We Did It!!!!

Yessss!!!!! We finally did it and successful to enter final! Our group name is "White Ringo" means white apple and we dresses up white and green. Last night total got 2 tribes compete to each other and both tribe got same marks and both entered to Final helding at Axis FF on 8th October 2005. That time will be about 200 audience. They are going to build a bigger stage. Can forsee it is very happening.

Last night was so happening also. All the members so hyperactive and supportive. Especially the group support our tribe. They wear similar to our dress and stand in the middle of the class and shout as loud as possible until some lost their voice. I'm so love them and they really gave courage and excitement during our performance. We really had fun!!

Here some pics taken last nite. Our posed before we start the track. Nice right? hehehe... Too bad is no one take video while we are performing...sob sob..

For more pics Nike Tribe Pics

Had a little so call celebration dinner at PJ State Strawberry Field restaurant.

A day before challenge

On Monday 5 Sept I do not go to work due to I slept only 3 hours plus on Saturday night and take care the stall for almost a day at the flea market. I was so tired until like zombie. Then the tribe members wanna practice on Monday around 4pm so I decided to take a day off to catch more sleep and go early to Axis FF to practice. Before go to gym I went to get a washing machine which I wanted for long cos the old one cannot use anymore and lately I need to wash a lot clothes especially my sweaty gym clothes. Some more I have to wash working clothes due to been 2 months no back to seremban which I usually will bring back my clothes and wash it. I bought a LG washing machine from Seng Heng which having promotion. hahaha I'm so lucky I got double free gift (iron) from them. I got it when at Seng Heng store and later the guy send washing machine from warehouse also give me another one.

It is one of gym friend - Anita's Birthday so we celebrate with her at Axis FF. All of them so nice to her and bought 2 cakes to her.

Sunday Flea Market

My biz at flea market last Sunday so so only. Due to this flea market newly launch and it is just first Sunday at Hartamas Shopping Center. Some more this shopping mall not many shops and less ppl shopping there. So the crowd there very less but lucky we still manage to sell some and cover cost and earn a bit. May be better than other stalls :p Here the pics of my stall.



We are the first one were there cos the coordinator ask us be there at 10am. Who knows that time they only setup the tables and umbrella for us. Then waited for quite long time only we go pick up number to see which stall me suppose to be. We got a stall quite in the middle near the main entrance to the shopping mall. In the morning the sun still ok and not our stall still got shade. But later afternoon getting hot and shiny. Although got umbrella but no shade at all and I'm sitting there under sun burn leh...my right arm got tan in the end of the day. Gosh the stall outdoor and was hot and big big sun leh. There was one period of time cloudy and seem like raining but lucky no rain.

This coming Sunday gotta jaga the stall again. Am thinking my stall too empty la. May be is first time for us to dispaly and donno how. Any suggestion?

Nervous

Tonight is the Nike Tribe Challenge. A bit nervous cos my group going to challenge with another group. And heard that this opponent quite strong. I wish we can win and enter to final. We worked so hard and practice every night for weeks. We really put a lot efforts into it.

Anyway tonight I'll just try my best and will have fun. Result doesn't a matter. I'm happy and enjoy the process of practising and time spending with gym friends. Glad that I know them and they are really supportive. Practice with us every night and tell us our mistakes etc. So thankful to all of them.

One thing I'm worry now is my leg so painful. It is pain on my right foot and it is swollen. When leave it I feel the pain and when I walk it is more painful. Now getting worst that I can feel the pain till my ankle. I hope tonight I can do it before I fall... bless me....

Feel Free To Come

So fast is friday today. Thank god is Friday. At least I can concentrate do crystal stuffs. OK guys, if you are free please come support me this coming Sunday at Hartamas Shopping Center flea market yeah. I'll be there from 11am - 7pm. Wish me luck! hehehe.

Tonight will stop a day to gym. As other tribe members not free and I hurt my feet. So gotta rest a day. Now hardly walk already. Very painful :(

Later will go Mid Valley a while to get something then go home rest and do crystal. Tomorrow another day to practice hard again....tired...tired... Next Tuesday will be the preliminary round.

Wish you guys have good weekend!!

FF Merdeka Theme Class

This is a group pic where instructors and members dressed up before entering the class.

Merdeka celebration at Fitness First @ Menara Axis
More Pictures Here

Rush Weekend

Last weekend was a rushing weekend for me. On Saturday morning took 8am aeroline bus to Singapore for biz shopping. I reached there at 1pm and straight to the shop to get the stuffs for biz. In the shop I spent 3 hours. No choice, everytime I'm there surely at least 3 to 4 hours because the shop pack with ppl and I take my time to choose the materials I need. Suppose Cherlyn and Brian will meet me here but they are not free for something more important. From there I took bus to Queenway Shopping Center to meet up them since they are at that area and my purpose there is to get a pair of new Nike shoe. Managed to get a pair and later walk to Ikea have dinner. Thanks to Cherlyn and Brian for the dinner treat. Next time I'll belanja you guys when back to KL yeah.

After dinner we shop at Ikea as both of them need to get idea for their new house. I'm tired of carrying my back pack with full of the stuffs I bought from the crystal shop. Quite heavy. I stay a night at their house and next day take 8am aeroline bus back to KL again. My time in Singapore basically just less than a day. It is really rush and exhausted. My reason back to KL early because need to join the FF merdeka theme class at 3pm.

Practice

Since Monday night I've been practicing the Jam tracks till 10pm. On Tuesday, joined Body Jam class by Tracy first then only continue practice. Axis studio ventilation is the worst so far. That night really like no aircond. I sweat few times more than normal day. When the ventilation not that good will make ppl difficulty to breath and get more tired than usual. I was sweat until clothes are wet and exhausted already after the class. Then rest a while continue to practice abt an hour also.

