yesterday. The trip was good n fun. I got tanned because walking on the jonker street under hot shining sun! goshhhhh....I'm waiting for the photos from Fanny to post it here. She is still not online yet...think she must be late to work again!!!
Last weekend seems happened a lot of unpredictable things. I'm back together with my bf on Friday nite...geeee may be will disappointed someone *grin*. Saturday I went out whole day. Morning to FF gym from 9:30am till 1pm. Then had lunch and shopping in Mid Valley and straight to Klang for seafood dinner with friends but the food not that nice...may be next time should go other place to try out. After dinner we went to Cafe Flam sunway n sit on the big red sofa outside...it was nice place to chit chat. We opened a bottle of Chivas n share among 10 of us. Some of my friends don't drink alcohol n the just drink mixer...hahaha. We had good time chatting there..nice to have such gathering! I was so called drunk that nite.
Next day morning still got hang over but gotta prepare myself to go Melaka. Went out 9:30am n had breakfast with Mike, Suzuki, Fanny & Julie. Then we depart to Melaka around 10 something. Reached Melaka at 12 something n first thing we do is look for chicken rice! Julie was hoping to eat the *chicken* rice since started the journey...hee hee. At last we can have it but not nice as expected. We just shop around, had beer n durian cendol then went back to KL at 5 plus. I reached home early at 6:30pm. I had late dinner cos too full having so much food in Melaka! Thought of having ikan bakar at petaling street but then gotta wait for 1 hour...tat time too hungry so end up ate claypot lou shu fun. Ooopss talk about food now feel hungry already...still early to lunch leh...hahahaha
Calvin went to a company trip for 3D2N today to a beachside some where near Johor (I think). I will be free for these 3 nights looo. He asked me be good at home n don't go anywhere :p...may be I'll just stay at home rest or go out dinner with friends.
5 of us in front red house - Fanny,me,Mike,Suzuki,Julie
It's almost knock off time liao. Goshhh just now my boss came to me n ask me interview his candidate immediately...kanasai..given a short time without preparation made me donno wat to ask. somemore need to access technically wise. end up sei jau sei lar..had to interview also. This is my FIRST time interview ppl leh. But is good to gain another skill...
My bf just called me n said no reception at his place leh n he told there was so so so boring! hahahaa dai sei treat as punishment for him for few days for not being good to me :p...ooo gotta wait till he call me tonight then only can chat lor...missing him...
Last weekend seems happened a lot of unpredictable things. I'm back together with my bf on Friday nite...geeee may be will disappointed someone *grin*. Saturday I went out whole day. Morning to FF gym from 9:30am till 1pm. Then had lunch and shopping in Mid Valley and straight to Klang for seafood dinner with friends but the food not that nice...may be next time should go other place to try out. After dinner we went to Cafe Flam sunway n sit on the big red sofa outside...it was nice place to chit chat. We opened a bottle of Chivas n share among 10 of us. Some of my friends don't drink alcohol n the just drink mixer...hahaha. We had good time chatting there..nice to have such gathering! I was so called drunk that nite.
Next day morning still got hang over but gotta prepare myself to go Melaka. Went out 9:30am n had breakfast with Mike, Suzuki, Fanny & Julie. Then we depart to Melaka around 10 something. Reached Melaka at 12 something n first thing we do is look for chicken rice! Julie was hoping to eat the *chicken* rice since started the journey...hee hee. At last we can have it but not nice as expected. We just shop around, had beer n durian cendol then went back to KL at 5 plus. I reached home early at 6:30pm. I had late dinner cos too full having so much food in Melaka! Thought of having ikan bakar at petaling street but then gotta wait for 1 hour...tat time too hungry so end up ate claypot lou shu fun. Ooopss talk about food now feel hungry already...still early to lunch leh...hahahaha
Calvin went to a company trip for 3D2N today to a beachside some where near Johor (I think). I will be free for these 3 nights looo. He asked me be good at home n don't go anywhere :p...may be I'll just stay at home rest or go out dinner with friends.
