New Year Eve

Think this will be my last entry for the year 2006. Now I'm staying at home to count down alone. Never think of going out to count down. I have no mood on it and may be too tired gua. Let's talk about what I've did yesterday and this afternoon.

Yesterday had a fruitful day. Went for few appointments to do what I should do. From now onwards I will give myself sometime and rest day to do my own things. Well, busy since morning till evening. And night went out dinner and karaoke. Total 11 of us. Had fun since long time no karaoke. I hope everyone did enjoy the night and manage to sing the songs they like. Sorry to those unable to sing much. Next time better not so many people. After karaoke at 12 we went over to new club "Sanctury" (not too sure the name) just right above Laundry. Laundry is bar and Sanctury is club. Both different feel...this new club has an Ice Bar. very cold room and you can queue up go in to have shots. Frankly, I still prefer Laundry. :)

This evening went to Leo's so called open house for all gym friends get together makan makan. Thank to you dear. Same thing...when we get together sure gossip gossip hehe. Not all came at the same time. However we all still had fun. Some photos taken....

Happy New Year!

Here to wish all my friends

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!!

Thanks for being part of my life. Happy or unhappy. Friends or enemies. Just wish u all have good health, happiness, prosperities and lots of love.

Forget the past...which I think everyone should. Bad one leave it behind. Looking forward to a brand new year and better one for ownself. New resolutions...I've to re-think what I want to achieve this year. Do agree with my gfs we should think of what is important to us. You know what it is if u were discuss together.

Look back the past year. The most happy is knowing lots of friends and have more closer friends. Glad to involve in many events and be part of the gang. Of course there are ups and downs but it's past just forget it. What u've been thru were lessons for future. Learnt it and u wont make the same mistakes.

Half Insomnia

It's been week or more than that. Every night I slept very late and was very very tired. However when trying to sleep I have difficulty to fall asleep. My mind just keep on thinking something and doesnt want to rest. I took long time to make myself sleep. And even managed to sleep but can't sleep soundly. Will wake up automatically in the morning even just slept 3-4 hours. I wish I can sleep more but I just can't :(

Sick

It all started with a sorethroat on xmas day. Wonder how I got it since I didn't eat heaty food. Should be lack of sleeps and less water consumption gua....on the day itself keep pouring water into my body and next day swallowed 2 packets of extra strong strepsils. feel better... however next day I still feel my throat a bit dry especially when I'm teaching class with talking I can feel my throat asking for water....since then it started a bit itchy till today.... and I can feel that I'm getting sick...symptom to have flu soon... :( finger cross it will not happened. Very uneasy feeling with my throat these few days...tsk tsk...I don wan get sick *pray*

Upcoming Event

29/12/06 - Movie "Curse of the Golden Flower"
30/12/06 - Neway Karaoke, 1 Utama
31/1/06 - Leo's House get together party
1/1/07 - TF Gathering Buffet Dinner at Frienster Cafe, Damansara Perdana
2/1/07 - Neway Karaoke, 1 Utama 11am-1pm, Movie "Night At Museum", MV 945pm
5/1/07 - Dinner @ Tamarind Spring, Ampang

The Night

After work went to PJ Hilton meet up Fanny and Lyn for drink (initially they said for cake) at Vintage Bank. They said the cake nice but I didn't try it. I had pizza and peppermint tea by pot. Pizza good and the tea soothe my throat well. Like the smell. We had some girls talk and enjoy the environment.

I've bumped into my high school plus long lost friend and she is the manager there. Nice to meet her again and had some chat. Catch up a bit and hopefully coming cny we will have a gathering for everyone. Wish to update a bit about everyone.

Know a friend of Lyn. Later on before we leave we went up to Zeta bar for a cup of drink. I just wanted to have a look at this bar cos I never been to. Quite nice environment. When we sat down the waiter serve us the champagne. It is free flow for ladies till 10pm. Is it ladies night? Don't know and don't care...hehe as long as got free flow drink right?

I was just sit a while and rush to leave cos to meet up my sisters for dinner. While I'm still at the bar they called me saying the dishes served. Quickly leave the bar. By the time I reached the restaurant they all finished. Left some dishes for me. Had some chats and dreaming together haha. And got to know some fun stuffs happened in Perth.

They came to KL today purpose to buy laptop for my niece...Sony Vaio pink color (donno wat model) but no stock all over sony outlets. Hopefully these few days they got new stocks and able to buy the laptop before they leave on next Tuesday. My niece same as me like pink color. She will pay for her laptop by teaching kumon in Perth. So proud of her. Heard that she got No. 1 in kumon among her school. :) really clever girl.

Hope to meet them one last time this weekend before they are leaving....sob sob....

Wave Queen?

hohoho this is how some of my gym friends call me. I'm not that wonder in wave but is just that I've been teaching wave many many times especially taught double wave many times. This month in total I've did 3 double wave class in 3 consecutive Wednesday (On 13, 20 & 27). Usually the class not that many people but I wanna to say is on last week theh gym very happening. each session can easily hit about 10 ppl. And the most is the last session got 17 ppl. The reason is because the RPM class cancelled and the members didn't get the notice. So they just join my class. hohoho....tension man...RPM kakis wor...so I try my best to make them satisfy...don't say I torture la ok. kakakaka. In the end can see they all eeee ahhhh eee ahhh there I can feel satisfaction. May be to them RPM easier...I can say both different way of workout and may be they still not condition with this wave machine. haha happy to see the area there happening and lots of ppl watching from the side kakaka.

However last night a bit quiet...think most of the members having holiday. including myself still in holiday mood and a bit lazy workouot lately. Last week till today the only workout I had just wave. And also body step after the double wave for 2 weeks consecutive....hiak....like this killing myself?? but will I get nicer lower body??? I want I want :p I've got knee pain last night after step *ooopppss* too much leg works ;) But it's ok...after some rest will be fine.

Can't Live Without Internet

Today happened eartquake in Taiwan and Japan causing internet connection problem. I can't even login msn or any messenger except skype. It was so difficult day without internet hehe. I believe every having same problem. Thing is like this, when you too rely and get used to it and once you can't use it you will feel useless right? I think nowadays ppl too dependant on technologies....for communication, daily routines, for work purposes etc. Without it you are like... what can I do without it? It is a habit....necessity in our life. hmmm think about it, is it good or bad?

The day without internet I can have more concentration to do my work but it was a boring day. I need a break but no internet available. And lost connection with my friends....hard hard hard. sob sob....

Quiet Christmas

After few pre celebration parties and late night sleeps...no intention to have any party on 24 and 25. It was quiet peaceful xmas I had. On 24, went to IOI joined xmas theme class for combat, step and jam. yeah...didn't know and got intention I will do 3 classes. End up I did. fun fun fun, especially jam. the 3 sisters on stage were great. since the TF launch till now was first time doing the jam again. I was off gym quite some time. After gym went to a cafe for dinner with the jam kakis and instructors. My first meal for the day. Had a mix steak. We had talks, laughs, eat, and play....left at 7ish. They got next plan to Leo's house for party. I was heading home. I need rest. Yeah had a xmas eve by myself.

Christmas day, stayed at home for whole day. Lazy to go out. I have sorethroat once woke up. keep drinking water. Whole day sleep, watch movies, chat....that's my xmas hohoho. Rest and relax day..... think it is after effect from partying kau kau kekeke.

Parties

Woke up at 7:30am go to market to buy pork belly. Yeah...at night got pot luck aka pork luck party and the dish I'm going to do is char siew by request. So hard to wake up so early but just have a quick one. Had breakfast and back to sleep again till 12 noon. Then only start marinate the ju yok. Went to 1 Utama to have last minute shopping for the night. Short shopping and went home to start cooking the char siew. After all done I was like....stoned mind and body.... lying on the couch and chatting online. Don't feel like moving haha. Till times up for the party. I need to go 2 parties for the night. First I went to the pork luck party. Help preparing some food and serve them all out on the table while waiting others arrive. Took pictures and chatting. We've prepared lots of food end up ate till tummy bloated! It's already mentioned is pork luck so main dish will be pork! quite scary if u know all meaty food. Let me list down....char siew, fried pork rib, fried pork ball with cheese cream, roast pork, roast duck, crab meat with glass noodle, sengkuang dumpling, satay, homemade abc soup, red bean tong sui, curry chicken, pumpkin cake with pork, kuih, chicken wing, fried rice, fried mee and meehoon and drink is vodka lime. the food too much for 11 of us. can't finish it.