Yesterday I knock off sharp at 6 and rush to Axis body jam class at 6:20pm. Of course a bit late. My reason to join more jam is to practice more. After Jam I joined half class of Body Combat. Already tired at that time. Then my group said wanna practice and I continue for the practice for another hour. gosh...I did more than 2 hours cardios already. End of the night I felt my back pain again. Just like last time case pain until walk also a bit difficult. Can't even bend now. Hopefully today recover a bit cos tonight gotta practice again....

Nike Tribes Challenge Discussion

Last night had a first discussion with the leader and other members about the challenge. We have to think about what song tracks need to perform, what to wear, how to arrange the position etc. Then we have a practice on the songs we choose. Need to have a good practice to make sure our movements are nice. Heard that only our group enter the challenge for Axis outlet. So there is a chance we just do performance on preliminary round and then can go into semi final. Hopefully everything is fine to us ler. Tonite we will practice again after join Body Jam class. It will be another late night for me.

Last Weekend

Saturday:
Slept early on Friday night cos too tired and woke up late. Had a good rest I think. Went gym at Curve. And pay for the flea market rental. So it is confirmed that I will sell my crystal accessories starting next month on 4 & 11 Sept. Location at Hartamas Shopping Center. If you guys feel free can come have a visit ;) At night I went for dinner with a friend and eat crab again...very fat lar. Recently tend to eat a lot hehehe. My wai sik character is back! oh no...got trouble already hahaha. After dinner go home and started do crystal stocks until 4am. Don't know why that night I do not feel sleepy at all and just keep on do my things until 4am then only force myself go to sleep. When trying to sleep I can't sleep due to my brain still working. Took me sometime only can sleep.

Sunday:
Slept only 6 hours due to wake up by some noice. Did some crystal thing again and go to gym. After gym then home and do crystal again. My whole sunday only do 2 things.

That's it for my weekend.

Blur!!!

I realised one thing just now when at gym. I am too 'ci dun'. I realised my credit card and bonus link card missing! oh my...I only noticed that last night I pumped petrol on my way back. You know now the petrol station kiosk cant swipe credit card. Have to go in the cashier there to pass them your card then only you start pumping. So as usual I pass them my card and go pump lor. After pump I just straight drive home! Don't even know I actually forgotten my card until next day at night. gosh...u see... am I very very blur??? So once I realised I faster call bank to stopped the card and they will send the replacement card to me soon. And after gym just now I go back to the petrol station ask for my card and it is still there hehehe...without my signature also. So I signed and left with my cards :p

Cute Little Thing

Yesterday my colleague brought his pet to office. This is second one he is having. This pet call Sugar Glider. It is very tiny and only 1 month old (male one). My colleagues has another one 3 months old but is bigger size than this (female one). This little thing name as Alex. He is shiffering when we near it. So scared. But according to my colleague when he at home very active run up and down. hahaha scared of stranger gua... Another thing is when you hold it on his tail it is face down n open up all the legs and you can see like glider...very cute.

My Toys Upside Down

Before	After

One day morning when reached office I see my desk toys mess up already. Don't know who did it? Until now I still donno and don bother to ask. hehehe Just show u guys the situation where my toys kena torture. And I got 2 new toys on my desk. :p

No Network Connection

These few days donno what reason my office network down. Last 2 days still able to on yahoo messenger but not browsing. But today getting worst until messenger also fail. sigh...when can it be fixed? Is hard for me to do research on net for the work I'm doing. And our MIS department ppl hopeless man...no one come and help. :(

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Today is exact day of ghost month. No wonder this morning started to rain heavily and rain for long. Feel so cold today. Since after Tuesday gym I overworked my back neck until it pains. Yesterday hardly turn my head side, up and down. But still go gym last nite :p although still painful. hehehe. Today still pain but better than yesterday. So tonite no go gym. Hopefully can rest tonight gua...hehehe Somemore don't wan go out late today as today is ghost day hehehe.

Suggestion??

For the Nike challenge we've formed a group of 5 inclusive 3 gals n 2 guys. Now what we need to do is the group's name and track's songs to do. I can't think of any name and would like to ask you guys any suggestion??

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Just got a call from one of the group member, he said our instructor just pregnant and she can't able to become our leader anymore. So have to find another replacement. Hopefully can get other instructor join our group ler...

Nike Woman Challenge

Last week got to know Nike Woman going to have a challenge between Fitness First members. This challenge is we have to form a group of 5 inclusive 1 instructor and miminum 3 girls. You can choose Body Jam, Body Conbat or Body Pump tracks to perform. First round will be challenge in between the outlet. Then second round challenge in between few outlets. Then go to final. So one of the Body Jam kaki ask me to join him the group. Hmmm since I like dance and never participate this kind of event so I just agree. So first round of the challenge is on early of next month. Well a bit nervous and looking forward for this challenge. If win I think will get Nike Apparels for free from top to toe. hehehehe.

Busy Weekend

Really busy and tired until I have no time to update my blog. Here some updates about my last week schedule. I went to gym for 5 days on last week except Mon n Thurs. Usual, work then gym for weekdays. Last week got a bad weather with heavy haze. At first the plan for the weekend have to cancel but lucky end of the week the haze gone and my makan fest resume hehehee.