5 of us in front red house - Fanny,me,Mike,Suzuki,Julie
chicken rice shop - suzuki,fanny,me,julie
 | guai lei ler - me & julie
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me..
 | me,suzuki,julie
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antique shop - suzuki,fanny,julie,me
 | Stadthuys (Red House) - fanny,me,julie,suzuki
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me,julie,suzuki,fanny
| me,fanny
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orang utan t-shirt shop
| fanny & me at cozy pub
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It's almost knock off time liao. Goshhh just now my boss came to me n ask me interview his candidate immediately...kanasai..given a short time without preparation made me donno wat to ask. somemore need to access technically wise. end up sei jau sei lar..had to interview also. This is my FIRST time interview ppl leh. But is good to gain another skill...
My bf just called me n said no reception at his place leh n he told there was so so so boring! hahahaa dai sei treat as punishment for him for few days for not being good to me :p...ooo gotta wait till he call me tonight then only can chat lor...missing him...
Friday, July 16, 2004
Stupid Traffic Light
Damn it! the traffic light near my house donno since when green light timing shortened n this morning made me queued for 15 minutes leh! lucky sg besi highway no jam n manage to office early...
Last nite had diarrhea after work but I still go gym. but then stomach so painful till i missed body combat class. hah...but I manage to do some cardio n joined basic step class. this morning still feel stomachache a little bit...In FF I met Johny and Keith(zippo) n 2 high school friends. arrghhh really met a lot friends in FF nowadays. it seems getting more ppl joining FF ler....haha but i heard going to have new fitness centre opening to compete with FF with better offer. will see....
I was happy clubbing with Fanny, Julie & Amanda last nite. aikkksss they got mind to ffk n me2 but they din say it out. end up we still go cafe flam. this must thansk to Fanny & Julie so good ji mui lor...even sleepy still out accompany me. dai sek *muakkkksss*...so lucky we managed to get 2 seats at the bar. I drank stouts n the guys around me said "wah! i thought only guys drink stouts!"...I told them i'm not good n Fanny is the stout queen! wahahhaa...there is a group of guys even call me Guiness Stout Gal!! I donno why they called me so...urrgghhh
I'm little high last nite after drank 1 n half bottle stouts n 3 cups of whiskey. (this morning got a bit hang over, feel dizzy...hee hee) i tui by those guys tat i donno them but they know me :p they said saw me b4 dancing at the podium...aikksss i donno i was popular at cafe flam hahhaha...
But the nite end up sad bcos i saw someone don wish to see in cafe flam. shit! wat i suppose to do? sure he will misunderstood on me. i know he is very angry! he was behind my car once at the traffic light but later didn't see him anymore. darn...just forget abt him now! don't make my day spoiled....
Girls Nite at Cafe Flam last nite
Just received a call from calvin but he says nothing...just checking on something...wtf he is thinking? spoiled my mood now...gosh i just remembered last nite I dropped my phone when sitting at the bar...lucky no spoiled but the battery a bit loose liao :(
Tonite might joing Fanny & Julie group to Rush. hee hee I managed to wuuttt them treat me drinks wahahaha. if not I will not go *wink*. but how come Fanny got free movie ticket I don't have? *tears dropping*
Today is my bad day. Just break off with bf. Worst is he doesnt wan to c me anymore...I donno wats wrong? Feel like crying but can't drop my tears...I find myself so lousy handling relationship problems! wat can I do?
Bad news.. tonite cant go anywhere either clubbing or gym. I got to go back home wait for someone to settle the problems...sigh I think after tonite everything will back to normal *wish me luck* Anyway, this weekend packed with schedule ler....Tomorrow will go gym and go buy present for my best friend's birthday. At nite will go Klang have seafood dinner celebrating friend's birthday. Then Sunday go Malacca with Fanny, Julie, Suzuki & Mike. Looking forward!
