Blur

I'm very blur and tired now. Eyes are closing. Waiting my hair dry then go to sleep. Just now while driving I feel that what I'm doing is not me..like dreaming. May be its bcos too full and too sleepy today (because woke up early this morning). This afternoon while walking to eat I suddenly feel dizzy. Lucky just a while.

Just now had dinner at DU. I ordered Sukiyaki Set and very full. We got not enough time to chit chat and then decided shift place to CoffeeBean SS2. Can't finish the drink. I had wonderful time with my buddies. Everytime we came out meet up sure laugh a lot.

I have to sleep early tonite. If not really can't concentrate on work...good night.

Tonight

Went FF joined body jam by Jacqueline. And got a guest instructor from ShangHai (Forget what's her name). She is good and hot but not really like her much. Well tonite sweat a lot due to the aircond in the studio kena service. After gym met up Alex yam char. We had good chat and know him better. I do not really chat much with comm members except some always hang out.

OK today about my work got little progress. The program I did can run at my boss's laptop but not my pc. Don't know why my pc can't do the thing so have to test it with helping by my boss =p. I gotta add on something asap. So may be later will try to do a little work (provided my eyes still can open big big =>). Tomorrow morning gotta go to office earlier about 8am will reach. Now donno sleep early wake up early or sleep late wake up early??? I feel tired if I sleep less than 7 hours nowadays..sigh..sign of getting old ;) Can't hang out late liao.

Expensive Phone Bill

Yesterday my phone bill got barred for whole day. By right in the morning I paid it right after I noticed it. Who knows after paid it is still not working. So end up whole day I can't make any calls. I checked on website at night at home and then find out my bill for last month was RM360+. Out of this amount RM330+ is from SMS when I was holiday in Perth!!!! Damn...only sms cost me so much :( It costs Rm1.28 per sms. soooooooooooo expensive! Now only I know!!! Sum tong by paying this bill leh...and those sms all sent from me to my ex one when in Perth.

Advice: next time if you are oversea please make calls rather then sms.

First Time

Last night went for Johnson and Yvonne's wedding dinner. It was great. Happy to meet community members and some first time meet. We had great time chit chatting, drinking wines and listen to a legend *someone hit monkeys along highway*. Sorry for the car damages especially new car. We took lots of pictures. Besides some of them complimented me slimmer than last time which make me more courage to go to gym often and reach my objective =p.




*nice group photo*

Today working not so productive as I don't know how to get my program working... Most of the time chat with colleagues n friends =p. Am happy chatted with someone that didn't chat for some time *wink*.

Tonight went to Summit FF which first time I visit it ever. The place not big but not small. It is ok and not pack. Joined Body Jam class which always my favourite with favourite instructor. I purposely join this class because it is the only class which I favour at right time. The instructor so touch and happy to see me. Chatted her for while and knowing a lot of things. Today will be final class for body jam old tracks. Because this weekend will launching new tracks and started next week will be teaching new tracks. I plan to go on Sat & Sun for the launching => from one studio to another studio kekeke.

Small World

Just know that my new colleages from FCS used to play basketball with Maxis team including Johnson, Long n others at Mont Kiara. I knew that from I showed my colleague johnson's wedding pics. It is really a small world. Everyone around me know each other.

WTF

I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE!!!!!! Just a minute ago my ex brought his mom come to my house. Said return my stuffs but he just straight in to my house and walk around. He is checking my house see whether got anyone around. Fucking shit (sorry I have to say bad words to this bastard!) what is he trying to do? He said he waited me for one whole night but I didn't home. Asked me where I go last nite? WTF?? He spy on me??? He talked craps and shits in front of me really I can't stand! What I'm doing or where I go non of your f*king biz! WHY STILL WANT TO BUG ME??? He is just like a crazy bastard. His actions really like crazy man!!! He doesn't want to leave my house but lucky his mom around and managed to get him out.

I'm crying now.....hope to talk to someone. No one will understands my situation now. I really wanna gone crazy by his reactions and talking craps. He always like to make up something that is not true and said I did it! I hate! I hate! I hate! Why can't just leave me alone and don't hurt me again? Stop disturb me and we are not related. What I do you no need worry and non of you biz! Please go awy...go away...........................

Happy Father's Day

Nis early in the morning on Sunday. What am I doing here? I suppose not awake until 12 noon on Sunday??? Hehehe...I just came back from friend's house. Last night went out dinner with my friends and end up hang out at one of the friend's house. They drink but I don't. I just had one cup of vodka lime => I slept at 4 something and woke up at 9am then drive back while they are sleeping. Don't feel sleepy at the moment after bath. So write something first and may be without laziness I'll clean up my room =p. Very hungry now... errrr will cook something to eat later.