Saturday, morning went do IC at Maju Junction. Lucky it just took 1 hour plus to finish. Then shop a while there and rush to gym at Axis. Joined 2 classes as usual. The second class I joined was Hi Lo which I miss it for long time. It is really good workout class for non stop. First this class has more than 10 ppls join but later getting lesser and lesser until the end left 5 of us with the instructor. And I'm the only girl who survived :p. After this class we all foot sole painful. Then night went to Klang for seafood dinner. It is delicious dinner. 5 of us had 7 dishes with 2.5kg crabs only cost RM119. Cheap right? After dinner back home to rest. Really super tired.

Sunday, went to Saisaki for Japanese Buffet Lunch. It was great. I had a lot sashimi until very very full. The buffet is from 12-2:30pm. RM43++ per person. Although a bit expensive but the food there really nice. Too bad my stomach cannot fit in everything. ^.^ I stopped eating an hour before go to gym. It was a raining Sunday afternoon. I got wet when get up to car. At last I see rain and good to clear the haze. After gym went to Low Yat and Mid Valley get something. Another tired day. Home quite early and take a rest by watching tv.

That's my busy weekend.

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Friends:
Lately I know more friends from gym. I know them where we always join same class but we don't really talk to each other and knowing the names. But slowly now I joining their group and get to know some names. It is good thing. Always like to have new friends especially have same interests and will meet them at same time same point.
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Work:
By this week I have to come out something which is running to my boss. He is going to test it with me when he comes back from HK next week. But I'm still got problem and no where to complete it. May god bless me liao this time. This week suppose to have a new staff joining my team so I will not be lone ranger anymore. Who knows this guy FFK. Never give a call to us even he doesn't want to join. Disappointed. Office getting crowded. More new staffs joining especially Indians (why??) and no place for them to sit anymore. Gotta rearrange the seating and lucky not affect me. My place is meant for senior position and not allow to disturb. heheheh
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Health:
The hemorrhoid going to disappear soon. Been trying hard to drink more water and fruits. So it is getting better. Indirectly it helps on other problem I've been suffer from. Actually I got a swollen gum in my mouth. Something like the hemorrohid but on different places. Now it is getting smaller and going to disappear as well. Left small little tiny thingy there. hehehe.
Due to lately been eating a lot so I have to workout more and more. Tired but still wanna go. I can't miss any gym class which I get used to go.

Another thing, at first thought of buying Suzuki Swift but due to it is going to increase price and too soon for me to decide. So I will forget the plan and wait for another half a year. Wait till next year and hopefully will have more cars coming in with lower price. At least give me more choices to choose and plan for it.

For the biz, trying to get a stall in Hartamas Shopping Center to sell. Waiting for reply from the management. Meanwhile we are doing stocks preparing for it. Hopefully can have a start of it. Plan to go Singapore on this weekend or next weekend if my schedule allow. Will see....

Fine

Just an update about my hemorrhoid. It is not bleed anymore and shrink down a bit. May be due to recently I drink lots of water and eat fruits may help. And it is not painful anymore and I've get used to it liao...

Last week

Basically I went gym 5 days on last week except Monday and Thursday. Went for a movie on Thursday. Friday suppose to join Cardio Dance class but the instructor met an accident and can't make it. So end up I just do some cardio then meet up comm members. We suppose to go Jazz Festival at Mont Kiara but I'm the first one be there and damn packed until each restaurants around the fountain no place to sit. So I just divert others who late to else where. End up we had drink at Mont Kiara Coffee Bean.

After coffee bean we went to mamak yam char. One of us not dinner yet and me too. So had supper and felt guilty hehehe. Then hoh, this Sam keep on want to tell ghost story during that night is first day of ghost month. grrrr made me so terrified when going home alone at 2 plus in the midnite!! some more driving alone (don't dare look at behind) and take lift alone (hope the lift faster reach). Am so so so tired and straight to bed when home on Friday nite.

I woke up very early on Saturday morning due to some noicy sound. So decided to go early gym and joined Yoga at Curve. Due to few more hours to join 3pm body jam class so I went out to flea market checked out the stalls. Bump into my sis who is checking the stalls too. So end up we shop a while together. We did ask the flea market managing guys there and they dont wan any accessories stall. But there are new flea market available next month in Hartamas Shopping Center. We would like to have a try. So this month will a bit busy with tight up to do more stocks.

After gym I went to have a test drive on Suzuki Swift. Good car and really nice and I like it much. Now trying to calculate whether I afford to get it not. Damn...my car now worth like shit lar. After trade in also can't pay off the loan I owe bank. Cracking head to think of way to settle it. If cannot then my swift will fly away :( At night went PC fair but due to its too late can't look around much. Anway the place there look spacious and cleaner and cooler. It is a big conventional center...After that went for movie at KLCC. gosh so tired on the day again. Straight to sleep when home also hehehe.

Sunday again woke up early at 9am. Cos gotta go gym with friends. Joined 2 classes and went home rest about 3 plus. Before that got my cds with 4 HK series from my friend. Whole person like zombie when home. Just sit down and watch tv and copied the series to laptop. Just rested for 2 hours and go out fetch a gal friend to have dinner. hehehe We had Fridays and yummy nachos...hmm I like to eat nachos especially from Fridays. Again hope quite late and damn tired.

Next day really beh tahan when wake up. Eyes so sore until nearly can't open. Whole day sleepy. Until today also the same. I think I need time to catch up my sleeps....time time time.. how to get more time???

Recently I feel myself not myself. Can't concentrate on anything. Mind like thinking a lot things but can't do things effectively...die lar if keep going on like this....

Bad Condition

My hemorrhoid bleeding from last nite till today leh...This morning I go and press it and its still bleed. A bit painful but still ok. Just feel uneasy there is a tumor kind of thing in between my buttock :(

If tomorrow still bleed then I'll see doctor again...