After makan, all of us sit down to have gift exchange. I've got Perlini's silver necklace with cross pendant. Nice. Thanks to Joey :)


Next, went to Puchong Johnson's house to join the BBQ party. I didn't eat anything cos I'm too full. They were waited me for gift exchange. Sorry that I'm late and make them wait. This group of friends I know them from an internet community, a private one. few years knowing them and we always have gathering on festive seasons and the group of ppl still the same. however they are few of them can't make it on that night and just few of us. However it was good chat with all of them and see them again. I'm consider the newest member to them...I joined in quite late but happy knowing them and can mix with them. I've got a car holder for handphone or ipod. :)


This year got lots of gift exchanging compare to previous years. Happy. Fun. especially get together with my beloved friends. Friendship forever!

No Work Day, Tong Zhi Day, Pre-Xmas Celebration

On leave today...but already full of plan.

8:30am - Interview at IBM. Woke up 6:30am. aiyoh even earlier than my usual working day! Lucky not that jam to IBM Plaza. But....I've been to the wrong location! All the while I thought IBM still at TTDI. But when I arrived there I saw different building name...so quickly call the contact person and only know that they have moved to a building next to TV3 and 1Utama. Lucky near by...not late to the destination. It is brand new building and huge one. So many security guards around and for visitors gotta register first only can go up. I'm not looking for job but is the interviewer call me ask me whether interested to an opening position as technical consultant. This job scope is to help their partners to migrate their database to DB2 and help supports. I can't decide whether I'm interested on this job since I never do full time support before. Although I wish to work in IBM but the position not what I want exactly. Secondly, I've just started work on current job and I don't want my profile look not nice show that I'm job hopper. Thirdly, current project I'm handling is just me to handle...so can't get anyone else to do the work. I don't wish to jeopardise my impression and also it's my responsibility to finish the project. Most probably I'll just stay on current. Who knows may be future will have other opportunities :)

IBM Receptionist Area

After interview go over to 1 utama. So nice to be early there because no need to find parking. plenty of them for you to choose. I was there before 10am. the shops not open yet. I just walk around till the shops open and choose the present for tonight and tomorrow before I head to next appointment. It is quite hard to get present for unisex huh....been to few shops but still can't decide what can I buy. shortlisted some and will get it after.

11am - Appointment with my hairstylist to hightlight my hair. yeah now my hair has 4 colors including a base color dark green, the highlights are light green, gold, purple. It is more obviouos after done. But after some wash now not so obvious unless go under the bright light....

After done my hair quickly shop for the presents. arggghhh so rush and hard to decide what to buy. In the end just simply get la. Not even get the present for saturday one leh. :( I was rush for next appointment.

3pm - Facial at Biotherm parkson. Had a first trial and then only decide to sign up the package before they changed the package next year. The package having now is buy 5 free 1 so will be RM90 each time. It was quite a good facial. I was asleep. Too tired. Facial finished at 5pm then rush home to get ready for the night.

Got home changed and quickly wrap the presents while waiting Kai Reen pick me. But she was stuck in the jam and late home. Prudence picked me and we went over to Kai Reen's house to have tong yuen....yeah she told her mother in law that we wish to have it. So nice. We had soup and dinner as well. kakaka simple dinner but nice. We were dilly dally till around 9pm only go out. But when we are there still not many arrive. We've book 3 tables for 30 ppl. In the end I think around 20+ were at Ivy. We had lots of drinks but I didn't drink much. Not in good mood probably tired. The table areas for us quite exclusive...and the restaurant decorated purposely for us. Got xmas feel. We had drinks, talks, photos taking, and gift exchange. Too huge group and a bit out of control but overall great night. Know some new friends.

We left Ivy around 1am then go over Bed across the road. I was tired and wish to go home after Ivy but I was following Prudence car and she wanted to go Bed. No choice. Not a good night for me to have party. Moody night. I was just sitting there to see friends dancing...I did dance a while on and off. We left 3ish am and by the time home was 4am... It was a long day for me.

Pasar Malam

Today is the bad day at work. I've got someone from Singapore to help me work on some hardware issue. However from there have found out the site actually has more than 1 issue I should handle it. Darn...so many issues and yet I only got 2 hands. help help help! Dicussion until 7ish pm which initially I plan to shop for presents for tomorrow and saturday and it seems have to cancel my plan. sigh. I will on leave tomorrow so I don't want let the issues spoil my mood. In fact I can't do anything while waiting for the discussion with ppl in UK. However they are going to have long holiday till next year :( So I have to figure out myself at the time being ler... lucky I've manage to have little bit progress and hopefully I can solve as much as before new year holiday coming.

Sent the colleague back to hotel and went home take a bath and rest a while. And then meet up Raymond, Clement, Joey, Larry, Ian & Ethan to jalan pasar malam. It's been ages didn't go to pasar malam. We walk around and ta pau the food and had it at steven's corner. We ta pau a lot food and ate until very full. We've bought soya bean with tong yuen. tomorrow is the Tong Zhi day so everyone celebrate a bit. It starts raining while we half way eating. Lucky manage to get a table inside to continue. We blah blah blah till 12am...seriously I was extremely tired caught from work and late sleep past few days. After get home...plak..... zzzzz all the way! :D

Eragon

Tuesday, 19 Dec 06, went for movie "Eragon" with CI, Tweets, Jazz2DMax. Yeah another movie hang out with the movie + combat + jam + balance kaki hehe. I was suppose get a present to jazz2dmax and I have no time shop for the present. However a night before I've stay up late till 2am to make crystal snowman for her and manage to get her the cute tooy. Hope she likes it. We had gift exchange at Starbucks CentrePoint BU after movie. It was tired night but fun to have such hang out with them.

About the movie, not that bad lar. I like to watch this kind of magic thingy movie especially cast spells hehe. Compare to LOTR and HP this story not as good as mentioned. But I still like. There are some touching scenes....and I heard sniff sniff towards the end of the show! haha. At first I thought is Tweets but NO! It was a guy sitting next to her. a guy u know...so sensitive meh? hmmm.... The lead actress pretty. I like the dragon's name - Saphira....

I hope something in my mind can go off. It is annoying and brings me down.

No Holiday

My nephew and niece parents (my sis and brother-in-law) just came back last saturday. So I went back to Seremban yesterday morning (saturday too late to go home after the launch and dinner). Had breakfast with them. After so long, yesterday was the day everyone back to the house. Really a full family. Too bad not manage to catch everyone to have a group pic. And everyone busy with their own stuffs didn't manage to sit down together :( I was just lazying and doing my own stuffs (which I used to do whenever I got back). Nothing else I can do apart sitting on the couch. And it was pretty hot sitting there for long. One of the reason I don't go back often as last time. My brother even scolded me that I've lost to get home. Yeah I know it's been months I didn't go home... (didn't manage to try my mom's cooking where I missed for months :( she is busy... sigh)

Why I say no holiday? At first we all plan to go to Perth (my 3rd sis and I) when my 2nd sis going back to perth together. However just clarified from my 3rd sis, she can't make it as she got project on hand. Can't leave. For me, I also got project on hand and worried can't follow also. Since now the plan cancelled so no more holiday for me for time being :(

X'mas Around The Corner

Drop by souled out a while and see this candy display there...

think it's made by candies...quite unique and nice.

This year xmas decor alot using candy for display. Such as mid valley also using candies. Quite nice and sweet. Besides I also like the decor at The Curve...it has a walkway makes me feel romantic :) I wanted to take some photos on all these decors...I like the xmas decorations and the feeling around....

TF Q4 Launch

Past 3 days were TF launching days. I've just attended BJam and BStep. On Friday it was BJam launch at Hartamas and Saturday is at Taipan. Overall all launches were great...fun! Friday BJam was last class. But still got members stay till late. Saturday also the last class and really lots of members supporting. As usual after class we hang out at mamak kepoh kepoh. Not many pics I've taken. On other camera. So still waiting for them....more to come....
More photos on other programs as well... Another one

TF Hartamas


TF Taipan - group pic as usual the launch team and instructors

Wrong Timing

Timing is wrong perhaps? I'm not the right person?? All these questions bothering me these few days....Can't stop thinking it. Should I move on??? I have no answer....

