All Alone

Lately I feel very stress at work. It's all because what am I doing all by myself. No one can help! And it's not easy to pick up the huge system with limited guides :( Some more lately a lot of pushy from different party need a date to be done for certain things. And it's not only one but few! I only got 1 brain and 2 hands how am I can done all these? Besides I need to become project manager to manage the schedule myself! Worst is my boss always not around or not free for me...hard to discuss with him and a lot of things I need to deal it myself. Especially deal with UK company and the clients. Stress! Stress! Stress! I really have no idea where should I start from to finish all these? Pick up ppl's code is not easy...not say maintaining it. sigh...and it's not proper organize....just found out I have problem in setting up the system and also build the project! What a mess!! *crying*

Tomorrow got a conference call with UK and Singapore ppl....all by myself...boss not free... aiyoh lagi stress! gotta talk about all the works for the client...gonna die :( *wish me luck*