Photos

Since I bought my new phone I took a lot pictures of myself since it has front camera and easier for me.sometimes i just feel bored so take it hehe...just to share some pics been taken lately from my work desk. Some of them I put it as my avatar in messenger. Which one is nice?



And these are my toys on my desk. One is not mine, some given by friends, one I bought it. You guess which is which? hehehe


Some other photos:

Perth Trip Photos

Birthday Photos

Hemorrhoid

I'm having hemorrhoid since Saturday. What is hemorrhoid? In cantonese it calls 'Ji Chong'. It is giving me pains.... :'( Made me uncomfortable and painful while sitting, walking and even sleeping. I don't have nice sleep on that night onwards. Just went see doctor and gave some medicine to kill the pain. Hopefully it helps to make it invisible hehehe. which means don't feel it anymore and no more pain. But it still will come back. So if it is terrible and bleed have to go for surgery to remove it. According to doc, the pill to make it away costly. Recommended to go for surgery. But there is a simple surgery way call Binding. Like put a plastic cover it up and blast it then few days later it will fall of itself. But I hope I no need to go thru all these... =( *pray hard now*

Shopping!!Shopping!!Shopping!!

Been shopping for 3 days in a row =p

Thursday:
First time going shopping after Mega Sales launched. Very exciting for the day comes. After work then off sharp at 6pm then fetch my girl friend and go One U shop. We had dinner and then only start shopping. Due to time limitation we only managed to shop for few shops that we wanted to go in. But yet still not satisfy. Because still got many things in my list haven't get yet hehehe. We shopped till shops closed. Until I was the last customer out from the shop..ooppps.

Friday:
Because last nite not satisfy got thought of go shop again. But I've schedule to go gym on Friday nite one. But who knows I got to know that the schedule changed and the class I wanted to join no more. And one of my girl friend ask out for dinner. So since like that I'll just go for dinner and shopping!! We shopped till all shops closed again hehehe. Then we are very thirsty so went go Long Black at SS2. But just managed to sit for a while cos both of us really tired.

Saturday:
Thought of go to KL to fix my phone. But went out quite late and it was terric traffic jam. So detour to do bank stuffs then go to gym. Joined 2 classes as usual but not had fun because I don't like the instructors for both classes. Just force myself go in. After gym is about evening time so meet up girl friend at Hartamas Shopping Center. We had dinner there and shop a while due to there really nothing to shop and we finished early. So we changed to Curve to continue shopping. hehehe at there I bought a lot working suits only at one shop as so far we only managed to shop for one shop at Curve :p a bit geng hoh me ;) Then we thought of sit down Slippery Senoritas to have drinks as we almost die to thirst haha. But end up go to Hartamas Finnegans as got friends over there. Just had a cup of Strong Bow with Ribbena and dance a little as songs not nice from the DJ that nite. Went home quite early around 12 plus.

Sunday:
No more shopping but did go to a mall to get something very quickly. Then go to KL meet up friends to have dinner. Walk a while at petaling street. It is very hot and quite a lot ppl. Just walk a while then go home. I got diarrhea after back home. Don't know is because the food?? Had a little while watched tv. And finally finished the cyrstal for my friend.

I've decided to active back my biz by going to sell my barang-barang at flea market. Gonna call up to make a booking and plan for it. Hope there is a hope there. hehe

Ouucchhh!!

Sakit...sakit... Me so careless. Just now in the cardio class I sprain my left ankle and fell on the floor. Now the ankle painful so have to walk slowly. Hopefully tomorrow will be fine. I still wanna shopping tomorrow night!! Ouuuccchhhhhhhhh................

Ghost!!!

This morning my desktop got network problem. It took me hours to solve it. While solving it I see a weird thing happened! I tried to unplug the network card and plug in back. And there is one time I just plug the card but not connect the cable yet. But then the network status showing it is connected!!! It suppose say network unplug but now shows connected. Why har? really got ghost ler....scary man... hahaha. My desktop sot sot one..gave a lot problems to me liao especially the network. suspect is the card problem. Lucky at the end I managed to get it done and proceed for testing. I don't dare to change the setting at the moment until I don't need anymore. Unless someone can give me permanent solution.

New Tracks Preview

Last night really fun and exhausted from joining Body Jam class. The instructor taught new tracks which suppose to release only in September. hehehe It is really nice and more intensity. It is more sexy, more workout, need more stamina, non stop for combo. Find that new format of body jam now need more stamina and make me more tired. Others also said the same thing. But it is good unless like last time not really work hard. Looking forward for it to lauch.

Gemini Women

Got this from Judy's blog. I found this very true to me. You guys read it and give comment whether is it true that you know me so far?? hehehe

GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.

She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.

She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you in any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.

She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick wit person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best
friend only, a cool woman.

She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor ,so her love life can be complex or a mess.

She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow.

She could communication with more than 1 languages, a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.

She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.

Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.

System Error!!!!

Since last Saturday my mobile camera not functioning liao. Whenever I on the camera it gives me System Error message! *wahhhhhhhh~cry* Even I reset the setting still the same. I should bring it back to service center to fix it liao. =( It is very troublesome to go for service. The only time I have is on weekend which usually busy or lazy. This weekend have to plan for it liao. sigh.

No Seafood

On Saturday no gym due to Friday nite went pool till 4 plus in the morning. Need to catch up some sleeps. Afternoon went karaoke at Curve. Who knows I'm the earliest and alone sitting in a big room sing only...others came late. Hey RedBox Curve nicer with bigger rooms and better mics... 5 ppl they give like a big room...very comfortable.

