Nice Food

A day before Deepavali (20 Oct) I took day off. Reason...hehe had a late night party on Thursday night and I need more sleep and wish to have longer holiday for coming raya week. On that day I had lunch with my ex colleagues from MYOB. We went to a restaurant which is Calyn's uncle's shop near Citibank Puchong. The place nice...and as well as the food delicious. Let me show you...

1. Salad with fish or chicken? tak tau...but I tasted it a bit and it's nice.
2. Seafood Spaghetti. This is what I had. Very delicious and not even RM20 with 3 muscels, 5 big prawns, crab meat stick, salmons & squids with brown sauce. I like it especially brown sauce.
3. Cheese Ham with chicken...something like that. Heard is nice although I didn't try.
4. errr...I donno this one call what name....something roast chicken one...almost heard that is delicious.
5. Stewed beef wish mashed potatoes. Tasted it and nice! It is actually a set lunch come with mushroom soup and jasmine tea. price at RM10 only.
6. Kung Pou Rice. Taste good also. Also from one of the set lunch same thing at RM10.
7. The front look of the shop. If you are interested look for this shop calls f1.
8. Inside decorations full with F1 pictures...I think the owner likes F1 hehehe...

Nice Dance Clips

Body Jam Demo
GFX Celebration

Parties

Here some pictures taken from past weeks parties with all girl friends...some just got to know them. But happy to know them and enjoyed the time partying with them. We mostly have girl's night out. However still got guys joining together once a while.

On a Saturday nigth 2 weeks ago....


On Thursday night last week....


On Friday night last week @ 101 East...opposite KL Plaza...first time been there and it's a nice environment and good place to chill out with bunch of friends...comfortable place also...

Old Pic

Just browse thru my photo albums to upload to share and found this pic. Wanna share it very long time ago but due to some reason I didn't do that. But now think of sharing it and it doesn't matter to me now for anyone of you know it....I went to Manila January this year for a trip and visited few FF centers there...good experience and able to know most of the BJam instructors there and manage to catch their Nike Rockstart Hip Hop audition. It was great night and chance to see all of them dance superb....the audition went on few hours....they really can dance very well.

Some of Bjammers and HT after the audition....everyone are friendly and good dancers...

Long Holiday Plan

Have a roughly plan for coming raya long holiday. Am not going anywhere except one place I plan to go on purpose. You will know later follow the plan for the days....

Thursday
yeah gotta work of course. But is the day I'm looking forward to. At work...what should I need to do is Software Design Specifications (which outstanding accordidng to my schedule!) sei mou....still have no idea how to write up. And this week suppose to start create new tables and edit exiting tables cater for the functionalities for the project. I would have facing a big trouble soon where by my project plan I forgot include the holidays we have here! lagi sei mou! have to squeeze the time to accomplish the project that I hope to! wish me luck nia...

yeh yeh...at night is the night waiting for...going to Laundry again kekekeke. Will be a happening night. Going with girl friends only 4 of us. But anyone of you feel free can join. Think will be there earlier to get bar seats as usual. Plan to have crazy and wild night lor...in fact I've apply leave on Friday hohoho. Hope my boss approves....*pray hard* If on leave on Friday I can party later on Thursday kakaka. Meanwhile I need more rest.

Friday
If on leave la...then will sleep as much as I can first. Then plan to script for BJam. Got team teach at night at SPK 8:45pm. Then another team teach at Taipan 12:30pm on Saturday. Need to scrip and practice practice practice! I hope I got improvement this time. Still no plan yet at night....but think will just rest.

Saturday
TT at Taipan lor....then plan to go for a massage...yay I love massage hehehe. Basically no plan yet leh. At night may be go Laundry again hiak hiak hiak.

The rest of the days depends on gym schedule and most probably will stay at home. I need to! need to do lots of more crystals accessories. one is for my friend stall to sell and the other is need to design a customise bridal sets which I've seen a friend of my ex-colleague on last Saturday. Quite a total different request and I'll try my best to make it what the requirements are. Because of this...plan to go Singapore to get materials and others for more varieties to make more different accessories. May be go on Monday or Sunday for 1 or 2 days trip. Still not confirm yet but I do really wish to go there.