Actually nowadays a lot of things made me mad but I know how to control it compare with last time. but still sometimes cant control n gone mad n throw temper....when ppl grow older will know how to handle n I'm still in learning phase...still a lot of things to learn in life.
DO YOU GUYS LIKE PPL FRAME YOU UP? Said you did something wrong but you did not?? let's discuss!
kanasai...today got 2 big pimples on my face =( cannot go out c ppl liao...i must rest at home tonite! gals enjoy the nite yeah! going home liao bye...
Last nite had diarrhea after work but I still go gym. but then stomach so painful till i missed body combat class. hah...but I manage to do some cardio n joined basic step class. this morning still feel stomachache a little bit...In FF I met Johny and Keith(zippo) n 2 high school friends. arrghhh really met a lot friends in FF nowadays. it seems getting more ppl joining FF ler....haha but i heard going to have new fitness centre opening to compete with FF with better offer. will see....
I was happy clubbing with Fanny, Julie & Amanda last nite. aikkksss they got mind to ffk n me2 but they din say it out. end up we still go cafe flam. this must thansk to Fanny & Julie so good ji mui lor...even sleepy still out accompany me. dai sek *muakkkksss*...so lucky we managed to get 2 seats at the bar. I drank stouts n the guys around me said "wah! i thought only guys drink stouts!"...I told them i'm not good n Fanny is the stout queen! wahahhaa...there is a group of guys even call me Guiness Stout Gal!! I donno why they called me so...urrgghhh
I'm little high last nite after drank 1 n half bottle stouts n 3 cups of whiskey. (this morning got a bit hang over, feel dizzy...hee hee) i tui by those guys tat i donno them but they know me :p they said saw me b4 dancing at the podium...aikksss i donno i was popular at cafe flam hahhaha...
But the nite end up sad bcos i saw someone don wish to see in cafe flam. shit! wat i suppose to do? sure he will misunderstood on me. i know he is very angry! he was behind my car once at the traffic light but later didn't see him anymore. darn...just forget abt him now! don't make my day spoiled....
Girls Nite at Cafe Flam last nite
 me, julie & fanny |  me & julie |
 me, julie, amanda, fanny |  maureen, me, phoebe |
Just received a call from calvin but he says nothing...just checking on something...wtf he is thinking? spoiled my mood now...gosh i just remembered last nite I dropped my phone when sitting at the bar...lucky no spoiled but the battery a bit loose liao :(
Tonite might joing Fanny & Julie group to Rush. hee hee I managed to wuuttt them treat me drinks wahahaha. if not I will not go *wink*. but how come Fanny got free movie ticket I don't have? *tears dropping*
Today is my bad day. Just break off with bf. Worst is he doesnt wan to c me anymore...I donno wats wrong? Feel like crying but can't drop my tears...I find myself so lousy handling relationship problems! wat can I do?
Bad news.. tonite cant go anywhere either clubbing or gym. I got to go back home wait for someone to settle the problems...sigh I think after tonite everything will back to normal *wish me luck* Anyway, this weekend packed with schedule ler....Tomorrow will go gym and go buy present for my best friend's birthday. At nite will go Klang have seafood dinner celebrating friend's birthday. Then Sunday go Malacca with Fanny, Julie, Suzuki & Mike. Looking forward!
Actually nowadays a lot of things made me mad but I know how to control it compare with last time. but still sometimes cant control n gone mad n throw temper....when ppl grow older will know how to handle n I'm still in learning phase...still a lot of things to learn in life.
DO YOU GUYS LIKE PPL FRAME YOU UP? Said you did something wrong but you did not?? let's discuss!
kanasai...today got 2 big pimples on my face =( cannot go out c ppl liao...i must rest at home tonite! gals enjoy the nite yeah! going home liao bye...
Thursday, July 15, 2004
Feel good...
Last nite had a good talk with my girl friend. I told her all my problems and I realised I should do something while talking about it. I know what should do next...