Go straight meet up community friends to have seafood dinner. Who knows the restaurant burnt and it closed temporary. Bad luck to us. So went to another seafood restaurant at section 13 PJ but too many ppl gotta wait. So end up we decided to have PizzaHut at Tmn Tun. hahahahaha no seafood for us but fastfood... hmmm I thought I can skip fast food at the moment but still cant escape =( work harder again for this week...hehehee

We had great place for our pizzas...especially with friends are funny. Had great time although go one big round to get food. hehehe. It was early after dinner. So I went to a friend's house at mont kiara. We played big 2 and scrabble hahaa. Just to pass time ;)

Spent whole Sunday at home. Don't want go out anymore and I need some rest. I spent time to watch some shows and laundry jobs. Also gotta spend sometime to study on my work. At night Sam msg and one of my fren called to go yam char but don't feel go out so rejected them. Sometimes too much, too tired, I will prefer to have own time being alone do some relax things.

Who the hell....

Who the hell calling my house phone at 4 plus am??? It rang many times and I wanted to pick up it stopped. I'm worry now....Is it my ex? probably is he and he is such kind of person who can do tat! If not him who else??? And that time was I'm just home not long. I felt that I got spy by someone...feel unsecure now.

Prepared Lunch

Told ya I wil not go lunch anymore. So today prepared breakfast and lunch. But not sure later they will ask me out or not. But I feel like going out to Giant buy fruits. If they go Giant then I'll follow.

Sleepy now...later nite will join cardio dance at axis. then will go play pool with fren. should be another busy night hehe

Lately I found I got no mood to work. Is because I really donno how to start my work and no one I can refer to...It is really hard and I feel stressed!!! *cry* I got deadline to meet and still donno how...help help help!!!!

3:38pm - now my stomach not feeling well....since i drank the grapefruit juice I felt a lot wind in my stomach n make me painful now...arrggghhhh hope later gym time is ok ler...

Tomorrow will go to Curve FF and then sing karaoke at RedBox Curve from 3-6pm. Then will meet community group to go for seafood dinner...will be a busy weekend again...

Stop Eating....Workout Harder

This afernoon someone said I'm fatter already. Feel sad that my efforts not working. No matter how hard I go gym I still stuck here cannot loose any weight. Too bad..too bad. Alright, since I'm fat already so I gotta eat less now. Plan to stop going out lunch anymore. It makes me fat and guilty always. I will prepare my meal by my own with my best and time. Then go gym every night and workout more. Besides joining class, I'll do threadmill and stepper and go for steam bath. I wan to prove it that I can do it!

I feel lost when I can't do or reach my target...now my head keep thinking how and what to do to reach objectives....

I was rushing to class tonite. Join 6:20pm class and I leave office only at 6pm. Actually I already wear the top already in the morning and change pant only in the car hehehe. May be too rush to gym and may be too over...cause my middle chest pain like hell... until I cant breathe properly and stand still. It is just like something stab on ur chest. It is really painful. I got the pain until late nite. It is something like gastric pain which I don't have. Wonder why???

I went to Cheras get something from friend. That time was 9pm. Who knows it is still traffic jam there. goshhhh I was so hungry and stuck in the jam...the feeling not nice lar. Once got back home cook something to eat then only feel better.

Latino Night

Went Curve FF and join Body Jam Latino night class...It is a special class and purposely to play only latin songs. Whewww it was great and good workout. Had much funs. All the way latin dance..

After gym meet a fren and shop a while at Curve. I bought one Nike top which wanted to buy for some time. Then go to Tesco for grocery shopping. Is time for me to prepare own breakfast and lunch and dinner instead eat outside.

Fast Food

Due to lately I had too much fast foods continuously. Getting heavier. So decided to do more workout at gym. Now change my routine where do threadmill and stepper before joining the class. Then will join 1 or 2 classes. If time allow will go steam bath to help on water retention problem on me. Besides, I'll try to eat less and try not to involve in fast food. hehehe. Will go get vege and fruits by these few days. Really need to control and work hard to reach my target. I found that lately just stuck to the weight I'm having now. Can't go down anymore. Why?

Oh yah last nite Kelvin at last join me at Axis FF liao. He is back! hahaha. Welcome back buddy. Threadmill and 2 classes last nite already make me like dead fish liao hahaha. But still I slept at 1am =p gggrrrrr can't I just sleep early??? sigh cannot lor...too many things distract me hehehehe

Hmmm tonite will go to Curve FF for Latin theme Body Jam class. Donno its fun not. will see ;)

Monday Blues

Due to last weekend too much hang out it made me damn tired and sleepy on Monday. Decided not to go gym tonight. Thought of go back home early to rest. Who knows after all still went home at 10 plus even later than if I go to gym. sigh...why? why I must hang out late only go home? Why must I sleep late when got time to sleep early? I think may be that's me. Too hyperactive gua. I like to meet friends, move around, play around...although am tired. hehehee think there is a day I really knock out and can't continue to the life I'm having now. :p Try to have more funs when still young ;) *although not tat young anymore* :D

And thanks to Jimbo who company me for dinner. Had nice dinner and thanks for bringing me to new place to try out. And sorry to Clement that I too over react and too loud when talk to you. I was moodless at the night. Too stress out lately.

Overnight

On Saturday went gym at Axis. Joined 2 classes as usual. Met BJ and we have chat while waiting for the class. After gym went meet up friend for a walk and dinner. There is a car roadshow in the shopping mall. Got different type of cars showing there. First I saw Kia Serphia with high specs and price not expensive with 0% downpayment. A bit sum yuk yuk. But then later saw Suzuki Swift and sit inside it. I think I've fall in love with this car.... Thinking to buy but have to calculate first =p

Then night went over to my friends house to fix my laptop network problems and dinner. We went for pool and movie at midnite. It is ages I don't watch midnite show already. Then back to my friends house and have little drink and hook up to internet already. hahaha. Whole night long do not sleep but just chit chat and play games. I think I slept only at 5 plus in the morning and woke up 9 plus. Planned to go for dim sum but end up still not make it.

