Bad Day

How could it happened to me? It is really a first time I made such fault. I can't forgive my mistake. It suppose not happen to me! that is not me. What happened? I was ask to replace class tonight. But I totally forgotten! Until a member sms asked me whether am I going for the class...and it is already 7pm. The class starts at 6:45pm. Then only I realized I suppose to do the class!! It was too late. I quickly call the GXC to inform I can't do the class. But heard the member said all members very angry leave the studio :(....I really feel very very sorry and I shouldn't make such mistake. May be I'm used to Monday no class and totally forgot. I feel very bad. Don't know what can I do...don't think I can do anything. I made the situation even worst. Already not so welcome by members...now even made them angry at me :(...expected they don't come to my class or don't like me replace anymore. It is really my mistake...blame on myself bah...

Today I was too busy at work. Really forgotten everything. Including my sis sms me saying mum admitted to hospital. I only remember it while driving home. Called sis and find out more details. Mum is now in hospital and gotta do scanning and monitor by doctor. What is going on still waiting doctor to tell us tomorrow. This is second time mum admitted to hospital. May be cause by she doesn't drink enough water. I really worry when sis left she has to take care herself and she doesn't drink water and it happens again. Wonder how to educate her...she is stubborn. sigh...worry...

I was looking for friends to chat on the phone...called few but none of them pick up my call :(( why everyone does this to me...when I need friends but no one around...come to the end I have to settle my own feeling without pouring out to anyone...

Feeling now: SAD & SORRY.