Out of One's Mind 神不守舍

These few days always out of mind especially today. May be cause by down mood. Can't even eat much, can't sleep well, can't concentrate, can't even study my exam coming soon next week. The worst one is I don't even know I'm driving...and forgotten lock my car when go to do class...but lucky nothing happened. I felt everything bad to me...even the cheque deposit machine. The cheque stucked, then do drop cheque manually and the machine given problem also. Why must be like this? When you are not in good condition everything to you are bad as well??? So unfair.

There are many things happened to me lately. Not a good one. Made me depressed. No way out. Hope I can find an escape to get myself a breath. I just need a friend who can talk to me. A friend that will not walk away from me. I have friends...but true friends not many. Those who can really talk to you...listen to you...really really hard to find. Thanks to my gal friends from far even willing talk to me and listen to me....compare to those near me. sad. Only can trust is my close girls friends instead any guy around me. No one can be trusted. No one can believed. I'm easily fall and get hurt...I don't want anymore. Be tough and independent bah. No hope.

Scared

I'm scared...I'm not doing good in everything...even not capable to move on. I can't concentrate. I'm lost. I don't know where should I go from here.

Ignore my previous post of what I thought.

Sis R.O.M.

Today is my 3rd sis register of marriage. We went to Brickfield chinese temple. First time been there and the place better than Tian Hou Gong. Not so crowded with couples. It started with praying. Chanted by monk. Then only proceed to register. The registration took about half an hour. The person in charged talk a lot. When my sis announced as married I felt emotional. First happy for her...at last after so many years she finally got married. Now left me alone still single among the siblings. I also felt a little sad about myself...how I wish I can get married and have a family soon also....

After all the process including photos sessions (will post the photos later when I got it from others) then we all adjourned to One World Hotel Cinnamon Coffee House for buffet lunch...it is 68++ per person and buy 3 free 1 with Amex card. Love the settings...taken some pics, will upload later and who u guys... Not bad la the food...still acceptable. Nice place to hang around and enjoy the food. Quite a big restaurant.

My feeling now - need someone besides me, love me, supports me....and I need faith with someone

At the moment misses someone...expecting something but it doesn't happen. Was wondering what is happening...am I wrong? When you have hope but it is gone now what will you feel? What can I do? Wait and do nothing? Or confront? I really donno... :(

TF Q3 Launch @ Jaya33

As always after the launch everyone gather together to take a group picture!! Nice...
More photos go to hyperhex.

That day we also celebrated barney's birthday and we had a cute purple barney jelly cake. yum yum.

Team Luncheon

We had a luncheon for our manager birthday and also for her LOA for 4 months. The one in black jacket is my manager but now she left and another manager temporary replacing her. Here are some of the colleagues all under her from different unit but still under the same department. Out department head is the front row second from right.

IBM Family Dinner

18 Aug 2007

Venue: One World Hotel Grand Ballroom
Dress code: Black Tie

I'm lucky that can join the dinner cos I heard it is only held once every 2 years. Was prepared for the dinner. Bought new dress, made my hair and makeup :p. But I was tired on that day, went Fanny's ROM then rushed to have hair do and makeup appointment. It's whole day out and till the night I look tired already. First time to see so many people attend such annual dinner.

While waiting time to enter the seats everyone standing outside chit chatting, take photos and have drinks and snacks.

The food so so. Quite boring night. Not many programs. The most interesting part is "Bian Lian" change faces by Chinese. Good show.

We had lucky draw but I have no luck. The grand prize is 42" plasma TV.

On left is outside the ballroom area while waiting time to go in. A lot of people and no one I know. Right is the ballroom itself. Think got hundreds tables. But not all full with people. I sat with other team people and my team colleagues sat separately and only 4 of them in one table. Wasted. Some registered but not appear.









Left: My other same team colleagues. Right: Lily & me...one of the colleague from other team who can talk and close to me.









The food on that night.

Fanny's ROM

18 Aug 2007

CONGRATULATIONS FANNY!!!

yeah I know it is so late only post this up. It's been a month ago. Don't care. I still want to put it here and take it out from my outstanding list for blogging :p.
Tribute this entry to my good friend - Fanny!

Really happy for her and knowing she is happily with her new wed life. ;)

Lovely Fanny & Handsome Dae :DAll gals - the happiest is fanny lor

Creative Cupcakes

Wanted to blog about this since long time ago but always forget. Since today a friend reminded then I think I should promote a bit. This is cupcakes custom made upon your request. I find it is interesting, nice, creative, colorful and attracted me to find out more. The cupcake taste also not bad. It is quite special if you make this for birthday cake or special occasion. Interested to check out the site? They have more designs. Check this Shalia's Treats.

Alive Again!!

Yay!! I got internet connection again. This time not any broadband provider. I use a 4G technology using iBurst device. This allows you to have mobility network. You can connect internet anywhere anytime. I subscribe the package for one user using USB connection. Tested the speed can up to 900kbps. super fast. Hope the connection improve later on at my area so I get more stable connection. Interested? check out IZZI. I am using this iZZiyou.

Can't Live Without It

My house broadband been down for almost a week. Cause me a lot troubles. I can't get in touch with my friends, can't update blog here, can't work at home etc...

Bored!!! Think I'm too dependent on internet....I really need it....not sure when it will resume. I doubt. I hate my house area which doesn't have much choices of broadband provider :(