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Friday, December 12, 2008

Hospitalize Again

Just heard from my sis mum admitted to hospital again due to pass motion with blood. Have to stay in hospital for checkup to see what's wrong. Sis also told me mum is weak. Can't do chemo for these few days yet. Wish my mum getting better. Wish to see her but these few days tight up with things. It doesn't seem smooth days for me lately. Trying be strong...be positive.
Last week when I was in wedding dinner one of my friend ask me how many months I didn't go back see my mum. i just told I went back a week before over the weekend. I told my friend mum in hospital. Then he said why am I still so happy. Well, what can I say? I just told him trying to be positive. I am trying hard not to think too much on such bad things. Without thought of it I won't be sad. Because I know once I think I will cry no matter what. I don't want so. So I try don't think about it, stay happy. Tak kan want me show my sad face all thee time to my friends? especially in ppl's wedding? that's not good and will affect others. Some said see me like happy always. Really? When I'm sad no one sees only. And try to hide myself and don't let anyone knows. However sometimes when emotional hits, I can't hide anymore and just express out everything.
I know this happened will offended anyone. Accept my apologies on my fault with no intention. I wish I can be happy and emotion-less all the time. That will be good.
Today not feeling well. Unable get replacement and have to do the class later. I wish someone can help so I can take a rest. And also wish to go hospital see mum. I know next 2 days won't have time....

3 comments:

linda said...

Hi Shirlyn

I happened to stumble upon your blog and sad to hear your mum is undergoing chemo.

How long has she been on chemo. Actually chemo is bad for her body as it only contains the spread without solving the root of the problem.

It needs her immune system to fight it all out against the mutated cells and there is a strong chance for her to win this fight. She must enhance her immune system, educate it to response to fight.

I had put up two articles on chemo, "Can You Trust Chemotherapy To Cure Your Cancer?" and "Killer cancer Treatment: How Toxic Chemotherapy Kills Both Cancer cells And cancer patients".

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Kindly call me as I do not know how to reach you except through your email.

Thank you

susan said...

凡事,只要能过天地良心,别人怎么说,其实并不重要。
对我而言,无关痛痒的人说什么,都没关系。好好的过吧。照顾妈妈之际,也要照顾自己。

不让妈妈担心,也是关心妈妈的一种方式。

Audrey Lau said...

Take care! Be strong to face everything happen to us!