An early Valentine's card

Last night my ex msg me said got something to pass to me. Then I just ask him pass it to me at my house lift lobby. I got early valentine's cards from him. 2 cards. and also a letter written when he is down after we broke off. He keeps asking me give him another & last chance. I felt pity on him but I tell myself I can't be with him anymore. I don't want be stupid again and let him hurt me. I don't wish to see him getting weak and let go himself. Wish he can get over soon and take care himself...

New Hairstyle

Yesterday was public holiday for KL so I just went to salon to do my hair. I've changed to a new look again! My hair now is very straight and black. Look more healthy compare with last time. Still not used to my new look and always need to take care carefully. sigh...lazy to take care like tat. so troublesome. but want pretty mar wat can I do?? The hairstylist ask me don't wash hair for 3 days I was "HUH" you know I can't wash my hair even a day and now 3 days wor... don't know I can stand such long or not. But if not will waste all the efforts wor. This time did my hair cost me a lot. 1 third of my bonus gone! These few days really spent a lot for preparing cny. pok kai again liao...

dang dang dang dang...new hair style!!


This evening got an interview in phileo damansara. A bit bored going for interview. Most hate is doing the technical test. Kind of fed up for interviews without any good news... *sad* Wish this time all the best la.

These few days were peaceful days. My ex didn't disturb me or appear out of sudden. Hope this is for long. I try not to go out these few days as to avoid him and I got lots of orders for crystals which needed to be finished before cny!!! OMG can't sleep early again for this week...rush rush rush gotta rush for the orders! =(

How to remove chewing gum???

If it is real chewing gum I got a way to remove it. But this chewing gum is not an ordinary chewing gum. I'm lost and don't know how to remove it. It is so sticky. Who can help me???

I'm helpless now. I already broke off last week as this time I'm serious. I treat him as ex but he doesnt think so. After few days peace to me then it is a disaster started yesterday. He started sms or call me. First to say settle the debts with me. Then ask me is this break off consider last time. I straight answer him "Yes, and my answer will not change!". Then ok thought he accepts my answer and tell me something nonsense that u will think silly or childish. He told me he knew a gal n wants her become his gf. What the heck told me all this in my thought. Then I just replied him "do as ur wish is non of my business". In my thoughts I think he loves me so much impossible to love other girl so soon and if it is where got another stupid girl like me will like him? If yes pity this girl. Then he sms again n telling like we r really over n settled everything. So I just don't reply him as he told me something that not important to me.

Then I just drive to gym. Who knows he calls but I didn't pick up. He called few times n same thing I didn't pick up. Then he sms me say why no pick up his call n he is worry am I fine? Me lazy to bother him. So just go to gym. After gym went back to check my phone. Many miss calls and sms. mostly all from him! Damn it, you know he cant contact me and said very worry on me. so he called up my friend's husband (I donno where the hell he got my friend's number) then get my close friend and my friend thought something happened to me n called me. He is really bastard...I hate him disturbed my friend and family. In one of the sms he even claim to call my mum ask am I ok not. Crazy!!!! End up by forcing I have to stop him doing those stupid things so just replied him "I'm very fine and no need worry me and stop worry me. Stop disturb my family, friends n me!". He stopped msg me from that time. I thought the story is end.

So, after shower went to Loft bar meet up Fanny, Julie, Suzuki and their friends. Is all girls night. First time been there and I like it. Is comfortable and not crowded. Had fun and drank 3 cups. May be because I didn't eat any solid food for dinner so feel high easily n almost drunk. We left at about 12. Was so sleepy and dizzy =p too long time out from alcohol mar. When reached home and waiting lift at lobby. Who knows that bastard coming and horn from far. I pretend don't know is him and faster get up the lift and ran back to my house. I don't dare to switch on light at all and faster get into bed to sleep. I put my phone in silent mode and slept. But he keeps sms me and I got wake up by my phone vibration sound. Damn give me a break and let me have a nice sleep ok??? Lucky by help of alcohol I can sleep easily and don't know what happened next. The story still not end yet...