Other reasons I need to stay at home, do research on crystals accessories...design...do it. Format my house desktop and setup the network if possible. Need to pain my room and clean up thoroughly! I hope I can finish all the tasks I need to do but I doubt that! Too tired and limited time!! ish ish ish.

Still havent count on other ad hoc plans might happen...kekeke who knows leh....will see :p

I'm Survived!

A crazy night for me...I just did 2 Cardio Wave classes equivalent 4 sessions each 20 mins. It was a last minute replacement for earlier class and then later is my own class. First time doing Wave back to back....butt really very tight and legs pain leh...got a bit cramp on legs hehe. However after 2 wave classes I still join BStep as usual. hohohoho still survived neh. However can't perform very well in BStep class anymore :p. Remember the last session of my wave class got members wanna take challenge and I decided to have longer and squad thing for them for few repetitioins! And I'm all out man...sweat no body business. haha. But it was good...different sessions different members and different fun! I like it :p

HornyScope ;)

GEMINI
May 22 - June 21
Ruling Planet: MERCURY
The swiftest God in the skies, who also happens to be in charge of ultra-extreme raunchy talk
Talking about sex is Gemini's favourite hobby and doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love flirting and lap up attention from the opposite sex, but sometimes that's all they're looking for. They need a lot of variety when it comes to sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop doorway, serious groping under the table at a fancy restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are bisexual too and can often be drawn to those of the same sex.

FAVE POSITION
As long as it's different every time, they're not fussy, but if they must choose, it's that naughty number right after 68, since they can come up for air if they need to.

BEST SEX TOY
Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so Gemini can pick up some wild, new ideas

GEMINI MALE IN BED
He likes to give AND receive and can be quite inventive. He's a lights on, in front of the mirror kinda guy and if you make a few subtle noises and talk a wee bit dirty, he'll be very happy.

GEMINI FEMALE IN BED
She is more interested in IQ than private parts. If she can't respect the intellect, then satisfaction is not possible for her. She may sleep around forever and never find her true love and she is not the most faithful of the signs. She likes sex on the run, in an airplane toilet, in the storeroom at work, in the backseat of a car.

THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON GEMINI
Focus on the shoulders, arms and legs of a Gemini and you're headed for the good books. They love a good massage and their hands are so sensitive that even having their fingernails played with sends shivers up their spine! Kiss up and down each of your Gemini's arms, sneak in a few licks, nips and nibbles. If you get one or two yelps, then you know you're doing something right. Then, move onto the fingers, slowly kiss, lick, nip and nibble each fingertip, then pull out the killer move - suck on each finger, slowly, as if it's a lollipop. I'll almost offer a money back guarantee on this one working!

Dance Style

Salsa Salsa is a fun and flirtatious Latin American dance, fuelled by Afro-Caribbean rhythms and all-night partying. The dance fuses Cuban, Puerto Rican and Columbian styles into simple and lively movements. Salsa dancers fill venues all over the UK, revelling in this hot Latin dance.

Mambo When Lou Bega rereleased 'Mambo Number Five', dancefloors in the UK were once again alive with Mambo madness. A forerunner of Salsa, Mambo is defined by 1950s Cuban Jazz and accompanied by fast and fun moves. The dance makes a memorable appearance in the hit film 'Dirty Dancing' starring Patrick Swayze.

Merengue The Merengue is the Caribbean Dominican Republic's party dance. Many of the movements are like those of Salsa, but as the Merengue's tempo is slower, the dance is easier to pick up.

Samba The Samba leapt from the street of Rio, Brazil. However, the Samba danced in the International competition style Latin American is very different to the original Bralizian party dance.

Rumba The Rumba provides the setting for sensual and passionate duel between man and woman on the dancefloor. With its pulsating and rumbling rhythms, the Rumba is the slow dance of the Latin world and often referred to as the 'Queen' of all Latin dances. The Rumba is one of the five dances used in International competition style Latin American.

Cha Cha The Cha Cha is another fun and versatile Latin dance and ranks amongst the five dances competed at international level. The dance draws its name from the rhythm of the feet on the dancefloor - 'cha cha cha' - and today's version resembles the original Cuban Cha Cha.