Fanny ffk again not going to FF leh...anyway I'm still going and will join Body Combat and Body Step...if possible will join Body Jam also :p I wanna sweat lots. Yippieee after gym will go Cafe Flam! It's been long time no go there liao....miss dancing there. hopefully tonite can get someone treat me drinks heeheeee.
from now onwards I must exercise more and take care my diet liao...I've gain weight since past 2 months :( wasted all my previous efforts....I got an objective and timeline to slim down again...I need more motivation!!! let's do it n I'm sure I can...
Just had lunch with colleagues in mid valley...tai wok lar...i ate asam laksa leh... tonite can't eat anything liao looooo...Just now met one of my clubbing friend working there leh. sad tat he said i fat liao ***cry*** sometimes feel sad if the efforts u did b4 are gone...agree? hey Judy from via comm said saw me leh...hahaha such a small world...
heard a loud thunder storm n sky so dark think going to rain heavily soon...gosh hope later after work the rain will stop if not will be damn jam...**pray to god** n i feel cold n sleepy after lunch :p how nice if i'm in my comfy bed now...sigh
since last nite i'm still thinking of him and feel sad that he did not call or sms me. r we end up like this??!! not easy to forget or let go something that u loved before or still loving....suddenly feel like telling something here...don't u feel sad tat when u doing something which will remind u the time u did with ur love one which no longer will exist? yes i am...u?
Fanny ffk again not going to FF leh...anyway I'm still going and will join Body Combat and Body Step...if possible will join Body Jam also :p I wanna sweat lots. Yippieee after gym will go Cafe Flam! It's been long time no go there liao....miss dancing there. hopefully tonite can get someone treat me drinks heeheeee.
from now onwards I must exercise more and take care my diet liao...I've gain weight since past 2 months :( wasted all my previous efforts....I got an objective and timeline to slim down again...I need more motivation!!! let's do it n I'm sure I can...
Just had lunch with colleagues in mid valley...tai wok lar...i ate asam laksa leh... tonite can't eat anything liao looooo...Just now met one of my clubbing friend working there leh. sad tat he said i fat liao ***cry*** sometimes feel sad if the efforts u did b4 are gone...agree? hey Judy from via comm said saw me leh...hahaha such a small world...
heard a loud thunder storm n sky so dark think going to rain heavily soon...gosh hope later after work the rain will stop if not will be damn jam...**pray to god** n i feel cold n sleepy after lunch :p how nice if i'm in my comfy bed now...sigh
since last nite i'm still thinking of him and feel sad that he did not call or sms me. r we end up like this??!! not easy to forget or let go something that u loved before or still loving....suddenly feel like telling something here...don't u feel sad tat when u doing something which will remind u the time u did with ur love one which no longer will exist? yes i am...u?
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Another new day
Last nite in FF I did 20 mins threadmill, 10 mins stepper and 1 hour body jam class non stop. Half way of the jam class i felt nearly fainted because the aircond condition not good...after the class went for steam bath n feel better after it. After gym went home and rest by watching tv a while then go to bed. I can't go into sleep with such early time and after sometime only fall asleep. I thought i sleep early n this morning feel better but then still feel a little bit tired and the mood still not very well. must be missing someone tat no talk or sms me...
suddenly feel like going some where to have a short break...all my friends here any idea where to go? I wan some peace to calm down myself from my problems...
At first thought tonite can go gym with Fanny and Lyn joining Pilates class but Fanny ffk said forget bring gym clothes out...sigh. now made me lazy to go also...Anyhow we plan to go next week. From out chat we decided to go Malacca on coming Sunday luuu happy n excited to hav outing with my buddies n miss them so muchiee...
sigh...today busy for nothing...just chat n replying emails for whole day hehehe...tonite will go to my friend Susan's house have dinner...hurray can save up my dinner money liao...but then i need to get some vege for her hahahaha....still can't save 1 meal money! aikssss....anyway better than eat outside lar....this month i pok kai liao...gotta save as much as i can.
wow is time going off work liao...but today will stay back a bit late as my friend will not back home so early. n guess wat...yoooohhoooo i will skip gym today kakaka...am i lazy? don feel going gym today...wanna rest...hey i feel better now after chatted with my frens...u know who...thanks for tat. i believe slowly i'll back to normal of me. getting release from my problems now....give me time n i just wan to spend more times with my good friends!!!! lets toast!
just got msg from calvin saying tonite not free to meet me...but i'm not free also n is good for us not seeing each other for 2 days! i need time n space...ok is time to leave now...bye n c u all tomolo.
suddenly feel like going some where to have a short break...all my friends here any idea where to go? I wan some peace to calm down myself from my problems...