This morning as usual go to work. That bastard already waiting me at my office for long! gosh, please leave me alone lar...He insists to talk to me so ok I give him 10 mins. In this 10 mins nothing is solved and I told him again we r really ended and don't disturb me forever but he insists our problem can be solved. OMG...now problem is not the problem we faced, today this problem tomorrow might be another problem. and I don want say who is wrong now. The problem is our direction not same. I want what I decided not be with him so nothing can say anymore. To him he still hopes that can solve the problem like last time. This time I'm firmed! But he is forcing me until feel like moving away to avoid him! How to make him let me go? I just walk away after 10 mins. I know he will not give up and do something.

How can I free from him and his game??

Fall in sick

Yesterday my throat felt uneasy and at night while sleeping can feel nose blocking... Then it getting worst in this morning, keep sneezing and now like got flu already. *cry* I don wan sick during cny leh. Hope can get well soon. *pray*

Wedding Dinner

Yesterday just remembered I took a pic from my friend's wedding dinner on new year eve. I was so busy and forgotten what I did on the past. Sigh...memory getting weak. Don't wanna admit old also cannot...*geeezzz* but I still look young. Young in my heart is enough lor hoh kakakka.

one of my best friend's wedding dinner on 31 Dec 2004

bai bai....

this early morning my sis n niece flying off to perth already. sigh...will be long time can't see them.. anyway will plan to visit them in June. will get cheaper air fare from matta fair helding soon. So now I'm saving my leave for this trip. Yes looking forward for it!!!

hmmm these few days very eng in the office. donno wat to do and internet up n down. sien. recently i'm trying hard to go interview hee heee.... this weekend there is a company having walk-in interview...thinking to try on it. but then hoh first time for me n donno how's the atmosphere there...a bit scare of too crowded.

now everyday after work donno wat to do. just plan go home cook for dinner n watch show. may be some day call up friends for dinner or drinks. n planning to resume gym activities tomorrow onwards since stopped for long. I wish to gain back my health soon and slimmer by cny. (*.*) worry my stamina low n cant take exercise for long...try my best lar.

so my friends out there, next time any hanging out pls call me yeah. If I'm free for sure will join!

Help Packing

It's been long time I did not blog here. Feel bored. What have I been lately? I also can't answer properly. Can only say that my relationship problem up and down. So now I try to get a peace out from this problem. I'm really tired physically and mentally.

Lately I heard a lot of bad things on me. Those gossips which never exists. I donno why got such ppl like to talk bad which is not true to someone. It really hurts. I hate being blame or treat unjustly. I don't like those gossips that spoiled my image. Why?? why they wan to do so to hurt me or hurt someone besides me??? really sad on this....

Now, I decided to have my own life back. I wan be like old time me more active and cheerful. I've changed since knowing him...I can't lie to myself anymore that I can't stay at such situation anymore. Wish to have a peaceful mind at the moment....better to go away from those gossip environment...

ok enough of sad things..but still got another sad thing to tell. sigh..my sis leaving tomorrow. So last weekend back to seremban and help her to pack all her stuffs. They really got a lot of things. over 30 boxes stuffs to pack. I helped until midnite. By the time back to KL already almost 2am. *yawn* so sleepy today... monday blues....no mood to work leh...

It's Friday!!!

Yippie is another weekend coming. Look like this weekend past by very fast. why leh? hee hee because this week I just worked for 3 days. I went to Genting Highland since new year eve till Tuesday only return. Back to work on Wednesday. It is good and time flies if work only 3 days in a week hee hee...So, what's ur plan for coming weekend? I'll going back to Seremban to spend more time with my sis and niece who are leaving 2 weeks later.