Argentine Tango Argentine Tango was born in Buenos Aires and is a raw and authentic dance which, like many Latin dances, explores and tests the relationship between man and woman. In Tango the man and woman are equal and with the movements weaving contact and separation, the dance suggests that either partner may be seduced. In Europe, we have translated the original Argentine Tango into the Ballroom Tango.

Tango Ballroom The Ballroom Tango is one of the five dances belonging to the International Ballroom Competitions. Many see it as the austere European relative of the raw and compelling Tango Argentino.

Paso Double During the Paso Double, the dancefloor becomes a Spanish bullfighting arena; the man is the matador; and the woman - the flowing provocative cape that entices the bull. This dance, with its constant echoing of the Spanish Flamenco, is one of the five International Latin competition dances. Click here to view a short film clip of the Pasa Double in action!

Waltz The world reknown Waltz captures romance and marks special occasions for dancers everywhere. Originally an 18th century Austrian folk-dance, the Waltz is one of the five dances of International Ballroom competitions. The dance is called the 'slow' or 'English' Waltz in countries where the Viennese Waltz is known as the Waltz. Click here to view a short film clip of the Waltz in action!

Viennese Waltz The Viennese Waltz harks back to days when the Viennese aristocracy danced to the music of Strauss and other classical composers. Today the Viennese Waltz is still danced socially, but the 'slow' or 'English' Waltz is more standard. Elegant and classic, the Viennese Waltz is one of the International Ballroom competition dances.

Foxtrot The Foxtrot is a slow and graceful dance rooted in the Tin Pan Ally of the 1920s. The dance's elegant and beautiful movements make the Foxtrot a challenging dance for ballroom dancers to master. The Foxtrot features in the five International Ballroom competition dances.

Quickstep The first dancers to take the Foxtrot to a faster tempo introduced the Quickstep. There are echoes of Charleston in the Quickstep with the dance's nimble hops and kicks, making it a lively and energetic expedition to the dancefloor. The Quickstep is one of the five international ballroom competition dances.Click here to view a short film clip of the Quickstep in action!

Freestyle/Disco Freestyle/disco is the trendiest and most popular form of dance in the UK today. In involves runs, spins, kicks and leaps as well as many other diverse steps and movements with lots of different arm and hand actions. The music can be fast and 'beaty' or slow and sensuous, allowing dancers of all ages to use freedom of expression to enhance their style.

Streetdance Have you ever seen the hottest pop band's music video or performance on Top of the Pops? Then you will already know what Streetdance looks like. Streetdance takes any form of popular music - from pop to hip hop - and choreographs routines to the beats. We have seen that, only too often, the most successful pop acts have made it big by combining Streetdance routines with their tunes and lyrics.

Theater Craft This most exciting dance form encompasses the wide spectrum of productions that are Musical Theatre. Shows like Grease, My Fair Lady, Bombay Dreams, The Lion King etc all diverse styles but all embraced by the Theatre Craft Title. A dance form for theatrical performance, preparing the body physically through exercise and stimulating artistic ability through dance movement, improvisation and interpretation of music. The use of hand props, make up and much more - it provides all the 'must have' qualities for today's amataeur and professional dancer.

Musical Theatre So you wanna be a star? Or maybe you just want to have the moves - and the fun - of the stars. So start with the IDTA's Musical Theatre Syllabus! A fusion of all modern music and dance styles, Musical Theatre takes you to inspirational heights. The spotlight's on you!

Modern Jazz Modern Jazz is fun. You will learn to develop many different movements reaching to a broad choice of varying rhythms and musical styles. Classes are structured to begin to prepare the physical strength and flexibility required to demonstrate emotion through interpretation of any musical genre, one minute you may be dancing to the rhythm of a drum, the next to a funky jazz style. You may explore contrast between expansion and relaxation or learn to isolate in a slick stylish mood, whatever the atmosphere of the class, it will be a wonderful opportunity to react and interact with other members of the class and really dance to express your feelings.

Jive When Elvis Presley came on at that last wedding reception party you went to, the guests probably took to the dance floor with the Jive. However, there are many different styles of Jive that have adjusted to the various music phases throughout the decades. The 1920s Lindy Hop, 1930s Jitterbug and Boogie Woogie, 1940s Swing, 1950s and 1960s Rock 'n' Roll and French Jive are all styles of Jive. The dance is one of the International Latin American competition dances. Click here to view a short film clip of the Jive in action!