Doggie

I love doggies...been long I wish to have one. The cute and little one. Just now my friend talk about dog and just wanna write about it. However I can't have one now as I don't have my own place, no one take care for me, no time at all. I don't even have time and take care myself properly how you gonna ask me to take care another little pet? However sometimes I wish to have one as my companion when lonely. Dog is always our friend...good listener...someone there to comfort u.... When I'm still a little girl my house did rare some dogs. I like to play with them.

Hope in future I will have chance to own one. But not for now.... :(

Memories

Had a great dinner with old time friends last nite. Although just 3 of us...one is by best friend which long time no see...we still had great laughs and chats whole night. We had dinner at The Curve, one of the dessert shop call Desserts (芝麻得豆). We've almost tried all their snacks, about 7-8 types, 1 main dish, and desserts for last. Total we've ate almost RM100. :D I think we've ordered too many dishes until the manager free for us the egg tarts at the end haha. nice :) Food there some ok la. But can sit for long with varieties of desserts.

While talking we did mention lots of things or people from high school. It recalls my memories to the fun times I had during high school. It was most happiest time. And after so many years most of us still keep in touch. Some I've known for more than 20 years. It's been really long time no see my old friends. We see each other only once a year during chinese new year. So now we've started to plan for a gathering coming cny also. Miss those fun times and it was just over for last year cny. Still can remember what we've done during cny :D

Time flies and things changed like so fast...most of my friends married and with babies now. And I'm still single :( Heard that one of the school mate just got married but not close one. However not only me said but others alsoo same thinking that she is not that pretty. But how come they can get married and not me? And even now some of my girl friends still single and they are pretty as well. Should I have self critism?? sigh.... Try not to think about it and live happy as much as I can. Don't care...

Another funny thing recalls was me and my best friend together missed a flight. We were having holiday in Hong Kong and we've missed the flight back to Malaysia and have to stay over night at HK airport :p until now my gal friend's husband still talk about it...kekekeke well never happened never got chance talk about it till now right? It was an experience though.... :D

Looking forward cny to meet old friends and wish to have more gatherings. Besides we plan to go HK shopping together next year....hopefully it works...sob sob

Sincerity

Are you sincere? To family, friendship, love or whatever you can think of?? To friendship, do u think that u sincere to ur friends and do ur friends sincere to u? May be there are some close friends and some are just hi bye friends. Have u ever thought that some be friend with you just for some purpose? Take for granted? How sincere you are to your friends and how sincere ur friends to u?? To friendship I do wish have sincere friends more than hi bye or just for purpose. However I felt that most of them just come for some reasons. :( However I still have bunch of sincere friends and I do appreciate them very much. I'm trying my best to be nice to them also. Friends to me are important than anything.

To love, ask the same thing, how much u sincere to your love and vice versa? To me, I don't wish to see lies, if you are not sincere better let me know earlier so I won't put hope on it. I'll let go of it. I want is sincere heart but not just play around. Are you sincere or not? Only yourself can tell. Want to ask... when u r able to reach something/someone that easily get it and u won't look at it important to u and just simply leave a side? On the other hand when there is something challenging u've gone thru difficulty to get it only you will treasure it? Which means once u've got what u want u won't give any efforts anymore into it? The harder u get the harder efforts u will put? Is that means u've got it or what u want u won't put any efforts anymore? eg. when a couple already dating for sometime...but u r dating just because u r dating? wouldn't u try to do something to maintain it? i.e. have some surprises? do something that silly or something u never did before? It same goes to a marriage...married means is the end? Stop putting efforts? Efforts will no longer end if u want to keep the relationship running well. don't u agree? "No Efforts No Results"

Is it a natural where if something to u easily u won't treasure? When it is passing by only u realize it is important to u but by the time u've missed it and u will regret on it? If is the case why don't u start treasure whatever u have now? Why wait? Frankly, the chances to u just once and if it's over u will never get it back... We suppose to look forward and not to look back. Never think never if you don't try it. "Never Try Never Know"

I wish to live simple. Least expectation then it will be least disappointment. "No Expectation No Disappointment"

Work harder on what you are doing. Even you feel the pain, the stress or whatever. You fall once then stand up again and keep moving on no matter what. What you want will never come to you so easily... "No Pain No Gain"

That's all I'm trying to say.......

BED

There is a new club opened not long ago...the name is BED. sometimes it is confusing with the name...when u mention go to BED or your bed? hehe. Went twice...also on Friday night and alsoo after wedding dinner. First time 2 weeks ago. Went to upstairs...musics so so...to me it is not so attractive. But second time last Friday...went downstairs. The place we were sitting very cozy. At first not many ppl but the later the night the more ppl coming...I like the musics...great to dance. Enjoyed the night with dancing and chatting with friends. Don't feel bored at all. Not bad. So compare upstairs and downstairs I'll prefer downstairs. But the place a bit small...u need cover charge or open botel to enter. It is nothing special about the club may be I'm not interested. When you go clubbing is depend on the crowd u go with. However I don't really like to go to KL clubs...packed...parking expensive...and road blocks!! sob sob...

Tuitions

Lately I'm busy with Bjam tuitions. However there is one tuition which is very exclusive to certain instructors only. Well...it's a bit unfair but what to do? what they say u just listen lor. I don't mind can't attend it...I still got another place for me to learn the tracks and practice it. I don't like to involve in politics too much and giving up on FF side...hate the way they handle everything. It's very bias!!! Whatever...why care? I still got other alternative.

Talk about tuitions...I had 2nd tuition on Saturday at TF hartamas. It's started at 4pm. End at 6pm. Bjam tuition always need at least 2 hours...it requires lots of techniques discussions. I've got allocated London Bridge track...I like the song but don't really like the moves. But still have to do it. It's quite hard to catch the beat. I only learn it 1 hour before tuition :p...no mood learning it for the past few days + busy...After tuition went dinner and yum char till 9ish pm. My friends got summon park at road side. lucky me nearly got it too...initially thought of park illegal place but change my mind...phew...

Went home watch tv although am tired and need to learn next day tuition track at FF...one and only one tuition I can attend in FF. This tuition terrible early. It starts at 7:30am...so mean I woke up at 6:30am. The usual time for this tuition supposingly 8:30am but bcos the stupid rockstar training n the very exclusive HT gotta go for the training so affect us indirectly to the tuition an hour ealier....can't they just be more flexible change the time? Sunday gotta wake up so early is torture...thought of after tuition either go home sleep....siapa tau another HT ask me TT with him....duh....no choice and last minute refresh the chory an hour ago to teach! Quite a fun class. I didn't rest from 6:30am - 12 midnite on sunday....after TT went lunch with sunday buddies and met with a friend to KL a while and dinner. Then watch tv at home till midnite :p I'm like tat...when at home I'll not go to sleep early even I'm sleepy....I'll still watch tv and relax on couch if I can.... :D

Tonight will have another tuition at TF Taipan...start from 9pm onwards...another late night. I'm super duper sleepy accumulated from sleepless nights :p

Lazy

Last night had dinner at Italianies/Laundry. My friend told me they got this promo where All You Can Eat pasta and it is true! And so coincident on Wednesday. Price at RM19.90 only. I so wanted to eat carbonara past few days and at last I've manage to eat it. kakakaka. But one plate of carbonara enough for me. Unable to try another plate. The set is like this...1. choose type of pasta u want. 2. choose the sauce. 3. choose the toppings. 4. when u finished then u can repeat 1,2,3 again. Isn't it sounds good? I ordered Beef Bacon Clam Spaghetti Carbonara and it's yum yum. The sauce very thick. My friend ordered Chicken Spaghetti Olio and she said taste nice also. Other than that havent try. Too full to try :p

Just had a cup of stout and sex on the beach. Left at 11pm. tired and wanna home early to meet my nephew and niece. Wow...they grown up so big big size. nearly cant recon them. Didn't manage catch up with them as am busy bathing, washing clothes and dilly dally.... till they sleep before I sleep. adui...see if tonight can chat with them not....nothing to do tonite...in fact don't feel like to think, to move or do anything tonight.... may be just get home early and lie on the couch watch some movies...sounds good huh?? hmmm ok just do it...hehehe

Miss Them!!

yay!!! tonight they are coming coming. Touch down around 10pm. Opppsss...they...are my niece and nephew back from Perth for holiday. it's been a year or more than that not see them la. donno how they look like now. their parent only will back 2 weeks later (I think). Miss them!! Later my other sis will pick them. Will only see them when I got back home later.