At first thought tonite can go gym with Fanny and Lyn joining Pilates class but Fanny ffk said forget bring gym clothes out...sigh. now made me lazy to go also...Anyhow we plan to go next week. From out chat we decided to go Malacca on coming Sunday luuu happy n excited to hav outing with my buddies n miss them so muchiee...
sigh...today busy for nothing...just chat n replying emails for whole day hehehe...tonite will go to my friend Susan's house have dinner...hurray can save up my dinner money liao...but then i need to get some vege for her hahahaha....still can't save 1 meal money! aikssss....anyway better than eat outside lar....this month i pok kai liao...gotta save as much as i can.
wow is time going off work liao...but today will stay back a bit late as my friend will not back home so early. n guess wat...yoooohhoooo i will skip gym today kakaka...am i lazy? don feel going gym today...wanna rest...hey i feel better now after chatted with my frens...u know who...thanks for tat. i believe slowly i'll back to normal of me. getting release from my problems now....give me time n i just wan to spend more times with my good friends!!!! lets toast!
just got msg from calvin saying tonite not free to meet me...but i'm not free also n is good for us not seeing each other for 2 days! i need time n space...ok is time to leave now...bye n c u all tomolo.
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Moody day
i feel tired everyday n can't cheer up. this morning don't wish to get up from bed. i hope i can sleep whole day without thinking anything. hate early in the morning gotta worry about something. sigh... yesterday went home right after work. then cook dinner and relax at home n watched tv. thought of sleep for a while but then always same thing, when at home will not sleep but do a lot of stuffs.
i had arguement with calvin again... recently everyday we see sure got arguement...it spoiled my day la...who can tell me what should i do? is it a sign we should separate for the time being? i'm in dilema now, i wish to split off with him for a while but feel sad and heartbreaking leaving him wor...
this morning got a letter from RedBox which is RM150 birthday voucher leh...but guess what it is already expired =( hahaha...because this letter sent to my Seremban address and I have been long long time no go back home liao. this letter took back by my sis one. am i bad huh? its been more than a month i did not go back hometown liao...think should go back one of the week in this month...
another 2 hours i can go off liao...today really no mood to do work n somemore a lot of tasks not clarified yet n donno wat to do also. now raining outside and my office aircond so cold...feel more down.... Yes, later after work will go FF to sweat n forget the worries!!!
i had arguement with calvin again... recently everyday we see sure got arguement...it spoiled my day la...who can tell me what should i do? is it a sign we should separate for the time being? i'm in dilema now, i wish to split off with him for a while but feel sad and heartbreaking leaving him wor...
this morning got a letter from RedBox which is RM150 birthday voucher leh...but guess what it is already expired =( hahaha...because this letter sent to my Seremban address and I have been long long time no go back home liao. this letter took back by my sis one. am i bad huh? its been more than a month i did not go back hometown liao...think should go back one of the week in this month...
another 2 hours i can go off liao...today really no mood to do work n somemore a lot of tasks not clarified yet n donno wat to do also. now raining outside and my office aircond so cold...feel more down.... Yes, later after work will go FF to sweat n forget the worries!!!
Thursday, July 08, 2004
My first blog
I can't believe I signed up and have my own blog. Frankly speaking, I really don't know how it works but slowly I learn. First of all, sign up this blog is because to figure out how to help Fanny post her nice pic under About Me section. Hah, guess what, at last I managed to do so and so does she...