Tap Tap is rhythm - rhythm is tap. Its origins are many and varied. Americans claim its origin dates from the African Jazz age. The Irish stake their claim to the Jigs and Step Dancing. The English relate back to northern Clog Dancers but whichever one chooses to believe, Tap is as popular today as it was in the heyday of the great Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly musicals. Evergreen shows, 42nd Street and Crazy For You, and the more reecnt Stomp and Tap Dogs highlight the great diversities of style and music in tapping. The IDTA has recently launched its new Tap Grade Examinations. Thousands of examinations and medal tests are held each year for childrens, students and professionals and a wide range of tests are available for adults of all ages. A gentle, rhythmical and enjoyable way to keep fit!

Ballet Ballet for pleasure, Ballet for the more serious-minded. This classical style of expressive movement has something to offer for everyone. Ballet dates back to the 17th century. The conventional steps, grace and fluidity of movement are still found in Ballet today. Choreographers have been influenced by composers through the ages. Ballet has a technique which is the foundation of all dance.

source from http://www.idta.co.uk

2 Jam

Yesterday I had a shadow for BJam at Curve. It was fun class and happening members with the hiao instructor :p Enjoyed myself shadowing the instructor. He is nice and ask me team teach(TT) with him next week! Yes I will do it. I need more TT in order to overcome my problems and improve the skills. Else I donno how to improve. After shadow I do another BJam class and this time TT at hartamas and I did 2nd block (without mic!). It was a challenge class whereby all members are new to BJam (as it was just replacement class). However I feel comfortable to them...not as stress as facing regular members. I was doing fine at the beginning stage...however once I've lost count then all kelam kabut already. Usually I'm confident with the chory but donno what's wrong with last nite. After lost count I've forgotten what I should do and calm myself. sigh... After class got comments from the instructor...a lot...but all constructive and those really my weaknesses. I need to improve them one by one. Hopefully next TT will be better.

The comments given are:
1. Chory not on the dot. Unable to know where should I start the move.
2. Pre-que on the spot. Need to bring it forward.
3. My words too long. Only need precise and short word.
4. Not much feeling que.
5. Que words too harsh...need more gentle.
6. No transition. Flat class. No build up to excitement.
7. I'm too serious look. Need more smile. Enjoy the class.

P/S: I was 'pancit' after 2 classes. In fact a night before slept less than 4 hours and I'm very gang ho to do 2 classes and then go for drinks and sleep @ 3am :p ~~ Consequences--> very tired and sleepy! Tonight will try to rest if possible...however still go workout hehe.

Photo

Just got the photos from beloved sister, Stephannie :p I love them so much cos everyone looks pretty hehehe. Taken some pics while drinking at Laundry last Saturday. Steph, my bosom sister where we've been long time no see due to both of us so busy :( But at last she joined us last saturday with her bf. So happy to see her. happy to have a pic with close friend and close sis. :D

Dear sis,
I wish we really have a day to catch up
each other ;) Don't work so hard till you've got lack of sleep ok. Hope to see
you pretty pretty everyday. *Hugssss*

Just knew also taken some group pic for all gals...(didn't remember at all :p)...waiting for it!

Cleaning

Last night after work decided not to go anywhere and just head home. Had early dinner then I did some laundry and tidy up my wardrobe. Then decided to do some cleaning of my room. It's been long time I wanna clean up but no time and tired. hehe. Basically I just rearrange some furnitures, clean the floor and change new bedsheet and quilt cover set. But yet to have detail clean up because it's limited time and not feeling well though... But better than nothing. At least I feel more comfortable with my room now with new soft and smooth quilt set hohoho. Had a good night sleep last night but still not enough :p