Initially plan to go gym again on Sunday and meet up BJ. Who knows overnight at friends house and sleepless made me cancel it. hehee. And I have to go back to Seremban for dinner as my brother buy us dinner. So I dilly delly at friends house till 2 plus pm n went back bukit jalil home. It was rainy day and nice to sleep. Lucky my sis called to inform dinner cancelled. That's good. So I rested at home. At night join back my friends for dinner. Whole day no sleep and it was really sleepy. I knocked out on that night. :D

Farewell Lunch

Due to my company hiring more ppl in and out of seats. The company set up another office at cyberjaya. So there is a team call OneSuite team moving there. They move today. So we all have farewell lunch with the team. Here are the photos taken. You can see most of my colleagues faces :p





At night no gym but went movie with friend. Then meet up steph n others at sri hartamas coffee bean.

Squash

Played squash and it was great after ages no play. I played until my hand swollen hehehe. Is good to get into this sport again n will do it again. Waiting for some friends to get court to play. hehe. After squash plan to swim one...but due to heavy rain so no swim liao. Disappointed as I bought goggle in the afternoon and get ready for it one... well will do it again next time

Crazy

I can feel that my body getting more tired since rest less for weeks. And almost everyday went for gym or outdoor sports. I should have let my body rest and get enough sleep. But yet I still degil to do so...May be been too active and can't stop myself.

Usually on Tuesday I'll just join one Body Jam class will do. But donno out of my mind I just join next class which is Body Step and it is killing.... a lot of squading and arms up n down. My arms still sore since sunday mar...hard for me. But lucky I still managed to hold myself till end of the class. It is real tired when home. But yet slept at 1am...hehee.

I think my stamina not good enough. Gotta make it back slowly. Need to push myself to join more classes or some cardios...arggghhhh tired n tired.

Furthermore, I still got few crystal orders not yet do leh...been dragging it for some time. really sorry to my customers. lucky they all my friends :p Plan to complete by this week gua if I still can get some time for it. *knock* must have lar biz important!

Shall We Meet

Thought of having basketball tonight but because of raining and some tired from yesterday rock climbing so end up cancelled. So I didn't bring clothes for gym and donno where to go. Although I'm tired and lots of things to do at home but still don't feel going home. Then later chat with Steph and she said lets meet up to have dinner and drink. Then I said ok let's go. We went to a new hong kong style shop at SS2 call Shall We Meet. The food and drink not bad there. Seems like good business also. Later Eric came and join us. Both of them have a topic to discuss and I'm sitting there wondering around :p Anyway I'm going off earlier to meet another friend for a while.

It was a raining night and it is best time to sleep. But I'm still outside! While driving home was like zombie or dreaming. Don't even know or remember what I did and how I drove home. haha but lucky I'm home safely.

Rock Climbing

Went for rock climbing with colleagues. It was great fun and am enjoyed it. It's been long time not doing it. First I joined the course although I did climb before but forgotten the basics. It is good to have a refresh. So first half an hour was practising session. Then later I tried to climb few walls. Some I managed but some half way. After few walls arm no more strength. Unable to have further challenge. Think have to come next time to complete the rest one by one.

It is really enjoy to have a big group doing it. Some will cheer u, encourage u, help u... We climbed from 1pm till almost 5pm...End up everyone so tired and arms restless and sores. Next day even worst cos everyone complaining arms pain there pain hahaha. Looking forward for second time soon.....

Saturday

As usual went FF but this time to Curve one. Because there is master body jam going to teach. Saw a lot faces familiar who usually join this class. funny, all members come from different clubs just purposely to join this instructor class.

After gym just shop around at Curve. And dinner with friends where they came n look for me. So we just hang out around Curve area for eat n drinks n chit chat. I'm a bit tired so home quite early and need to rest early as next day going for rock climbing.

While at Curve got a call from a friend. And from her I know that my ex still staying same block as me just 3 floors down. I thought he will be moving out by end of July but disappointed me he is not...he will continue to stay here. I wish him leave from here so much as I don wan to worry everytime I'm back home. I scare he is following or waiting for me. Scare to meet him at the lift with him alone again. Scare he kacau me again...

In the middle of the sleep on Saturday there was a house phone rang for only once which woke me up. I suspected is my ex called. No one will call at 2 plus am rite? Only he can do so from my experiences.

Donno how to live here near future. Always in worry...sigh

Sprain again

Just now played tennis with colleagues and went gym after tennis. During tennis session I sprain left back thigh. It is not tat too serious and think can go gym. Then when in the gym class while doing some movement my right back thigh old sprain which I thought recovered pain again and this time real pain =( I think at the moment I cant squad and bend my leg. Realy scare sunday cant go rock climbing which I don wan to miss. And tomorrow I will go gym also leh...pls and hope my leg ok by tomorrow.

Party again after so long

Went to Cafe Flam, Sunway to have dinner and drinks. It is really been long time I got no party especially at cafe flam and with my gang of girl friends used to party together. Miss it a lot and hoping to have more funs there. But end up disappointed me. It is not like it used to be. The crowd changed and the music changed. Not the one I like. Or may be later night only got musics tat I like. Anyway, I left early compare to last time.