Tonight going to Laundry for dinner and drink (may be) or non-alcohol drinks :p aiyah...I don't want drink too much nowadays...however it's been more than 2 weeks not going to laundry la. hehe. Just have a chill out night with some friends...that's all. trying to relax and escape from gym for time being....

Too tired from work n gym...wan some relax time. however tonight will not late night (I assume). wanna go home earlier to meet them and rest earlier. can't wait for it! hohoho

2 Days Ago

Monday night I didn't go anywhere. Went to a supermarket shop for groceries and went home. Starting cooking for dinner, tomorrow's lunch and dessert for my colleagues. phew...another night gone. quite tiring and time consuming if really wan to cook. unless I go home every night then will have time. Not every night I can home early. sob sob... suppose I need to spend some time to learn chory for tuesday night tuition but I didn't! too tired by the time I finished everything. So just leave it next day :p...

dang dang....this is the jelly I've made for colleagues....I used to make it since I worked in Singapore few years back. But not making it for years also. Got in mind wanna do it again and since I found the konyaku jelly powder in the supermarket so decided try to do it again. I've got few designs of the mould (total 5 sets) and the flavoring and colors. Because I just bought 1 packet of the powder so not enough for me to mix more colors :p just a fast process to finish it as I'm too tired after cooking dishes already haha. A bit kelam kabut while doing it...will do it again for coming pot luck party during xmas. Hope to do it better :D

Last night was TF BJam tuition. It starts at 1015pm. But I went there after work. Got caught by Jam sifu ask to help team teach bjam at 8pm. well well....did it without prepare! actually I was not in good condition. I had bad stomache and quite fatique. Getting worst while in the tuitioon. Gasp too much. But frankly new release give me an idea more gasp esp bollyjam. Or may be its new and we havent condition with it guaaaaa.....hopefully more tuitions and practice will get better.... but had bad feeling after the tuition....I feel I dance like shit. even new babies better.... feeling to give up....however got scolded by sifu and decided to move on....all about passion....faith in what you are doing....

Tution end at 1145pm. left 15 mins to bath. Had a quick one. Went yum char a while with Raymond and Clement. kepoh a bit la. By the time home already 1ish am. Slept around 2am. That's the end of non-stop day for me....

Sudden Invitation

After restless days since Friday slept at 3ish am woke up 9ish am on Saturday and whole day out without rest till next day 3ish morning then woke up at 9am on Sunday morning. And it's still not my rest Sunday as usual. I've got few appointments for the day. Morning did facial. Afternoon did eyebrow embroidery. Then meet up kelvin at 1U and shop facial products and dinner. another pok kai day...sigh...oi leng is like tat lor...wat to do :p

So basically I didn't rest thru out entire weekend. help me!! am so tired. some more now have to learn new chory. alamak....headache now...

This morning went to Singapore HiCom to settle the PR thingy. At last surrender all my documents. And now waiting for the memo from them.

Just now received a call from a girl friend. she is my colleage mate and used to bump into her in cafe flame many times. Suddenly call me to invite me to her wedding dinner. worst still is the dinner on coming Friday! That's too surprised and fast leh...lucky is this week and am available *finger cross*.

Birthday Dinners

Ian's Birthday Dinner 2 Dec 06
Last Saturday, afternoon thought go for massage but I was late due to traffic jam. So last minute cancel the appointment as I need to meet up my friends at Curve for lunch. Reached curve around 1ish pm. Then we had lunch at Friday's. As usual 3 of us call for appetizers and main course to share. It was really full lunch! Lucky I got no breakfast :p. We had talks and laughs as usual and shop for a while then I send my friend home. She needs to be home early and me as well to prepare for later birthday dinner.

Suppose to meet up at one place at 6:30pm but our driver late! So around 7ish only meet up. Then we drove all the way to Sungai Buloh to have the dinner...lucky I had full lunch so still ok :p. But no luck for the rest hehe. We went for a Thai food which very very ulu inside sungai buloh. Very hard to find if u never go there before. But the restaurant very beautiful. huge. The restaurant name is De Chiangmai...really feel like u r in thailand. Their decorations very nice. The food ok la...expensive with small portions.


Some of the food we had...the fish and tom yum soup nice. The other one is the outside part of the decor where the rooftop fill up with all the umbrellas.

After dinner around 10ish they all say go to La Queen at jalan P Ramlee. I have no choice as we are in one car *bleh* It was gay night on saturday at la queen. We were early there and still not many ppl. It was a theme night which call "black out". very very dark inside n a small torch light provided during entry. The later night the more ppl. really pack! all of us keep dancing and dancing non stop and i'm getting hotter n hotter inside. sweat after dancing n dancing. Then later bump into another group of friends (also instructors and diva dancing queen :p). dance with this diva on podium a while :p really had a fun and wild nite with all my "sisters" hehe. really crazy with all of them! We left about 2am i think. then went for yum char and after makan I felt so sleepy and take a nap while others still eating. By the time home already 3ish and I slept 4ish.

Larry's Birthday Dinner 27 Oct 06
12 of us had steak at cheras. Food nice and all had fun. I just joined dinner and later went to Laundry meet up Jon and friends then to poppy :p busy night. not many photos taken as everyone doesnt wan take pics also...got one group pic only.

Kai Reen's Wedding Photos

just got it from fann.

Why Every Weekend Must Be Busy?

My plan on Saturday...Noon will go for massage. Lately my shoulders very painful and I think I need massage to relax a bit. After massage gotta go to The Curve meet up my 2 close friends Kelvin and Jo. Kelvin always travel for works and everytime when he is back to KL 3 of us will meet up to have funny talks and laughs!! yeah we always did. Even we chat thru emails often and lots of fun there. Looking forward to meet them!! Although just few hours meet up. Suppose I need to have BJam practice at 2pm but I can't make it. I'll practice alone :( but I don't think tomorrow have time. May be Sunday! After meet up friends I'll need to go back home and night 6:30pm meet up the gym gang for birthday dinner at Sungai Buloh. Not sure will till what time...

Sunday....10am will have facial appointment etc then donno the following plan yet :p if not lazy I'll go practice BJam ler...will c how...sob sob...lately lazy do workout :p must kick my ass! hehe

Next Tuesday will be the first tution for BJam so have to practice and remember chory now. This time the techniques quite complicated...need more mirror practices! sigh....

How You Know You Like/Love Someone?

How do u tell urself u like someone? Got people ask me what guy I like? Sometimes I don't know how to answer. Of course there are basic criterias. But in the end still have to have feeling towards that person. The most important is can "click" to each other. It means can talk a lot with that person. Can communicate well. You feel comfortable and good with that person. Although if he is not meet your criterias but you still choose to like him. Yeah I will. Like my friend said "Is not about to find the right person, is learn to love someone that you've found".

To me, first I'll just go by feeling. How much we can get along. If it works then there are many things you need to put efforts to maintain. Of course, at first I need to know is the person I'm worth to put on efforts. Once decided is the one I'll just go for it. Will try to make it works. Will try my best.

Gosh...am talking craps now...just got back from finnegans mid valley...there having Jack Daniels friends party. just 2 cups stout but high already. waiting hair to dry to sleep so now just talking craps here hehe. This is the only thing I can think of at the moment. And is what I wanna tell.

Troublesome To Be Singapore PR

OK Just got to know something unusual or you so call special rules by Singapore government! So many hassles to apply or revoke permit or PR.

What is happening? OK the case is like this. My work require me to go to site in Singapore (Singapore MRT) and to enter SMRT I need to have permit by SMRT and before I grant the permit by them I need to have a working visa by Singapore government. If my Singapore PR still valid of course no need go thru such hassles. I've got PR when I worked in Singapore few years ago. The PR expired just August this year. :( So I thought it is automatically will update my PR status expired. Then I try to apply employment pass to Ministry of Manpower Singapore (MOM). But my whole application rejected. Reason they said my status of PR still active! And MOM needs me to call to ICA Singapore (immigration) to clear off my status only can apply again with the letter by ICA to prove my PR revoke. Otherwise I can't apply any permit yet.

