Don't Understand

It is really hard to understand one's thought. It is so hard to know without communication. You never tell me, what you want, how you feel. I am like in a floating point. Can't feel the real and true feeling. No directions. No objectives. Not sure what I'm doing now is a right thing?

Now I feel tired. Sleepy. But can't sleep yet as I need to prepare tomorrow's class's tracks. sigh...oh noooo...no time. How I wish someone pamper me now. I need companion. How come no one look for me :(