While having dinner by sitting outside cafe flam, suddenly a guy came to me. And it was my ex. He scared me. He said so coincident pass by and see me there. I'm not sure he really coincident or purposely. But don't care. I got friends around. Besides my gal friends I still got few colleagues and colleague's friends around.

I don't drink much. Just one bottle stout and few cups whisky. Got to know few guys from friend's friends.

Painful

I think last night played not properly until I sprain my back right thigh near buttock place... It is painful now. When I sit or walk or squad gotta make sure it is not pain. Hopefully today will get better so I can go gym tomorrow and coming days. I want to go rock climbing as well!

Sports

Recently did a lot sports with my colleagues which I never do for ages. Last Friday went Tennis. but funny is I'm bare foot to play tennis. I forgot to bring my sport shoe over to the court so gotta barefoot. This cause my big toe painful hehe. But I still go gym next day even pain on my toes.

Tonight went for basketball with colleagues again. This time only me alone a gal and a dummy of basketball hehe. But I still played for a while and learn something. Back home quite late and bath. I'm half dead lying on bed waiting hair get dry then sleep and while online now...

OK I'm going to oi oi already...good nite

New Toy

On Saturday went Low Yat to get a new toy for myself which is a brand new HP Compaq Presario V2320AP Laptop. yessss at last I own one for myself since long I've planned to have it. I love it very much althought the color not I wan - white. But it is black and is ok also. As long as not silver. Just don't like something normal.

It's specs as follow:

• Intel Centrino Mobile Processor 1.6GHz Processor (Sonoma)
• 521 DDR RAM, 40 GB Hard Disk
• LAN/WIFI/MODEM
• Intel 915M Graphics 64MB & 6 in 1 Card Reader
• Altec Lansing specaker, Bluetooth, 3USB, 1 Firewire, 1 SVideo, VGA port

All at RM3,700. I am quite satisfy with the spec at the price. It is more than enough for me. It is my new baby toy now...

3G Connected

Yeah i got connected to 3G services on last saturday. Noon time went there to do it. And then because of some reason in order to upgrade to 3G services so I've to change phone number which myself as principal line. Well I wanted to change plan for long with own name and now one stone kills 2 birds which can change plan and upgrade service. After maxis I go to gym. The cardio dance class was great and it is really work out. So tired and sweat like hell. And my body aching again after this class.

Sports Night No Gym Night

Yesterday nite is rest day and no gym. Went for Batman Begins movie. Tonight will no go gym but will do some sports at the condo next to my office. I'll follow my colleagues for sports night tonite. Will play tennis and then swimming. Really long time no swim and not good in tennis. I wanna learn tennis and waiting someone to teach me hehehe. My colleagues they all very active and organize a lot sports activities. My company got sports club and got subsidy by company for certain sports like Badminton, Rock Climbing, Bowling, Basketball. Next Sunday we all will go for Rock Climbing at Summit Subang USJ...hehehe. Each only has to pay RM5 =p not bad hoh. Yuhooo can rock climbing again!! I want bowling also! Miss it for long. May be I'll be the one organize this activity hehehe.

Tomorrow I'll be going to Maxis 3G lauch roadshow. Try to find out the services and possible to get connect to 3G. Hope sooner there is someone can try it out with me. Tomorrow many things to do but donno can make it not. I'll wan to get a laptop and go to gym. Hope got time. May be at night go Klang for seafood...yummy yummy...

Tonight got friend ask me go Loft clubbing. Go or not go? When I feel that clubbing till late and next day I've to do so much thing make me feel tired liao =p. May be next time when I really wanna go then I'll call my this friend....heheh. Retired from clubbing...old lady already. =D But then I still enjoy having drinks with friends...do call me out if any ok?

Good Day To Sleep

This morning drizzling and I can see a rainbow on my way to work. Today go to office by Kesas. There are 3 accidents involved. I saw a Kenari got bang by ppl and it kemek terrible. I slep only 5 hours plus last night. A bit tired and sleepy today. Anyone feel free come chat with me so that I won't feel sleepy =p

This morning listened to a topic discussion from 988 radio. "Why a couple dated for years still be together even they know there are problems in between for long?" What's your opinion to this topic? If you in such situation why don't you just leave it instead suffer, sacrifies and hold in such situation for long? Is it because you feel wasted time if you let go for a long relationship? Or what other fears you face? Don't you feel that once find out not suitable then just break instead hold up for years or even for life with regrets? For me, I can't deal with the problems for long. Either solve it or leave it. I rather being happy by single instead suffer for life...

Courage...Luck??

Today talked with my boss about the work I'm doing. Since gotta wait for reply from France so I can't proceed. So concentrate on another thing. He try to explain what should I do and his idea to me. He wants me understand everything first. Then plan to start to plan out whole project. He told me that don't feel upset or disappointed on my work with no progress. He already expected it and it is rely on third party so can't do much. The other thing to him to me or to anyone is new so gotta take time to learn. It is good that learn new thing together with my boss. Only him I can ask my doubts. He is going to hire new staff in my team but not so soon. So now I gotta do some ground job first.

Today feel happy when a friend told me managed to buy what I desired. It is hard to find and finally...hehehe. Felt sleepy in the afternoon. So try to download some songs that I want to listen. And also send over to my friends. Like very free hoh. Donno why no mood to read those documents lor. so sleepy..... Went to FF after work. Planned to join Body Jam then Body Step. But after jam class feel tired already. I scared my leg pain again after body step class. I don wanna walk like robot anymore =D

I felt that tonite unfortunate. I nearly accident for twice after I'm out from gym. And yes, first time see axis FF traffic jam from basement parking till out. Jam more than 15 minutes I think. Donno why lar... Went Standard Chartered Bank to pay check also gotta queue for 15 minutes. Only one cheque deposit machine available at first. Lucky later 2 more fixed and I managed to do it fast. Who knows the gal infront of me only bank in one cheque took long time! arrrggghhh just bank in cheque took me more than 20 minutes!! Feel little bad luck today.