My doubt, 1. Why the PR expired it is not automatically update. 2. Why MOM also not get the update? Then I called ICA to ask about. What a rule I've just got to know. Once your PR expired you need to surrender some documents to revoke the PR! Then only they will update the status. Duhhh.... Now I need to return IC, Re-entry Permit Pass, Passport (which stamp the PR ship), and a letter written by myself to tell that I'm aware of PR is being revoke and give the reason. So troublesome!!! Now only I know! One more thing, the PR is valid for 5 years only and once expired you have to surrender and if you wan to be PR again you have to re-apply a fresh application! There is no such thing renew or extend your PR period. Tell me about it, what the heck the SG govenment thinking? Why need such hassle?

What I can do now is to prepare the documents either go to SG ISA headquarter or go thru Singapore HICOM in KL. Tried to call them yesterday and today but non of the officer free to help. Said will return my call since yesterday but non that I receive. I need to get the permit asap leh...very frustrating! damn.

All About Mind

Yes! I've did another round of double wave class again. Last night was my third time taught double wave classes. I think I'm getting used to it. However it is not easy to teach after you've stop doing wave for 2 weeks! yeah, I only got wave class alternate week. so my last time I did it was 2 weeks ago. This machine is require you to do it regularly to condition on it. Well well, no matter what I've did it. Workout to someone may be it's simple and easy...but to someone else it is hard. Why got such differences? Some may very determine workout regularly, some may go once a while...many reasons to get own ass at gym. In my opinion to do or not to do all about the mind! Your mind set is important to drive you to work on something. It's simple right? For eg. from last night. Some of you may think I'm crazy to do 4 sessions of wave, and of course physically I do tired while doing it. But when come to circumstance I have to do it I need to tell myself I have to. I have the responsibility. Seriously, I've got headache after first session. But in my mind I just tell myself I need to finish it once I've started. Furthermore I'm at the front to teach, I need myself strong, able to continue only can bring members to finish it as well. I believe every instructors will do that once on the stage. Members thought we are superwomen or whatever...but it's wrong. we are human too. same. When a situation needs you to be strong you will be.

Everyone can workout harder if you tell yourself you can. "If you think you can, you can!". Another eg. last session, only 1 member and she is forcing to join the wave class by her PT. I can see she is pretty tired but thru out the session she never quit and all the way down to do what I ask to do. She is even stronger than other guys (which are PTs later join in half way and did just less than a minute scream for help!). In the end I said she is tough. She said actually she can't but she force herself to finish it. That's call strong mind set! So, when you have objective you will really work on it with strong mind set!!

Reminds me that when I'm as member joining class, when I'm tired I'll just take for granted and rest as much as I can or you call curi ayam la. We are too pamper ourself until the body said tired your mind immediately give in. But change another way, when you push yourself harder and actually you will know that you can do it. Your body still can take it and you still survive. You feel tired when your mind tired and tells your body slow down. Right kan? hehe.

Another example, remember there was one time I saw my sis squatting for long and I ask her "you not tired? your legs not numb?" She said she is but she still can squat. Reason is her mind tells that her body is not tired. The numb is doesnt matter. She squat down is to accomplish something she needs to finish. Well, it's really strong mind huh. Actually your body is follow your mind to work.

Ok craps...:D you can choose believe or just leave it :p

Suicide

Heard a friend talking about someone suicide sometime ago and passed away. It tells me that human in vulnerable. Sometimes somewhere things will make you weak and emotionally down. You can't even control what you are hurting yourself...your family...your friends. Have you ever think to commit suicide?? Have you been thru this period in your life? Honestly I did. And I think it was silly thought after I've been thru. It is not worth for you to leave your life for one thing (small or big). What I've learnt is no matter how the problems are, how serious it is, you still will find your way out. Non of things in this world unsolve. When you say "I Want Suicide"... think of your family, your friends, ppl around you. You think you leave the world is get rid of your problems but do you think of others on behalf? How much you've hurt them if you left? They even more painful than you've gone thru.

So, no matter how deep down you are, think positively, be optimistic. You will get thru the hard time if you face it bravery. You have family and friends around...look for them to talk about your problems...share with them. Express your frust your thoughts. Don't keep everything to yourself. Don't try to be alone...diversify your attention if possible. Do something else that you like to do. Talk and talk and talk to anyone you trust. You will slowly change your perspective on the problem. Usually one person look at the problem is only on one side of angle. We should not. We should be rounded mind to look at things more perspective. Different angle you will see different things. Although I know say is easy than action. Try it. Learn from the samples around you, learn from your past, learn from others. You will more than happy to surprise yourself.

Treasure your life...treasure everything you have....treasure peoples around you. Love what you do now. Love yourself and ppl will love you as well. Don't give up anything!

"What Did Not Kill You, Make You Stronger!" (learnt this from someone ;p) make sense?

Step Up

Yay yay!! finally managed to watch "Step Up" movie last night. It was very very cool movie. I love it. Especially the lead actor and actress. The actor handsome and cun body :p. The actress not so pretty but I like her body..very firm and the way she dances very very attractive! How I wish I can dance like her. Quite a good movie. Go watch it if you haven't ;) I plan to keep a copy of the movie and the soundtracks also nice! cun cun cun! hehe

Last night 9 of us went for the movie. I think if we go watch later the movie will not showing anymore. The showing time limited but lucky last night everyone can make it. 6 of gym "sisters" and 2 of my friends together gether watch it. hehe. First time I've bought the tickets online with credit card. Didn't know the price inclusive 5% tax of each tix. but for conveniency and confirmed for the tix is ok to pay for it :p

Went yum char at steven's corner after movie. hahaha everyone talk abt the movies how cun the actors and the scenes...good laughs. So fast they plan to go bangkok again in Jan! duhhhh I wish I can join them but planning to go Perth in Jan also. And then they always banned me to join them together to Bangkok one! :( I don't care...next time I must follow! kekeke...may be Phuket in March?? :p

At mamak bump into the guys working downstairs of my office. what a small world. We left at 12 midnite. Got home wash up and prepare my breakfast and lunch today. Lately I always prepare my meals next day. Try to control diet :p I find that my body weak nowadays. not enough nutrition. So decided to cook some chinese herbal soup for lunch. And had sanwiches with lots of vege for breakfast. Besides I'm easy gasp...obvious when I'm teaching class. So someone advices I should get some chinese herbal such as red dates, "tong sum" or "kei ji". Now everyday am taking tong sum drink. hopefully it helps.

After Effects!

Today morning when I woke up first thing I can feel is my whole body aching!! That's the effects from yesterday workshop. My shoulders, back, butt, arms everywhere sore :( The worst part is on back shoulder. Pain even you just touch it. I was lying on couch and watching tv and waiting for team teach at 4pm IOI. It rained heavily few hours before the team teach. I was so so so lazy and sleepy...thinking can I skip the team teach? of course I can't. I've arrange it and I must do it. Must discipline. So lucky the rain stopped. Went TT with Leo and the members from IOI awesome. There were rocks and very supportive. More happening then anywhere. hehe. Had a good team teach.

Now it's time to learn new BJam release 39. Just now while shopping for groceries while listening to the musics....

Gosh...body still aching :( wa wa wa wa wa...I think I need massage the most now! hohoho

Quarterly Workshop

Went to instructor quarterly workshop today at KLCC. The gym is lousy. They don't provide us locker...so we have to put our bags around the studio. The studio is big enough but not a nice one. The gym management restricted us to other area of the gym. sucks. Most pissed off was the guy take care over there keep asking us keep quiet. What they think they are?

Talk about the workshop. It was great. I did BCombat, BStep and BJam only. Combat added new moves which is capoera movie. Not easy...I find that the new releases getting harder and harder especially to teach :(. Although Jam is fun for this release but very very hard to teach. It introduced Bollywood in it and it calls BollyJam. This time BJam has Hip Hop, BollyJam, Latin, Dance4Life (contemporary and disco feel). Just now watched the dvd and it was cool and rock! I like to watch it. However think about coaching is really hard and the techniques need time to drill down. Like most of the musics, Buttons by pussycat dools, Hips Don't Lie by Shakira, Boom Boom by Chayanne, Deja Vu by beyonce, Mesmerize, Sexy Back by justin timberlake, SOS by rihanna, London Bridge by Fergie and Dance4Life by DJ Tiesto....all are nice songs and good feel to dance...