Today is Father's Day and why I didn't go back Seremban to celebrate? Well, is because tonight is Johnson and Yvonne wedding dinner and I have to attend. Actually I've already bought something for my dad couple weeks ago. And in fact we don't celebrate much on this day. Or may be will go out have dinner. It's been 2 weeks I didn't go back home already.

Yesterday afternoon went Karaoke with colleagues and I sang quite a lot of songs. But luckily my voice still ok. Just feel my throat pain and cough as usual...hmmm I think I've gotta start to take care my throat and cure my cough. I think I really have to move my ass to see doctor *hopefully =D* or else get some medicine from Guardian *hohoho*.

Like Stranger

Just now left office at 8pm. Then rush to FF. Met BJ. She is off work for these 2 days and so lucky can see her. Thought can join cardio dance class but who knows changed to body jam class. I don't like the instructor...very lousy and a bit sissy...his way of teaching not like those more professional instructors. Nowadays lesser good instructors teach body jam. Sigh... hope future more better instructors ler.

I realised I left something important in the office and lucky someone there help me to take it. Really thanks to my new colleague =p

Just now when home met my ex at the lift and we like stranger walk passed. Well, I don't know why break off only why must make the situation such strengthen? Heard that he is leaving to some where for work... well here to wish him good luck. I do wan to be friend with him but he doesn't want. Can't help...is time gotta forget him if he wants to avoid me.

I'm tired now. But have to work. Hopefully I won't fall asleep when work ler....

Not Satisfy

I'm still at office now....just now boss ask me how's my progression. I'm doing a program purpose for communication with one of the server in France. Since yesterday the problem bugging me till today. I really got no idea on how to solve it. But then in the afternoon after reading some helps and think and think...at last!! I can solve the problem and manage to run the program. But it is just a very simple program. I still need to do something in order to fulfill my boss requirement. Lucky I manage to solve it before my boss ask me. If not I donno how am I to answer.

Before solved the problem I was so depress until I cried. It is like when you face a wall that you can even go thru. I feel down and blame myself why I can't do so. I wanted to have progression at work. Wanted to do something out to prove I can. Although the problem solved but I still not satisfy at my progression. I feel weak now...need to recharge myself.

Frankly, I have no idea on what I'm doing (may be getting to know about it). I'm the only one to do it and no one did it before. So??? It is a bit hard for me. Somemore I know boss expecting me to do something...pressure pressure!!!! Besides there is a communication setting at my pc not working...argghhhh why everything can't work?? I think this weekend have to do my work at home ler....sigh.

Anyway, work is work...I still will balance myself. Later I'll go Axis FF and after that donno... will try to call someone =D. Tomorrow will have karaoke session with my new colleagues in the afternoon at Low Yat RedBox....hohoho...I'm still coughing and voice not fully recovered. Not sure can I sing or will I lost my voice again after sing??? I don't care!!! Just enjoy!

Annoying

I'm really annoyed on what my ex did to me last night. He kept sending me sms while I'm sleeping. Some more his msgs really made me mad. He said something that about I lied to him on the reason I want to break off. Said I got something hide behind me. He alwys think he is right and know the proof. WTF he think he is. Know so well about me and know everything from me? He is the person who always like to think something that it is not true. He keeps advice me and said if I don't change now then I'll regret....what is tat?????? What can I do to make him get off from me??!!!

Surprised

At night went to Axis FF for gym. Before that called steph to arrange to bring her there who knows she told me she is not feeling well and cancelled. Then I just as usual go there ready to join Body Jam. Who knows I saw Steph walking towards me. Was surprised she is in FF and more surprised that she joined the club already. Am very surprised and happy to have new buddy go gym together. Although I get used to go gym alone but sometimes is good to have buddy chit chat around. Looking forward to go gym with steph.

Hee hee...some of my friends in FF said I slim down compare to last time. Yeah happy and will keep up the work. Met Kim as well and she hurt her back. I know that she had back problem for long. Hope she is fine and don't hurt her back again. Becareful when do the body and mind classes.

On my way home there is an accident at the exit to sri petaling caused traffic jam. It involved 3 cars probably. Then I go ta bao soup as my dinner.

Bad News

Just got a called from friend only knowing one of my best friend's father just past away. I used to visit her house and know her parents. Feel sorry to hear it. Lucky my friend still can accept it and calm to do everything as she is the oldest in the family. My friend's father got knocked down by a car while he is riding a bike. The car ran away. I'll try my best to help my friend when she needs any helps. I feel sad when hear about all these especially those I know.... *May god bless my best friend and her family*.

Problematic Day

At Work:
After a week of work getting used to the working environment. Since starting new job I got problem with my new pc. OS settings cause problems, work related application installation causes problems...sigh. But all a week solving and today finally can get what I want (hopefully no problems for coming days..*pray to god*). These really need to thanks to my new nice colleagues especially the 'nice & kind & leng chai takumi' hee hee. Until now I still got no idea what I suppose to do in this company =p. Hopefully I'm not blur soon.