All Alone

Lately I feel very stress at work. It's all because what am I doing all by myself. No one can help! And it's not easy to pick up the huge system with limited guides :( Some more lately a lot of pushy from different party need a date to be done for certain things. And it's not only one but few! I only got 1 brain and 2 hands how am I can done all these? Besides I need to become project manager to manage the schedule myself! Worst is my boss always not around or not free for me...hard to discuss with him and a lot of things I need to deal it myself. Especially deal with UK company and the clients. Stress! Stress! Stress! I really have no idea where should I start from to finish all these? Pick up ppl's code is not easy...not say maintaining it. sigh...and it's not proper organize....just found out I have problem in setting up the system and also build the project! What a mess!! *crying*

Tomorrow got a conference call with UK and Singapore ppl....all by myself...boss not free... aiyoh lagi stress! gotta talk about all the works for the client...gonna die :( *wish me luck*

KO

I'm KO by the bad haze and most probably exhausted past few days. Been sleeping late around 3am and wake up 7ish in the morning :p But I had fun hanging out with friends! Little sacrifice not a matter hehe. Last Friday had a small gathering for lantern fest at Larry's place...had a small pot luck then we played mahjong till 2ish. I got the luck and won all their money! hiak. All the while I lost to them one neh...hohoho. Next day become ji mui so gotta get up 7am. aikss... so the sleepy...after the event straight go home sleep from 11ish am till 2pm. Was a little bit over slept. Got Wave class at 3pm @ hartamas. lucky be there on time. After TF went for massage... ouch! that's painful shiatsu massage...bruises all over my body now :p. I don't feel like going home for Saturday night although I feel tired. So just called up girl friends and they said go to Laundry again! kekeke ... I said ok!

Were at Laundry around 10ish pm...lucky the bar still got available places for us. The night was also girls night out and this time more girls. Total 8 girls I think...with some of their guy friends. Met my friend as well. I was drunk drunk drunk! all gals were crazy leh...drank so much. too many mixture of drinks. 3 stouts, 1 baileys, 1 semboka, 2 chemical, 1 shot (mixture of 2 types alcohol but no name), 1 lamborghini, 1 whisky (from my friend), 1 JD Coke (spilled half cup...lucky huh:p)...this time I really over limit...probably happy drinking with the girls so forget my limit :p puke twice ... ish ish...not a good feeling neh... lucky got a girl friend sending me home cos I cant drive that night. *smirk* I have no worries cos I know someone there will take care of me *wink* Although next day gotta hang over but I did enjoy the night and something happened that made me feel good :D

Sunday as usual shadow jam at taipan then combat then makan then drink....did a guilty thing... but don wanna mention here hehehe. That's my weekend!

Ji Mui Day

Last Saturday morning became ji mui to my ex-colleague's, Mavis wedding day. Quite a number of us cos most MYOB are gals. First of all, we all arrived about the same time and first thing is to have breakfast there. The breakfast delicious...Mavis really can cook! We all keep eating while waiting for the bride ready. Then we took some pic with the bride before the groom arrive. As usual, the wedding day for chinese is to play the groom before he got to meet the bride. Then the yum char thingy. I was busy taking pics for others...managed to get some group pics. I stayed until the bride ready to go out to groom's house. I'm so sleepy (slept late on Friday nite cos had a small lantern gathering at Larry's house n played mahjong till late :p). I need to catch some sleep before head to Hartamas for Wave class replacement. The rest decided follow the bride to groom's house...I've become ji mui quite number of times...quite fun though.

Here some pictures on the day....
The bride...Mavis & me


01 The cute little doggies rare by Mavis...both dressed up nicely. 02 The roasted pig usually needed for big day. 03 The bouquet of flower for the bride. 04 Nice snoopy toys sticked on wedding car.

Sick

Due to yesterday bad haze weather...finally I've got knocked down. I thought I was OK and strong till yesterday. I think also because I party on Saturday nite till late nite and next day woke up with sorethroat. Lack of water should be and the bad bad bad weather. sigh.... sick is a suffering thing!

This morning suppose to take MC but boss ask to have meeting...since got woke up and want to settle some stuff so came to office. But I'm getting sick and I need some sleep. So better off now. For my friends out there take care and drink more water. Fight with the haze k? Ciao...

Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow

Fanny, Chai, Shirlyn, Lyn

Yesterday

Suppose go for shadow at Curve FF but due to some misunderstanding then no more liao. So just join as member for BJam. My reason to Curve is because I wanna take shower and change there so later will meet up party friends later at Laundry...yeah same as last week Thursday always be there hehehe. Kind of like that place :p Watch out...might be there again next week kekeke. Reason? hmmm know more peeps lor. Everytime there sure got guys approach one. Last night knew someone working there as well. Cute but young guy....sigh...why all the guys I know sure younger one? especially those way too young :p Last nite got 3 gals 2 guys. Same 3 gals as last week. one of the guy was my ex ex colleague...great to party with u for first time...and I bet you will join us again anytime. The other smart and serious guy just knew from my gal friends...hmmm better and more fun than someonen else...gals...u know who am I talking about. So bad me huh? Not as packed as last week but still ok. Had 3 stouts (suppose 4 but a guy just know helped to finish it which I don't think I can finish :p...so nice of him), 2 shots - Chemical (4 nice colors 4 small cups with nice taste also) & Semboka Coffee Bean. Will like to try all sorts of shots if possible kekeke. Some sparkles towards the end of the night...but I'm not going to tell what is happening :p

Today

So sien whole day no internet at office. Feel very sleepy consequences from last night. kekeke. Slept only at 3am. What a boring Friday I've ever had...sob sob.

Plan to have a dinner with someone but didn't think about anyone...so just decide to go home la. Lucky my gang said got get together small party later tonite. better still! so called pot luck for last minute hehehe. Ok since nothing to do. I'll go home sleep a while first before join the party ler. very sleepy now. My gal friend ask to join her at Loft but no thanks....I'm too tired. One night a week clubbing cukup! kekekeke

Tomorrow

Early morning go for excolleague house as "Ji Mui". But just be there for the morning. Afternoon got Wave class replacement at Hartamas 3pm leh. Thought of go massage one .... see if got time after class will go for it :p No plan yet for night...might look for gal friend for yum char...any better plan??? hmmm....

Happy Mid Autumn Festival 中秋节快乐

What a wonderful day for me today! Can't access internet due to streamyx down for my office area...duhhhh but managed to get dial up once a while. kekeke

Wanna wish everyone since early morning "Happy Mid Autumn Festival!" Enjoy the family dinner or dating whatever you will and enjoy the mooncake on your table! I wish to have a good dinner with family or someone but don't think it will happen. Forget it! I'm ok with it and it's not any special day :D

Hiding?

A friend said that I'm good in hiding my worries..unhappiness. My answer was that's the way. If not you wanna show all your worries to everyone? I don't wish my friends or anyone besides me get moody by my problems. However sometimes I do show it and no good to make others unhappy also. I've been trying to practice not to hurt anyone besides me. I used to hurt a lot ppl around me especially my family. So now I try not to have much contact with them then will have lesser contradictions....donno since when I didn't go back my home town see my parents (if yes also didn't manage to see them as they were out often). Even staying with my sisters but I don't meet them often (I go out later than them and came home when they asleep). Even see them also didn't talk much. I just don't feel like talking at home. Like to stay alone...thank godness I still got friends...however sometimes I do need someone can talk to but unable to get...when I'm really really down and need one...

No worries...I'll be fine the next day! For who know me.

Nothing

Everyone been asking me are you ok? I will like to answer nothing...in fact sometimes I don't know how to tell and what I should tell?

Not in good mood these few days and decided to write something that in my thoughts since I'm resting at home tonight. The earliest day I've ever home since past 1 week. Same thing mentioned from my sis just now. sigh... Why I must make myself so tired so not free? However I admitted I'm enjoying my life but sometimes really too exhausted till feel like giving up esp when you are down and something happened not right....

After wrote and talked to friends I felt better...should not think too much then will be better? I've think too much I pressume. Do you find that whenever you are very very very tired and you tend to think something negatively....something make you feel very very very down?? Now I'm at this period. Whenever I'm very very very tired I will have depression...the consequences even made me felt no confident at all!

I'm not good in talking...not good in express myself...not good in interpret my meaning. I got this problem since young. I'm not used to talk to anyone since young. I'm the youngest in my family and way too young from my siblings. Parents too old also. They don't talk to me much. I used to keep everything to myself. I don't and donno how to tell what am I thinking and what I want. I'm lousy with that. Time goes by and adviced from friends, I've learnt to open myself to let go my feeling...try to tell what I wanna tell....it made me better and changing of myself. Is this call self evolution?