Wedding Dinner

Went for Kai Reen's wedding dinner last night. I left an hour earlier from office. Went home changed and left house around 6:30pm. Surprisingly not really jam all the way to jalan imbi. I was there at 7pm. First time I'm on time to any wedding dinner :p chinese culture...always late to dinner. It was raining night and many met terrible traffice jam. Lucky me huh. But I was sitting alone while waiting others that I know to arrive. The dinner started at 9pm! waited 2 hours only can eat...gosh...why the wedding dinner always like that? But compare to my previous wedding dinner...it was started early at 7ish leh...may be it is different custom...

The dishes so so...had wine whole night. Towards the end we keep yum seng with the bride n groom. keep bottoms up the wine...I was high and can say getting drunk because of these!! I've got a surprise. My friend that I wish to meet came to look for me. Happy for that. So sweet and nice.... ;) Stop by at new bar BED for a while then head home...too tired and sleepy.

Some photos taken during dinner ... still waiting for them :D...will post once got it.

Sports

As you all know that now I spent most of my time in gym. Before I joined the gym I did lots of sports before but no more time for all these anymore for now. I wish I can do the sports I like again but I doubt that.

I was very active in school activities during primary till high school...I played netball, volleyball, school band, four seasons drums, jogging, badminton, squash, basketball.
When out from college, I've started to play bowling with my sister....then I get hook up with it. I can play alone for 10 games per day....and always look for my my bowling buddy and 2 of us just compete to each other. That was fun time and I miss it. When working I played tennis, basketball, rock climbing and paintball with colleagues. Did rock climbing few times and I love to do it. Hope can do it again.

I think basically that what sports I've done. Wish to play bowling again and get some challenge. Will you challenge me? hehe

Exhausted

These few days I feel very very tired and I got stiff shoulder. It's very painful....I'm trying to rest more but unable to get rid of it. According to Jazz2DMax if I got such problem means I've a lot of pressures...no doubt these few days I've got lots of pressures and very concentrating to read the source codes and solving all the problems...I think my mind and body getting tired.

Today can't rest as well...later got to attend wedding dinner. Estimate will til late and tomorrow morning have to wake up early attend workshop. :( I need TLC :((

I wish to meet someone that leaving tomorrow...but seem that time is not allow :( I'm just very very down now...and very very sleepy....

What Will I Do Next Few Days?

Yesterday (Wednesday)...is my rest night at home but still not really rest. Went home and took a nap till 8ish. Then go yum char with Raymond, Clement, Joey & Larry. Talked about their Bangkok trip experiences. Confused with the names and their relationship hahaha. But then was fun to know about it. They plan to go again soon...this time they ask me go along. hiak...last time I wanted go along they said I'll get bored wor...if I do really go along I'll definitely bring another friend with me! So that I won't alone if they go to the places not suitable me to go hehehe. However this Bangkok trip gotta defer donno till when as I got plan to go to Perth in January. And coming months I need to travel to Singapore for work. sob sob....hopefully the working time not crashed with BJam tuitions...launches...and my trip! Hard to say...it's unpredictable :(

Tonight (Thursday) - No more Laundry...ehehehe will go for movie, Happy Feet with CI, 3 leng luis (3 of them are BI). Plan to have dinner at Chilis then Belgian Beer some where else but I donno where. hohoho

Tomorrow (Friday) - Kai Reen's wedding dinner...aiks...its 7pm. So gotta plan to leave office earlier then get home to change and dress up. Worry tomorrow sure traffic jam to KL. It always be on Friday night :( Hopefully will not too late be there. Excited to see how pretty she is and knowing her friends. It's Gold theme but non of us manage to get gold dress :( sorry babe...I've tried hard. But will try to wear pretty pretty to the wedding :p

Saturday - It's Les Mills Quarter 4 instructor workshop!! This time a bit different. It helds at Twin Towers Fitness Centre @ KLCC...never been there donno how it looks like. Wonder is it happening as in FF? Looking forward for the workshoop. I'll be joining BodyCombat, BodyStep, BodyJam & BodyBalance!! hohoho. with all the buddies kekeke. I wish to watch Step Up, donno the rest wanna watch after workshop? Will ask and see :D

Sunday - plan to have team teach...yet to call up to ask. will update if confirmed.... then will meet up my friend talk abt the crystal accessories thingy. He is starting the stall soon and wanna get my stocks for sale. But I havent prepare much stocks for him :p die die....so this sunday will discuss what design I should do more then only I'll do it :D bzbzbzbzbzbzbz....sigh

Souvenirs

Just got a souvenir from my best buddies from gym last night. Am so happy and love them very much. Thanks to them that they really thought of buying me something that I would like. And I feel special because they specially get souvenir for me but not for everyone :p *muaks muaks* to all of them *wink*

These are the souvenirs they bought for me from their Bangkok trip :D The top special with lots of sequins and 3D flowers sew on it. (but hard to wash....) hehehe. Wrapped it in lovely pink wrapping paper. They knew I like pink color...so nice...hehe

On Monday I've got a souvenir from Tweets as well. Her gift is cute and I like it also. Also bought from Bangkok. Actually she went last month but only able to pass me this Monday :p Thanks to you gal. hehe. And one more thing I wanna thank her...last night she purposely rush home to get gym gear to join my team teach. Nice of her. Thanks for the support!! I'll join your balance class more even thought I don't join much one hehehe.
cute little elephant...

Some time ago, I've got this souvenir from CI....and also waited for long only got it from him. The souvenir is from Taiwan. Something different ;) I wish to go Taiwan for long but yet still no plan :( hopefully next year can go :p I wan go there eat eat eat and shop shop shop till I dropped kekekeke
"Touch Your Heart"??

Unexpected Night

I was stress out yesterday and feel like scream it out loud. Actually planned to go Combat class and it is good chance for me to scream :p. Thought of do some machines like abs stretch etc but end up went in to Jason's BJam class and did half of the class! Did the tracks which long time I didn't do and nearly forgotten kekeke. Right after BJam then is BCombat. During the class I was shouting, kick, punch as much as I can to release some tensions. Yes it did help. I feel release after the class. Sweat very much. OK lar, thought after combat can rest. Who knows got 2 leng luis (1 is team teaching), leng jai CI and my sifu joining BBalance...so I just join them together gether have fun. I seldom do BBalance and last night it just my 4th or 5th time joining balance in my entire life. Oh gosh...too long time no stretching quite hard for me. but lucky last nite tracks were not that hard. Thank god. hahaha funny part is after the class only I realized I've did prenancy option for certain post! kekekeke. aiyah forgive me la...I was confused with the moves :p Feeling good after balance....and yes, last night just did 2 and half classes....hohoho not bad. gambatte!

I'm super tired today...because last night after all the classes went for yun char with the gang till 1am....sob sob...not enough sleep liao. tired tired tired :p

Purple Theme

Went for a wedding dinner last Sunday. My ex-colleague from MYOB. Again, another gathering with myob ex-colleagues and as usual we took quite a number of photos. The dinner held at Bangsar Seafood Restaurant. The theme for that night is "Our Love In Him" and is purple night. Yes, my friend is christian and we were there to see the ceremony before dinner. Something different from usual chinese traditional wedding dinner. Can see most of us wore purple dress. It was nice. We had lots of funs and laughs on the night. We did self entertainment such as taking pictures all the way. At the end of the dinner the bride will throw the hand bouquet to the single girls...we all whole bunch of singles join for fun....but no luck...I didn't catch the bouquet. Means is not time for me get marry yet hehehee... Ok show u guys some photos taken.

Returning to Axis

Last Saturday I've did team teach at Axis with Azie. It's been long long time I didn't go to Axis. It's still the same there...members still same...and happy to see some old friends there again. OK talk about the TT. Overall it was ok. Same problem...voice projection, need to control. Arms movements nont sharp enough...slow mo need to improve. The rest, cueing ok, physicall execution clear. One thing I want to say, not really good to do class at Axis in the afternoon! super hot there...sun shine in directly from the window glass. So towards the end I was fatique. Got commented by member saying I've improved a lot...now with more confident. Good encouragement but I still need to work harder to improve what I need to. Will do more TT coming days...