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Relationship:
Today plan after work and leave punctual at 6pm to meet up steph and go visit new fitness call True Fitness. So I left at 6pm together with another colleague. When I get my car, I got shocked! My ex standing around and coming near to my car. I locked my car and didn't let him come in my car. He insists wan to go home with me and have a nice talk. But I do have plan and of course can't let him go with me. After a while my colleague left together see something wrong and walk to my car see what's wrong. Because don't want trouble anyone and cause anythin happen so have to let my ex in my car. Then I just drove away. He really make me mad like crazy. Why doesn't he accept the break off??? He insists want to have a talk and know the reason why I decided to break off. He doesn't believe my reasons and said I keeping secre from him. He insists we still can work out well and wanna together like old days.

As my friends out there who follows my blog last time surely know me and him break n patch many times till countless. I've already fed up and really really tired on this kind of relationship. I want it over! That's it. I don't want hold it anymore. Why I must suffer like this? So I decided really want to break off this time no matter how. I'm worrying how am I make him let me go? He is so stubborn and I know some reasons he still want to be with me. Although what I did too means but I just want it over and make him understands what my purpose. No matter how I will make it end. Tell me...how am I make someone understand and accept the break up? He keeps saying the reason I told him is not the reason. I actually got something else hide behind. What the fuck (sorry I have to say such) what I tell are truth nothing else. I really donno how to make him to understand.

I wanted drop him half way but he rejected. He just sit in my car even I open door and ask him get out. I really cant stand him anymore. He made me cry countless times. Even though I having bad sorethroat and I don't care and just shout loud ask him get out my car. I don't want talk to him anymore. Lucky he give up talk to me at that time and just leave me alone. I hate him appear infront of me out of sudden and especially stopping me or delaying me for my plan. He always did so and so scary.... He still havent give up and want to have a peace talk to me. But I plan to avoid him. I know there is no result from the talk. And my answer still the same. He really spoilt my mood for the day. morning in MSN already made me cried. Then after work scared me again. Why he wants to torture me wor??

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Fitness:
Tonight is the first time meet my beloved sis Steph. She is so cute and always active as I know her. We already knew each other for a year plus thru net but never meet before. So happy can see her at last. We are like long time friends meet again. No such feeling of meeting new net friend. We meet up to pay a visit to True Fitness at sri hartamas. This fitness not as good as my expectation. Although it is big but the layout of machines and many stairs confused me and I don't like. Feel lousy about their consultant presentation. Not professional at all. Compare to service FF still better. Although TF machines newer and more but.... I only interested on the classes. What is good from them is they provided whole day Yoga and Pilates classes in separate studio. They really got different types of Yoga lor...which I'm interested. When come to price first the consultant said Joining RM750, Admin RM90 and Monthly RM190 then I say to myself that's it. It is not attract me and even more expensive than FF. Who knows later he gives offer Joining reduced to RM180, Admin waived and Monthly RM155 if pay by certain credit cards. Aiyah straight tell us the price u wanna give lar...why take big round? It is surely not under my consideration is bcos it's location and only one outlet. In conclusion not attract me at all. I still prefer FF which I can go anywhere I want. I've joined FF for 2 years and I still there. royal customer hoh...hee hee.

I'm so happy and lucky to meet steph. I'm the first comm member meet her. And met Ray, her bf as well. Nice to meet you both! "To my sis Steph, no matter what problems I will always here support you. Don't sad and unhappy k. Any problems can solve but just need time. Don't give yourself too much pressure. Love ya." next time join me out more yeah. I will start party again just for u! hehehe. And wish you good luck and no worry on starting first job on wednesday. Relax relax :>

Tomorrow nite will go FF together with steph. Just let her visit those fitness center available in KL for her to make her mind. I hope she will like FF. So next time we can go gym together!

Still in Holiday Mood

Just got back from Perth on Monday. Feel tired and miss the place there. Yesterday started to work but no mood at all! I feel emptiness and blur whole day. The weather here so hot and it make me sick. I miss the weather in Perth and the relaxing life style there... Plan to go again soon provided time and money allow kekeke.

I've taken whole bunch of photos (whatever also take) but lazy to compile it. Soon I'll post it here yeah. There are a lot of things to tell from the photos. Hope I'm patient enough to do so...kind of lazy now after the trip...... bleh

My last day in current company will be 31st May. So now in the process of handing over my works. I think following days I'll be free for nothing... Will start my new job in 6th June. hehehe that's my request. I wish to have some day off in between next week hee hee. So I got time to meet up friends and settle some stuffs. Anyone wanna have lunch with me?