Recently really a lot ppl go genting leh. When I'm there always pack with ppl and hotel almost fully booked. When I was there weather a bit cold and with a lot of mist. Heard that got land slide. Yeah it is true, I saw the land slide when going back. But still a lot ppl go up there wor. Think nothing serious ler.

Merry X'mas

Here to wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Whatever your plan tonight, wish you have a good time with loves one...

I'm going out of KL tonight for celebrating. Enjoy and happy weekend too.

Everyone resigned

Bad news to my boss...in this week suddenly got 4 colleagues resigned. And 3 of them last day by end of this month or early of January. Suddenly the whole support department no more people. Don't know how is my boss feeling...a bit pity him but then is himself made us how desperate to leave the company. Sigh...sooner my office will become extremely quiet. Envy my colleagues who can resign, don't know till when is my turn???

Wedding Dinner

Last Sunday went for a college friend's wedding dinner. sien lar...this month got 4 wedding dinner invitations! and everywhere heard ppl getting married....

sigh...my digital camera shot shot a bit liao...everytime wanna take pic sure no battery. when wanna get group pic with bride & bridgegroom but then .... but i'm asking other friend to send me the pic n will update later.

mei lin, me, soue hoong


mei lin, me, soue hoong n phoon (back)

Loneliness

Now, I am alone at home feel lonely and isolated from the world. I hate such feeling. No one around me even my family or my friends. I need someone to talk to but I don't know who should I talk to. The only one is thinking of someone....I really can't do anything at the moment and can't forget everythin. I wish I can go somewhere else for long to forget those unhappiness and start a new life. I really wish to......

How to find true love?

Can anyone tell me what is true love? How to find it? I am clueless to make a decision for the case I will mention after this.

"If someone that love you very much until he lost control to do something that hurt you and make you sad. You will think it is impossible for you being together with him. The final decision should be break up or still with him? The factor for you to make decision is he really really loves you as much as he can which can give you everything. He is very good sometimes as a boy friend. But in other hand because of too love you which scared to loose you then make him not
trust you and suspect you and did something harsh without control. His starting point is for good but indirectly hurt your and he still not notice it or not admit the mistakes. He said you are wrong because you suppose not to do something that hurt him. You should treat him well as what he did to you. So, what will do you from this situation?"

For your opinion, you will get someone that love you very much or you love him more? If you choose he loves you more than you love him, what if he did something hurt you and you can't be with him anymore, and some other reasons like financial unstable will it under your consideration to leave him or love him?

Hope someone can leave me some advices here...thank you.

Genting Highland Trip

Went to Genting Highland on 2-4 Dec. Here are some pics to share. This was my last trip with my sis's family. Although short period but still had fun with them.

my niece,vivian & me


my nephew, christopher entering engage game's competition


practising the game for competition


highland hotel


highland hotel

Bye bye Christopher...

My nephew, Christopher is in the plane now n flying off to Perth. I will not see him for long.

To Chris,

Sorry that I can't send you will miss you a lot... ~_~

Love,
Sai Yee
*crying*

China Public Toilet

This morning read an email about China toilet. Now only I remembered I had bad experience while in China. Their public toilet really dirty and narrow. I'm so scared to go those public toilet until I hold myself for long to search for nicer restaurant or hotel's toilet. There is one time I have to go to the underground plaza toilet, and before enter the toilet there is a sign mentioned those toilets only for ladies. I thought is ok but then when entered inside really dirty and dark. Well because emergency so I have to go in. Who knows the door can't lock! Not only this frighten me, the most scary thing is I can see people passing thru in front of the door no matter gals or guys! then I only know that alure is the route to carpark leh! It is so unsecure.

Mixture of feeling

My sis and her family 4 of them migrating to Perth soon. I'm happy that they manage to get what they want but sad when think of not seeing them often anymore in future. At first they plan my bro-in-law will go there first by this weekend. Then my sis, nephew and niece will go a month later. At first I thought I still got plenty of time to be with them before they leave. I'm trying to go back my hometown to see them often nowadays.