Stress Stress Stress!!

Why so many things that can't work smoothly as you expecting?? It is true that when you have least expectation then things will be better isn't it? I'm so tired with all the processes I need to go thru...frustrating to know the results...frust to make the works done! Can I just give up everything? Can I just not to think about it? I need a break! I need to have something boost me up!! sigh...

At work, stressed! Am alone doing the project and time line soon. Other parties pushing me. And yet am all alone doing all the things. Worst now is just got to know the only person can help on hardware setup already left the company! damn...means I have to fix my problem by my own...problem I have no hands on or much knowledge! I need time to figure out but I don't have time....rush rush rush.... I'm always have to gone thru this...all alone to do a thing which no one can refer to. All learn it by myself :( But from past experiences I managed to over come it so this time I believe can also perhaps...*pray pray* Come one come on I can do it! I can do it! Concentrate!! *ps: I need assistant!!! But hard to hire ppl nowadays especially the requirements I want! :((

At gym, damn, stress also! It's been a year and still not yet clear BJam. Whenever I have passions to do it and work it hard however sure something happened let me down. No confident at all to continue it. I'm so tired n frustrated do it all the while! I wanted to settle it or just forget it. May be I'm still not ready to face my own fear :(

Personal, try to relax myself. Not to expect much. No worries. Be happy of what am I doing without regret. Problem is when fall for something I'll need to get it right...but I just don't want rush for it. Be patient...be cool. Keep telling myself no worories. Hopefully in the end will get what I wish for in better way....

At biz, it always bothering in my mind. I need time in this but I really got no time. I need more inspiration. I need concentration as well...I must do it in order to be better. Now market so competitive and I need something special...inspiration, inspiration!! skills, skills, skills!! I need all these....sigh....sigh....

What else? such a mess in my life...no planning in my life. What will I be after few more years? Scare to think about it. Damn...

Lessons In Life

By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.
17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.
18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.
38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
45. The best is yet to come.
46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
48. If you don't ask, you don't get.
49. Yield.
50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Double Wave

Tonight gonna do 2 wave classes. Same as last time replacing earlier sessions. So total 4 sessions wave for tonight. yiks...hope I'm manage to do it. It's been a while not doing wave scare I'm not conditioned with it. *pray hard* hehe. But today am expected to do the replacement. It's my sense...sometimes I'll get right sense :p Well well, lately willing to do replacement...do more class earn more mar kekeke. Wish me luck and hope will not get butt pain :p

The party gang ask me join mambo jumbo tonite...no way...will be tired and tomorrow morning need to wake up at 5am. I am becoming a driver for my friends by sending them to airport :D All together 7 of us in one Avanza...with luggages. Hope can fit in la. Then will have breakfast before I say bye bye to them and then only go to work.

Mistake Day

Yesterday was a kelam kabut day for me. Plan always changed. Planned to go Curve for BJam but later Jon ask for movie, special show by MyFM. Free movie passes for "Death Note". So decided to go for movie with Jon, Purdey and Jon's combat class member. However about 5pm Yi Li called up for Cardio Wave class replacement at Hartamas at 7pm. Agreed to replace since still got time for movie even it's rushing and will skip dinner. Who knows Yi Li, the blur blur sotong, at first said the class suppose starts at 6:30pm not 7pm. Then asked me to do only 7pm 1 session. I was like...ok better than nothing. About 7pm another instructor approach me saying that's her permanent slot. Opppsss...then it's a big mistake by Yi Li...well I'll just leave and informed Yi Li. She was so sorry and keep apologize to me. I'm ok since it happened and still got time for me to movie. But one thing I don't like is have to stuck in the traffic jam at Hartamas itself. Wonder why last night so super jam. Usually it won't happen. I've wasted time and hassles to go over Hartamas for nothing...sigh...but I didn't really pissed off (wonder??) hehehe. May be I know I still manage to reach early and lucky I ate something before off work. What if I'm hungry and stuck in the jam I'll definitely pissed :p...

Movie was good. It's converted from Japanese manga story. The feel of watching it also similar to the feel watching anime which I like to watch :p. Quite a nice show. Especially the inspector character hehe. After show went home although got friends ask me join for drinks. Lucky me not joining because they all went karaoke after drinks till 4am. phewww if not I'll like zombie today kekeke. I need more rest lately :D too much events :p

Tired...

hehe I always complain tired one...for my friends who knows me already used to it :p Just a little bit update what I did past few days.

Last Friday, went to SPK team teach with Tony. I did Contemporary block. Overall ok but also mistakes on some chory. But Tony said if I'm able to get on track after missed should be not a problem. And I did so. Cueing ok but I need to practice voice projection more. Need to control my voice...coming Friday will try team teach with him again and this time Latin block. aiks...never teach this block before donno how leh...its harder on coaching. Gotta practice these few days. :p. After class joined friends at Telawi Street Bistro, Bangsar. First we sat downstairs near entrance. Had a cup of white wine and 2 spanking board shooter. eh this shooter is special, got many flavours for you to choose. I had Strawberry & Chocolate...there are other choices such as coffee, lychee, mango & many more which I can't remember. According to the waitress the drink mix with vodka...might try to mix our own one day hehehe. Then we went upstairs for some dancing. At first no one dance at the dance floor and our group started first. later on many ppl dancing...I just danced a while and left with Fanny first. Too tired la...need sleep :p

Last Saturday, try to sleep as later as I can :D then went to Curve joining BJam initially by Tracy but she was sick then replaced by Kylie. Lucky that she did new BJam 39 2nd block - Dance4Life. wow first time doing this block and it's cool! I like it. Especially with the songs Sexy Back and SOS. The moves cool as well. Kylie performed very well. Hope can dance like her hehe. So looking forward for workshop next Saturday and learn up the new BJam...wuhoooo. After BJam I shopped alone at Curve for dinner dress. Then meet up Raymond, Clement & Larry for dinner at Mid Valley. Thought of watching movie but end up everyone go home separately. I was tired after hanging out whole day also. Better leave early to rest at home. But I don't sleep early hehe...watched movies and chatted on phone with a friend :p Quite a fruitful day for me :)

Last Sunday, crazy day for me hehe. Joined 3 classes back to back started with BCombat then BStep and lastly BJam. I've not doing workout much past 2 weeks, so try to do as much as I can to build up my stamina again. I'm still alive after 3 classes but my legs painful and got bliss already hehe. After classes still shop for groceries for an hour. Legs gonna patah liao hehe. Gone home but didn't rest. Prepare food for dinner and next day meals. Then watch movies till 2ish am. Very very tired day I had....

Monday, too stoned at work. Not enough sleep. Took half day off in the afternoon meeting someone ;). Then went home cook dinner, wash clothes, watched movies and slept early at 11pm. But donno why next day still feel sleepy :p...I find that the more I sleep the more I feel tired hohoho

Halloween Night @ Laundry Bar

I'll never celebrate Halloween but this year special. Had a great night with my friends (however too big group till I have no more mood to entertain). However still happy see some old friends and know some new friends. Actually it was special night at Laundry which whoever dress up and eligible to win a bottle of liquor. That night all staffs there also dressed up and best dress will get a voucher for dining. It was so special night as every staffs dressed up and some customers as well. Something different to see hehe. But we all no dress up la. Didn't bother about it. Here some pictures taken that night....


2 days later go to Laundry again as usual. because its Thursday and we just ask girls :) quite lots of pics taken since I go to Laundry...or I can say since know Kai Reen...cos she always take her camera with her...hehehe

Beard Papa's

I wanted to blog this for long. Just wanna introduce Beard Papa's Cream Puff. I know some of you tried it before. Why I wanted to talk about it? If not mistaken I tried this puff when I visited Hong Kong 2 years back. I never notice this. Was my sister wanted to buy the puff which located inside one of the MRT station. Noticed that lots of ppl buying it. Once I've tasted one I wish to have another one. The cream is cold and the whole puff is meticulous! I'm quite like cream puff but hardly find nice one. But I like this. Even after came back Malaysia am still can remember it. Until one day I shop at Mid Valley saw this puff shop! Bought some to try...but not as good as what I tried before. However it is still nice. Now they have another shop in One Utama. You try it and let me know your comment :) But I still wish to try the one back in HK. :p

Confess

I need a confess here. :( Lately I don't go gym as often as I used to. Reasons? Too tired, lack of sleep and also my old injury came back, right leg shin pain again. :( Too much time spend on drinking....yeah I know...after you all read my previous entries I've been to Laundry almost every night. However getting bored going there...reason I go there because knowing lots of friends there...get good service lor...bar tenders nice to me also. Am too regulars until other ppl that I donno also recognize me :p...and it is the first place I can ever sit alone at bar without terrified... Have to confess that lately I've ate a lot and drink a lot till I gain weight :( I need to cut down...need to rest more. I need to concentrate on my work and gym side. Still got objectives to aim for...don wan waste any extra times.

