Merry X'mas

Here to wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Whatever your plan tonight, wish you have a good time with loves one...

I'm going out of KL tonight for celebrating. Enjoy and happy weekend too.

Everyone resigned

Bad news to my boss...in this week suddenly got 4 colleagues resigned. And 3 of them last day by end of this month or early of January. Suddenly the whole support department no more people. Don't know how is my boss feeling...a bit pity him but then is himself made us how desperate to leave the company. Sigh...sooner my office will become extremely quiet. Envy my colleagues who can resign, don't know till when is my turn???

Wedding Dinner

Last Sunday went for a college friend's wedding dinner. sien lar...this month got 4 wedding dinner invitations! and everywhere heard ppl getting married....

sigh...my digital camera shot shot a bit liao...everytime wanna take pic sure no battery. when wanna get group pic with bride & bridgegroom but then .... but i'm asking other friend to send me the pic n will update later.

mei lin, me, soue hoong


mei lin, me, soue hoong n phoon (back)

Loneliness

Now, I am alone at home feel lonely and isolated from the world. I hate such feeling. No one around me even my family or my friends. I need someone to talk to but I don't know who should I talk to. The only one is thinking of someone....I really can't do anything at the moment and can't forget everythin. I wish I can go somewhere else for long to forget those unhappiness and start a new life. I really wish to......

How to find true love?

Can anyone tell me what is true love? How to find it? I am clueless to make a decision for the case I will mention after this.

"If someone that love you very much until he lost control to do something that hurt you and make you sad. You will think it is impossible for you being together with him. The final decision should be break up or still with him? The factor for you to make decision is he really really loves you as much as he can which can give you everything. He is very good sometimes as a boy friend. But in other hand because of too love you which scared to loose you then make him not
trust you and suspect you and did something harsh without control. His starting point is for good but indirectly hurt your and he still not notice it or not admit the mistakes. He said you are wrong because you suppose not to do something that hurt him. You should treat him well as what he did to you. So, what will do you from this situation?"

For your opinion, you will get someone that love you very much or you love him more? If you choose he loves you more than you love him, what if he did something hurt you and you can't be with him anymore, and some other reasons like financial unstable will it under your consideration to leave him or love him?

Hope someone can leave me some advices here...thank you.

Genting Highland Trip

Went to Genting Highland on 2-4 Dec. Here are some pics to share. This was my last trip with my sis's family. Although short period but still had fun with them.

my niece,vivian & me


my nephew, christopher entering engage game's competition


practising the game for competition


highland hotel


highland hotel

Bye bye Christopher...

My nephew, Christopher is in the plane now n flying off to Perth. I will not see him for long.

To Chris,

Sorry that I can't send you will miss you a lot... ~_~

Love,
Sai Yee
*crying*

China Public Toilet

This morning read an email about China toilet. Now only I remembered I had bad experience while in China. Their public toilet really dirty and narrow. I'm so scared to go those public toilet until I hold myself for long to search for nicer restaurant or hotel's toilet. There is one time I have to go to the underground plaza toilet, and before enter the toilet there is a sign mentioned those toilets only for ladies. I thought is ok but then when entered inside really dirty and dark. Well because emergency so I have to go in. Who knows the door can't lock! Not only this frighten me, the most scary thing is I can see people passing thru in front of the door no matter gals or guys! then I only know that alure is the route to carpark leh! It is so unsecure.

Mixture of feeling

My sis and her family 4 of them migrating to Perth soon. I'm happy that they manage to get what they want but sad when think of not seeing them often anymore in future. At first they plan my bro-in-law will go there first by this weekend. Then my sis, nephew and niece will go a month later. At first I thought I still got plenty of time to be with them before they leave. I'm trying to go back my hometown to see them often nowadays.

However, yesterday heard a sad news from my sis. Her son plans to go with his father by this weekend. Such a short notice which I don't have much time to see my nephew for more. It suddenly made me feel sad. I know I'll miss them very much especially my nephew.

I will sad and cry when someone or something lost or not beside me anymore that used to be...I'm so silly even though I know I still can see them but I'll be reluctant to see them leaving me. I feel even more sad because my parent will more lonely without them around. All the while the family accompany my parent more than us who are working in KL.

sad...crying...