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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Hiding?

A friend said that I'm good in hiding my worries..unhappiness. My answer was that's the way. If not you wanna show all your worries to everyone? I don't wish my friends or anyone besides me get moody by my problems. However sometimes I do show it and no good to make others unhappy also. I've been trying to practice not to hurt anyone besides me. I used to hurt a lot ppl around me especially my family. So now I try not to have much contact with them then will have lesser contradictions....donno since when I didn't go back my home town see my parents (if yes also didn't manage to see them as they were out often). Even staying with my sisters but I don't meet them often (I go out later than them and came home when they asleep). Even see them also didn't talk much. I just don't feel like talking at home. Like to stay alone...thank godness I still got friends...however sometimes I do need someone can talk to but unable to get...when I'm really really down and need one...

No worries...I'll be fine the next day! For who know me.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I don't really know what you are thinking but by the looks I am sure you are old enough to appreciate what is in front of you when you have them. You should communicate with your family more often. I am sure your parents are not mad at you or anything they might be dissapointed on the things you say. they might think that you are old enough and should be able to treat them better. I think you should talk to your parents more. You know you don't always have your parents with you the whole life. Cherish them while they are still with you. I know for one that if you don't cherish your loved ones when there are still beside you, you will regret it one day. Friends always comes and goes, but family always stays with you.

Tony said...

I tot that gal talk to gal is much easier than guy talk to guy? Anyhow, even if u think ur sis cant help u with ur problem, but then if u talk to them, u feel some kind like release stress, then there is no harm right?

Everybody have their mood string problem, and this is not only apply to gals, actually it apply to guys only...Ya, as u said, maybe u r good in hiding, hide away your worries or unhappy to your friend or family... Actually me also the same, heheheh.....what to do......

Anyhow, Shirlyn, hope u get well soon, from ur mental illness. Read book, watch movie, go out with a gang of friend or love one, do whatever u think can make u happy or unless make u forget your unhappiness, then everything that u cant solve now, leave it till tomorrow. Remember, tomorrow will be definately a better day....

kt said...

don't endure the down times alone dear, it always helps to talk 2 ppl; frens or family.
if u want the unbiased listening-ear of someone who doesn't know heads or tails of ur life... u have my number. i'll b happy 2 lend an ear ok?
take care ya!

Shirlyn said...

thanks for all the advices.

anonymous: yeah u r right. I think I should back to see them often. I'm ok with them if I wanted to :) They got no prob with me as well. Hopefully by end of the year my sis n family back from Perth for holiday then will have family gathering which I wish to :)

tony: got ur words...i'm doing something else which helping me forget what my mental illness :p u know wat...i'll be fine the next day even today very down :D

kt: thanks n for sure i'll look for u when need someone :p