I have too many outstanding stuffs yet to settle...indirectly cause some stress on myself...when I got stress will tend to eat lots :( What am I suppose to do! I need more time! more rest! Can I? Can I? *dunnooooo* :((

Update - 2nd Week

6 Nov (Mon) - TT with Kok Hoe at Subang after a week break not workout and practice BJam. Same thing I taught...Contemporary Block from Release 38. Before I teach already felt tired...I was started ok but half way I felt really fatique and not feeling well. However gotta move on to finish up. So it affected my cueing...when tired u can't think of a word out from your mouth. I was like keep catching breathe and hardly to say some words :( So far I've did few TT at TF same block but were ok. never got such problem. I think the studio at subang too stuffy, I have problem in breathing when it's hot. May be the reason hot will cause you fatique faster....rite? and also perhaps I didn't rest well... :( performance and stamina dropped....sigh
Meet up friend after that for Karaoke (my friend's friend unhappy) although am tired actually...however he was late again...so just went in Laundry for a cup of stout while waiting his arrival...my friends sang lots of songs but not me...they very well in singing...pai seh me not really good in singing hehehe. I was enjoying listening to them :p. Slept 4ish morning...so basically next day I'm a zombie by just slept 3+ hours. *grin*

7 Nov (Tues) - This time is my own gal friend unhappy...or should say something happened. So we just go out drink at Laundry. Only 3 gals which it suppose to be. However my friend met her friends there and the guy so thick face to join us even I've told them we just wan to have gals chat. duh...no choice. But I've already no mood with someone interrupt in. So I'll just sit quietly there, mingle around with other ppls, play games with bar tenders. Not a fun night...didn't manage to talk but nothing to talk also with my friends...Hang out quite late...am really tired.

8 Nov (Wed) - Friends ask to go Velvet Mambo Jumbo...no la...I want rest. Don't really like to go to KL clubbing. No Wave class...went home after work. Then started to clean up my room. Rearranging some furnitures. Had my dinner and then watch series....a bit tired from cleaning up but satisfied with a cleaner room. Managed to catch up the series half way thru...happy :D. Had a chat on phone with a friend make my night better *wink*. Consider slept earlier but still late hehehe.

9 Nov (Thurs) - Joined Kylie Gate's BJam at Uptown. No plan to join the class at first but knowing many jammers going so I think I must go lor...since I havent try once for new release yet. But she just did Bollywood and Latin block only. The rest are old esp 35 second block which long long time no do it. It was my training release...miss it! Kylie is superb! love her love to see her dance, love to see how to motivate, love how she coach. really a great master trainer. Seen her many times from video but not realy person. Last nite was my second time see her in person...she is really wonderful & friendly lady...so pro...hope can learn from her *grin* Went to Laundry after class. Suppose Fann n me n also my ex colleague only. But Fann ffk. so just me n my ex colleague. had 2 cups stout n some talks. Left early. No fun without the group :p By the way Laundry was happening last nite cos of live band. it always be that. Crowded. But musics not nice la...

10 Nov (Fri) - Tonite will have TT with Tony at SPK. Hopefully tonite no screw up and improve from what I suppose to. My TT tomolo with Azyei at Axis cancelled cos Azyei unable to do the class :(....gotta look for someone else to TT..sob sob. Plan later...donno yet...may be same old place hehehe. Weekend also not plan yet...might need to go back hometown....n shopping with gal friends on sunday for dinner dress :D

Update - 1st week

Aloooooo to all my readers, miss my entries?? It's been some time I didn't update my blog, sowie :p Recently too tired and busy and not really got mood to write. In fact, nothing much special lately apart knowing more friends :D. For those who writes blog, don't you encounter a period of time you don't really want to write? Forgive me that sometimes I need some break from writing...aiyah if I write all my stuffs which basically same you guys will feel bored as well right? I think I need some perks... *wink wink*

Ok let's update a bit about my last 2 weeks... (think it will be a long entry! kakakkaa) I'll try to shorten it la k ;)

30 Oct (Mon) - Had a dinner date with a new friend at Curve. He was late due to the work. So just walk around while waiting him arrive. Without my intention, we just had dinner at Laundry which serves food from Italianise. Had a great time chilling out together but can't be long due to he has to work. Bump into some friends then continue joining for drink after my date went off.

31 Oct (Tues) - It was Halloween night, so we all went to Laundry for the dress up night. But I don't dress up *grin* although bar tenders ask me dress up. It was cool night. Can see all the staffs there dress up. Taken some photos with some of them but still waiting for it. Will post once got it. I was not in good mood bcos too many group of friends and I don't like social with them esp not too close. What I did just walk around and talk to new friends. I was like mingle around hehehe. What to do...know too many regular faces there :p cos me also one of the regulars.

1 Nov (Wed) - Too tired after 2 days drinking consecutively...I was unfit to teach Cardio Wave class. And after quite some time no teach is a bit hard to catch up. Luckily the members still ok with it. It's quite hard to condition myself to wave if I only teach once a week alternately. Unless I teach more often then I'll be fine with Wave. Took a good rest after class.

2 Nov (Thurs) - Had dinner and drink at Laundry. Italiannies introduces a new platter menu which inclusive 3 kind of dishes @ RM29.90++. The food ok la...not too bad. I like their stuff mushroom and calamari caesar salad. Thursday as usual we go to Laundry to have girl's nite. Why Thursday? bcos they have live band. However sometimes the band not nice. I just enjoy a nite chilling out with a group of friends esp just girls.

3 Nov (Fri) - Hen's night for Kai Reen. She is getting married 2 weeks later. So we all had a ji muis nite with her. We played True or Dare...wonder why all questions related to x rated one.. hmmm...but i've revealed too much info to them...bad bad...didn't drink much that nite but we laughed a lot. Thanks to Rebecca...fun gal.

4 Nov (Sat) - Too many nites late sleep, taken this opportunity slept a bit later. Thought of joining BJam 245pm @ Curve but feel lazy...since Raymond said not going also then thought of stay at home online. Who knows this Raymond suka change mind said going to curve. Then I'll just dress up and meet him after the class cos I don't plan to workout. I shop a while at bazaar while waiting Ray finished. After a while he called me n told me FF Curve got someone passed away. So we go check to FF there to check out. but not allow to go in. Everyone was asking to leave gym. Too many stories about this incident...donno which to listen...Went kopitiam with Ray, Leo & Colin. Had some chat which I've long time no kepoh with them ler... Then I join Alfred at Friday's for drink a while...After that, shop at Curve for dinner dress. Went in Tribeca and managed to buy 2 dresses. I like their dresses...however a bit pricy. sob sob... I still need to shop again with my girl friends cos haven't get the right color dress for the dinner :D Left Curve then I went to do some bank stuffs and later meet up Fann n Kai Reen for mamak. So happy we can yum char near by our house apart meet up at Laundry. We will have more of this once Kai Reen moved to Sri Petaling :) yay yay!

5 Nov (Sun) - Super tired and slept till 1pm. Lazy workout which sunday suppose go to IOI joining combat. I just stayed at home watch CSI and waiting the rest finished workout and call me out for makan...Went to Puchong Bandar Sri Puteri had lunch. Too bad the shop which I suppose wanna bring them to not open. Went to another restaurant call Kampong Ah Soh... food not bad...esp selling dumpling...yum yum...I love dumpling very much. donno is it bcos I born in this day :p After lunch went IOI Jusco for some groceries shopping. It was rain heavily and I got wet. :( rest the rest of the night....lazying on the couch...watch series....what a nice relaxing day :p I should do this more often kekeke.