I think I can express much better thru internet. I can type more than I talk. Some of my friends might think that I'm dominant and can be a big sister. Know why? I'm the youngest and wish to have younger sister or brother. I'm too used to be youngest and pampered. Especially a small girl compare to all my siblings. I don't know is it call independant but since young all by myself. Help myself in the feelings, take care myself when everyone not at home. However I still think I was dependant when young.

Everyone will has a process of fell down and climb up again in their life. You may or may not learnt something from the lessons. I've learnt some but still not fully. Depends it is small or big matters. I can see myself better in certain aspect. I'm much better to control my temper. I've learnt not to persistent on something. Try to let go and look broader then you will feel better. I was a perfectionist (not sure now I'm still)...if yes may be certain aspect. When I can't do it then I'll not force myself. What I know now is try to be happy...enjoy the moments you have now. Enjoy as much as you can now. Don't regret when you look back.

While writing this entry and chatting with a girl friend and she inspires me one thing. Try not to expect too high then you won't get much disappointments. Not to compare who is good and who is not good. Try to see things from different aspects but not just one side. You only able to see surface but you don't know what is happening beneath? What you do should be yourself to answer it. It's your own decision and no one can decide for you. In the end no regret for whatever you've decided.

Keep telling ourself what is right what is wrong. What you want exactly? Will you regret? Don't compare. Further vision and broaden your heart....once a while you need some inspiration and something awaken you. Right?

Smart vs Dumb

Which one you will choose? I find that be a woman is not easy. Too smart ppl will say you too smart till you are dominant in any cases. You will have your own decision and you can take care yourself. Too dumb ppl will say you dumb blonde that donno anything and lost interest to be friend with you.

I think no matter you at which side still got ppl will comment you. I think the problem is not either you smart or dumb. The question is you must know when and where you should be neither smart nor dumb. That's the tricky part. Tricky where you have to know when should act smart when should act dumb.

A smart woman is should know play a trick. Too smart to be independant also not a good thing. However sometimes a woman need to be independant to take care herself when she has no one can dependant. However if there is someone there you should too dependant as well. Be smart when should dependant and when should independant. All these relate to whatever in your life.

What a hard job be a smart or dumb blonde?? Don't you agree?

Do You Love Yourself?

Have you ever ask this question to yourself? My answer is NO. I don't always love myself. Only sometimes will when my mood is good and I did something that I'm satisfied. Other than that most of the time I hate myself especially was something happened in my life few years ago. Before that I don't hate so much of myself...I'm satisfied with I have...What I've done I'm ok with it and I have much more confident...However ever since things happened and with age growing...I've lost myself once...I've worked hard to get myself back but not 100% before happily me...including my confident. Now on and off with and without confident. Can't do things better...until hate myself...

When I was young I don't feel such pain. I have confident doing everything and so far what I've gone thru were successful. Although I'm not too outstanding person but it's consider moderate and I'm satisfied with whatever I did. I am much more happier when young. Don't you think that you were happier when studying? I bet everyone does. I wish I've given few years back and start to do what I like with no regrets...sometimes it's too late until you realized it. What a life huh?

"Forget the past and start looking forward for future!"

Happy Birthday to Little Blacky

Happy Birthday to Raymond aka Little Blacky aka Ah Neh!!

Yesterday was his birthday and we went to Kepong to have crabs. The foods were nice especially the crabs. Been to this restaurant few years back. Nice and cheap food selling there. only RM18 per kg for crab leh...go try la. Total 10 of us and we ordered more than 10 dishes! We had 5 types crabs (Kam Heong, Cheese, Salt Egg Yolk, Hot Sour, Marmite) total 5kgs (I think) and some other dishes i.e. long life mee, tauhu, buddha over the wall, marmite pork rib, "juk tan", vege 2 types, donno what kind of pork...see the pics below hohoho...
While enjoying the delicious food...lots of laughter we had too...while some of them talking and laughing I'm enjoying to test my new camera...kakaka lots of candid pics taken with different effects...
2 by 2 pics....