OK next post will tell more about my trip!

Having Holiday

My office now having power failure for my department floor. So everybody can knock off early. I'm still here waiting friend and go to KT liao. hee hee it is good leave early and make the plan better. Tomorrow early morning will go to Redang Island kekekeke. So will be back end of the week.

Just now my boss discuss with me whether can let me leave company earlier. Ohhhh that's good if he does. My new company will be happy if know this. And I can change environment earlier. My boss reason is since now can't assign me new job and I'm takingi leave in May for perth trip. So plan to let me go end of May. In this case I can start new job in June. That will be great! And he told me this is the first time they do so if it is....how lucky I am.

OK is time for me to leave. Will take more photos and enjoy the trip ;) Share it when I'm back lar. Happy holiday to all yeah...

Holiday Mood

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Now just having holiday mood going for Redang Island. No more mood of working in this week hee hee. I'm leaving on Wed night driving up to Kuala Terengganu then next day morning will reach the island in the morning. It is 3D2N trip. Yesssss so happy looking forward....
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Yesterday already tender my resignation. Wonder my boss today got what to say to me. I know all my bosses don't wanna me go but nothing can stop me if I really wanna go. This company not bad but I want to have some change. Do something different from what I'm doing. Hopefully it is a good move.
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Lately been looking for property. Just went to PWTC for MAPEX fair. See any good and nice house/condo which I can buy not. Started plan to have own property. I think it is the time. But myself don't like too much commitment and I don't know I can't bear it or not....will see.
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Offer Letter is ready

Just got a call from new company and the offer letter is ready at last! Will go and pick up probably tomorrow. My current boss just gave me increment letter yesterday. Oh...now current job and new job just 200 bucks difference. 200 is tat much to you? Well, I think I will still leave because not only the pay higher but also the new job more interesting although I don't know I'm capable to do it. No try no hope right?

Oh yeah, next Thursday is holiday so just had sudden plan yesterday decided to go Redang Island!! Hurray!! here I come lovely beach and sea. So tonight gotta go shopping and get something needed...hee hee wish to get new bikini although I have 2 sets. Always wish to have lots of bikini sets and wear it often. I just like them very much.

After shopping tonite will go for free movie "SAHARA". My colleague gave me the tickets from some where and he is not free to go. yeah lately I'm addicted to movies. Almost all latest movies I've watched even upcoming showing hohoho. It is because I bought more than 30s DVDs past weeks at cheap price =p

Where am I and What I am doing?

It's long time no blog. arrghh a bit lazy to do so. Lately don't know why feel tired easily. I think is getting old reason. Ok just have some updates about me lately yeah.

Work: Busy at work and spent all the time programming. That's why no time to blog or others. Besides, went interviews. It is weird, when no offer then none at all but when have it then have 2 offers. Will reject first job offer and accept second one. It is better offer with salary that I've expected and do something totally new and different from what I'm doing. Feel exciting to do it and will like to take the challenge. It is time for me to change on my same old bored days. Once started new job will have no more times for own stuffs. Well for changes and better life this has to sacrify. OK now I'm in the mid of resigning and signing offer letter. Probably will start new work in June.

Life: Usual, work then go gym after work. Or just hang around with friend. Lately tired so go gym lesser. But I wanna go more often from next month onwards for the sake of my objective! Last weekend cleaned up my room and change the interior settings. Feel new and different environment. Need to get used to it. But the room yet to be cleaned 100% :p Think gotta wait for another weekend to do so. Recently do more on crystal business stuffs. Take orders, do more designs and samples. But mostly will send to my sis in Perth for sale. Profits better. Plan to have own stalls for this business soon. I really wish I can concentrate on this cos am interested. Well it is still need to have planning.

Holiday: Yeah! definitely will have holiday. Going to Perth visit my sis from 8-23 May. Looking forward for the days! But according to my sis it will be cold.

Singapore Trip On Last Weekend

Just a few pic taken when in Singapore last week. I went there on Saturday early morning and back on Sunday late night. Purpose to there for buying crystals for my business use. Now Singapore got sales.

River Valley bridge


walking back to hotel

Open House

Last Sunday my house got an open house in Seremban. All my father side relatives came to my house. We had pot luck party. Everyone brought one dish. Can see the old folks very enjoy the night. I was so tired that day although didn't do much work. Just walk around or sitting there alone. Actually I'm not so close to them. Because I'm the youngest and too young to know them well last time. Then apart from them and seldom keep in touch. A bit bored for me.

Click on the link here View Photos to view the photos taken that night.

How's CNY? I spent most of the time in the house. It is god damn hot all the day. I only can go out at night. => Had lou sang with different group of friends and played mahjong till 3-4am almost every night =p. Won little bit money. Hmmm my gamble luck not bad...kekeke