Moody day

i feel tired everyday n can't cheer up. this morning don't wish to get up from bed. i hope i can sleep whole day without thinking anything. hate early in the morning gotta worry about something. sigh... yesterday went home right after work. then cook dinner and relax at home n watched tv. thought of sleep for a while but then always same thing, when at home will not sleep but do a lot of stuffs.

i had arguement with calvin again... recently everyday we see sure got arguement...it spoiled my day la...who can tell me what should i do? is it a sign we should separate for the time being? i'm in dilema now, i wish to split off with him for a while but feel sad and heartbreaking leaving him wor...

this morning got a letter from RedBox which is RM150 birthday voucher leh...but guess what it is already expired =( hahaha...because this letter sent to my Seremban address and I have been long long time no go back home liao. this letter took back by my sis one. am i bad huh? its been more than a month i did not go back hometown liao...think should go back one of the week in this month...

another 2 hours i can go off liao...today really no mood to do work n somemore a lot of tasks not clarified yet n donno wat to do also. now raining outside and my office aircond so cold...feel more down.... Yes, later after work will go FF to sweat n forget the worries!!!