Group Pic (don't feel like taking pic of myself but they asked me in)....I was a photographer last nite :D

We were so full but Gan suggested to get a cake...mousse cake they bought not bad...lucky just a small one...here the cake cutting moment...ah neh so drama....

Below some of the candid shots that I tried to use different mode from my camera...until my camera batt flat :p

After happily and satisfied our stomach then we went to SS2 kopitiam next to Murni...Penang Road to have drinks but main purpose is to kepoh lah...hahaha.

I was so sleepy after makan neh...We all 6 of us in one car from same place...It was fun to have all in one car kepoh kepoh hehe and lucky I don't need to drive...really sleepy leh...especiall so full meal...overall we had a great night with cheap and delicious meal and especially the laughters....

Last but not least...the present we gave to Raymond...a new Nike Shox Swift...his favourite color

Past Weekend

Saturday (30/9)
Initial plan was go to beauty workshop...however too tired and need more sleep so slept until almost 11am. Sacrified the voucher and thought plan to go to IOI register myself at 12noon. In fact morning can't sleep much as a lot of msgs to reply...sigh...at 11ish Tina said the queue in IOI very long...oh no...so I changed my plan just stop by there to register first and then only go home pack my gym clothes :p lucky its near my house. By the time I reached there no more queue leh...aiks...if I know don't need go there first la. After registered then had lunch with my close friend...he plans to join BPump, my plan is to join BStep, BCombat and BJam. Rushed home changed and rushed back to join BStep...nearly can't make it hehe. Thanks to my friend reserve a board for me :p BStep was good...full house neh...It was a gap of time between BStep and BCombat...so me, Kelvin, Tina & Esquire were shopping together try to get clothes for BJam later...its yellow theme. Joined BCombat but skipped last 2 tracks...wanna keep my energy for BJam later mar. Both combat n jam were great with superb instructors. Members too hyper and as usual both packed with members. hot hot hot!

What a tired day. The day ends with our makan session at Wong Kok Restaurant. As usual always had a good time makan n chit chatting with the gang...home around 11ish but yet still sleep at around 2am :p

Sunday (1 Oct)
Plan workout only in the afternoon...yeah...its time to catch more sleep...woke up 11ish. wash clothes, preparing the dress later at nite for wedding dinner, prepare myself to IOI for combat. How come I'm always slow and nearly late for the class...hohoho...can't manage to do some bank stuff before the class...duh...wat to do...do it after class lor. I was very hungry b4 class but no time...so just join the class first then only makan. We went to Little Taiwan restaurant opposite Taylor's college for lunch cum dinner? haha later I still got wedding dinner also leh...don't care lar...I was very hungry. First time try the food there and not bad...still got other food in the menu I wish to try *wai sik face* kekeke....

As you know at night got wedding dinner...It was my ex colleague, Mavis wedding dinner. Actually I was home early after lunch...sent car to wash...then get ready but I still late out from my house. The dinner suppose starts at 7pm but I left my house only at 7:30pm *oooppss* wonderful is I'm not sure the restaurant is! Just try my luck to look at the map on invitation card to search around...However I was lost! really not familiar with Ampang place. So in the end gotta call the bride to get me correct direction. I was totally late and I'm the last one arrive among my ex colleagues from MYOB :p...hahaha but I like it...like so glamour to walk to the table and everyone looking at me kekeke. pai seh pai seh :D lucky the dinner not started yet. All of us taken up 2 tables and 2 of the bosses gotta sit on another table :p When I arrived my ex boss came to greet me. sorry at din notice him at all *grin*. He did mentioned that old working space still available, and if I'm interested to go back can look for him :D. As usual chit chatting and take some pics...asking everyone how are you bla bla bla...then start eating...then take pics again. Dinner end quite late...around 10ish. It was not so bad dinner la...at least a gathering for me with all PD department ppl and with some already left MYOB as well.

Here some pics taken (I didn't bring my camera...) still waiting some to send over.

Joke of The Day

This morning heard a joke from my boss...the story is like this...One day, his father get into the car and immediately he said: "Oh Shit! My steering wheel got stolen!"....the truth is...........he got in the back seat of the car.

We were laughing in the meeting room....it's funny when u imagine it and my boss expressions hehe. What a joke of the day...at least brighten up monday blue :p