However, yesterday heard a sad news from my sis. Her son plans to go with his father by this weekend. Such a short notice which I don't have much time to see my nephew for more. It suddenly made me feel sad. I know I'll miss them very much especially my nephew.

I will sad and cry when someone or something lost or not beside me anymore that used to be...I'm so silly even though I know I still can see them but I'll be reluctant to see them leaving me. I feel even more sad because my parent will more lonely without them around. All the while the family accompany my parent more than us who are working in KL.

sad...crying...

Back from holiday

At last my holiday ended. But still in holiday mood =p I took an extra day off on yesterday to have a good rest. Been walking too much until my legs broken and left donno no where. hahaha

Here is my photos taken during the trip. Here another photo album newly added. A lot photos right? hahahha slowly view lor...

My trip journal:

Day 1: Depart from KLIA and transit in Changi Airport. Reached Guang Zhou at 3 something in the afternoon. We checked in hotel named Ai Qun Hotel (爱群大酒店) which just opposite Pearl River (珠江). Used to be very famous building in Guang Zhou. Then we had seafood dinner. The food ok lar but too oily to us and too much. That's because my bro-in-law's relative ordered for us. I think we had 14-15 dishes. Anyway 10 of us just cost RMB500+. After dinner we went to Beijing Road (北京路) for shopping. Just a short shopping for first day and do not buy anything. First to do some survey. Anyway we all are tired and back to hotel rest. We walked back to hotel from Beijing Road took us half an hour. We all very very tired and legs seriously sore.

Day 2: Had nice breakfast which are porridge, yummy dumpling and cheong fun. Cheap and delicious food. Only cost 3-5RMB per item. Then we walk to another shopping place called 海珠广场 which can buy anything in very cheap retail price but in certain quantity. Bought little from there because not much time there. Then we head to another shopping street called 上下九路. We shopped from day till night. Anyway their day shorter then night. Sunset at around 6 something. It is nice walking along the street with cool wind but it is not really cold at all. We enjoyed our shopping and everyone bought what they want. We even changed to new jacket just bought. =) But this night we have to walk miles again back to hotel which we try to save money not to take cab and we do not have any map guide us! In fact the distance quite near to our hotel but we took long way...damn tired also. Advice: If you wanna walk try to get a map first before you start walk. It will save your time and energy,

Day 3: Woke up early prepare to go Zhu Hai (珠海). We left our luggage in the hotel where we stay because we will back to Guang Zhou. It takes 1 hour plus to reach Zhu Hai. On the way almost reaching town, we stopped by a place of interest (珠海渔女) to snap some pics. There is a story about this statue which you can refer to my album and written short synopsis about the story. We reached hotel at about 1pm then we went for an expensive lunch in underground shopping mall which near to Zhu Hai & Macau custom (供北港口). We spent whole day just shopping underground but yet still not finish our shopping which we all tired and wanna dinner. Well the things there consider cheap and nice. If you know how to bargain you can get best price. One thing to say is the resturant food here not oily and more delicious then Guang Zhou restaurant food.

Day 4: After breakfast we do some shopping again in the underground mall and back to hotel check out then walk 5 minutes to the custom to go over Macau. Macau heldinig 50th Grand Prix for F3 racing. Most of the roads closed and caused traffic jam. We can hear the racing sounds and even see the racing cars. We left our baggage in Lisboa Casino (葡京) for free then go to the famous place of interests 大三巴 snap some pics then walk back to the casino and go in play few games. Then we quickly catch jet foil from ferry station (港澳码头) to Hong Kong. It took 1 hour for us to reach Hong Kong. From the ferry station we take MTR to hotel. Damn, got to walk far away to the hotel which we all don't know where it is without any map! Lucky the hotel in HK got map provided so next day we won't missing in no where. hee hee. We had quite expensive dinner in HK compare with Guang Zhou or even in Malaysia. Stays and meals in HK quite expensive. My sisters they all shop at Miu Kai (庙街) but me and Calvin just walk around the streets near by and take pics. After refreshed only both of us went to Lam Kwai Fong (兰桂坊) to take a look. Nothing special there only few happening pubs with lots of guai lou. *no chance meet any actors or actress..blehhh* I think KL pubs more happening than HK one. Still prefer KL lifes. Guess what, we took mini bus back to hotel leh. It is much much more cheaper by taking cab!

