Still Waiting

I am still waiting and forever waiting. Waiting for something that might not get an answer.

What if one day I stopped thinking of you will you mind? I bet you won't mind.

How I wish I will not thinking of you every now and then. So that I won't be so suffering.

Why I need to control my emotions?

Why you can do it and I can't? What is the reason? Is it you are not serious and I'm too serious?

Why you are not bother to know? Because not interested?

Silly. Fed up. Helpless.