Day 5: Had breakfast then shop at Mong Kok. Nothing special, the streets crowded with peoples and I did not buy anything. Saw Hello Kitty handphone set which is special. My sis bought it for her daughter hee hee...I can play around with it. We left HK around evening to catch a direct train from HK to Guang Zhou. It takes 1 hour plus to reach Guang Zhou via Shen Zhen. First plan to stop by Shen Zhen but too rush for us so just forget it. I think Shen Zhen nothing much to see and give me an impression a dirty and unsafe place. Lucky we do not go so many places as we all very very tired rushing and walking around. Advice: next time plan more time to stay at 1 place instead just 1 day. It is a harsh to go so many places within short time. We had late dinner at our favourite shop near the hotel. hee hee. I should recommend this shop for my friends that I really love their dumpling! haha

Day 6: Go back to the same shopping streets that we shopped before. We can't finish shopping for 1 whole street in a day. But we still go to new shopping mall far away from hotel which called Tee Mall (天河城). I did not get anything from there because expensive. Still prefer go to those streets selling very cheap goods. We had 粤菜 as dinner. This kind of dishes consists of hakka, cantonese, tiochew dishes. It is famous dishes. You should try when you in Guang Zhou. Also, this time treated by my bro-in-law relatives and we had more than 10 dishes. Guess we are shopping queens and kings...we still go shopping after dinner. hohoho... But this time going back to hotel by cab. Become smarter right? hahahaha we do not dare to walk far again.

Day 7: Again, shopping shopping shopping! hahahaha last minute shop and buy whatever we want! This is the most terrible day among the days. Walk lot more than usual and rush more than usual. But still enjoyed and can bought something we like lor...hee hee...Hmm although very tired but happy to had delicious lunch. The wan tan mee nice. The shop located at 上下九路. It is famous with wan tan mee, beef noodle (牛三星), seafood mee and the dessert delicious also. Especially 双皮奶 you must try this dessert when in Guang Zhou. Special thing but you have to get it from right shop lor. Others desserts like 姜撞奶 & 芝麻糊 etc...very nice also. arghhh miss the delicious food there. The last night there was so so so tired but have to pack. How I wish the holiday never end....

ok that's all the journal...it is long and too details. Hope you enjoy reading it and any questions can ask me. I can be a tour guide for you if you interested to go hahahaha. Almost familiar with the shopping place there. The goods and food really really cheap there provided you know how to search for it!

Will not blog for time being

wow, I really donno I stoppend blogging for half a month. Lately busy and really no mood to write. Also nothing special to write. Hope my friends out there don't feel bored seeing my blog yeah. Later after my trip I'll write some interesting n upload photos.

I'll not online after today. Will back to work only on 23 Nov. So you guys don't miss me so much wor hee hee...

OK Enjoy Holiday whoever deserves it! ta ta

Biz Trip Cancelled

Few days ago got to know my biz trip is cancelled. Why? It is because the company over Germany found the problems and solving it so no need me go over for investigation. Sad and happy feeling I had when got to know the news. Sad - can't go to Germany n other places. Happy - not going there alone without prepared myself. Well, I think still got chances for me to go. No worry be happy =)

Anyway biz trip cancelled but holiday trip still resume... hahaha I'm going to China with my family during Hari Raya period for a week...yuhooo I think this trip more exciting because I can go for shopping n shopping!!! cheap cheap cheap! hee hee *looking forward for the trip* *wink*

Hey sis, sorry tat I can't visit you this time. But looking forward to see you when you got back here!