Not finish yet...after home try to cook lunch for tomorrow. Who knows the pipe burst! ggggrrrrr make my clothes wet. Anyway still manage to cook.

Some Gym Class Definitions

BODYBALANCE (BODYBALANCE) All Levels: BodyBalance is the fantastic mind/body class that intergrates Tai Chi, Yoga, Pilates, flexibility and core training set to uplifting and inspirational music.

BODYJAM (BODYJAM) All Levels: Is a pre choreographed dance based workout, putting you in the groove with the latest tunes.

BODYPUMP (BODYPUMP) All Levels: A resistance training Group Fitness Class, using the latest training techniques set to great music. This is the fastest way to shape your body.

BODYSTEP (BODYSTEP) All Levels: BODYSTEP is the ultimate step workout and the world's fastest way to tone butts and thighs. Using simple-to-follow moves and inspirational music BODYSTEP allows you to train at the intensity you want without having to think too hard. Simple yet effective pre-choreography prescribes a high-energy, athletic cardio blast that is simple enough for men and women of all ages and fitness levels.

Cardio Dance (Cardio Dance) All Levels: Fast paced cardio workout filled with exciting and funky dance moves to groove your way to a fitter and healthier body.

Hi-Lo (Hi-Lo) All Levels: A challenging class with basic combinations of exercises. This class will improve your fitness level and burn calories helping you to lose body fat.

Raw Power in Motion (RPM) All Levels: An indoor stationary cycling experience. Spin along to various terrains, speeds and intensities and let the music be your road. Go at your own pace and enjoy a group exercise session full of motivation and sweat! Please book-a-bike at reception before the class commences.

Rest day

Today went home early to catch up some rest. No go gym due to body still aching. Will resume tomorrow. Today donno why so tired and sleepy. May be too much over the weekend gua =p. My work there not so smooth lar...pc keeps giving me network problems and difficulty to understand some of the programs. sigh...wake up wake up! gotta do something!

This afternoon got sms from Maxis. Now only tell me appreciate my sms during overseas n now the charges per sms only 20 cents. It should offer earlier so I no need pay so much on my previous bill lar...grrrrrr

Coming weekend is Maxis lauching 3G services. They got a roadshow. I'll be there to check out the services and wanted to change new plan if possible. Lately plan to get a laptop for myself. Donno which to choose....still thinking

Started from today try to make own breakfast. This morning made sandwiches and did some for colleagues. ok lar...*yawn* I'm sleepy now. Good nite lar.

Some pics taken on last saturday at souled out and breakers.....

beside me is steph...she is like my little sis...

My wish today: I hope all the bad lucks go away and good lucks go to steph. Wish her happy always. I'll always beside her when she needs me. Don't give up steph. Do what you feel happy to do.

Busy Day

Last night I was out for more than 12 hours. Sooo tired especially after gym in the morning till afternoon. I joined 2 classes consecutively (body jam then body step). Body aching after body step. It was great but really hard time for me after stopped for long for joining this class..gosh. Planned to go for another class in the late afternoon but really cannot. Body so tired so end up cancelled it.

I went to Hartamas Shopping Centre for shopping. It is a new shopping centre in Sri Hartamas. The place ok lar...think this weekend is opening so most of the shops open. Just shop a while there and very hungry then went to Kim Gary for dinner. Got discount voucher and it is a cheap dinner hehe.

After dinner I rushed back to my house first. Need to unload the food stuffs that I bought and charge my phone. New phone gave me a lot problem lar. Hang and battery flat fast. Hopefully later have some updates to solve the problem ler. Rested a while at home then go out to Sri Hartamas Souled Out to meet community members. They are Johny, Steph, Alex, Sam, Jih Ying, Johanna, Eric and his fren Nicole.

We had great time last nite. First we had 3 jugs of beer at souled out and then because the music too loud so shift place to Breakers. We played pool for 2 hours and have beers as well. Photos taken in Sam's camera. Waiting him to send to us. We hang out from 9:30pm till 3:30am that was long rite? At the end only left me, steph, johny n sam. Me and steph don't wan go home but sam gotta leave early. So we have to stop there. haha. It was a first time I got such chance to chat with comm members for long and knowing them. Good good... hopefully in future will have more gathering like this.

Today supposingly to wake up early to go gym but I can't. So skipped one class. Later not sure wanna join later class not??? still thinking.... body so painful now wor...even walk also feel the pain. should I or shouldn't I go???

Hard Body

I had a great workout just now. It was cardio dance class and got great dance and sweat alot. Today steps not hard and can work out body parts. I love dancing and wish can dance more =p Just before start it we had warm up by stretching body. I think I push too hard until over stretch my both inner thighs. Besides we did clap hand and may be clap too hard until left palm got bruise near to second finger. ouchh painful now....hopefully tomorrow not feel pain. I still gotta go gym one. I've been long time no join yoga or pilates class lar. Now whole body hard liao. Must force myself join back no matter how and must join body balance class too.

Arrrgghhh still got a lot clothes to wash now..sometimes lazy to go gym one of the reason is because gotta wash clothes =p Tired when think of tomorrow need to do a lot things and get some stuffs....sleepy already...will rest soon.

**Yawn**

Today very tired and sleepy and moodless....*yawn* think because last night slept late. Been worked late and home late. Now still at office but no mood do work liao. Can't do it and can't think much. Waiting to go to gym later. Will join Cardio Dance at 8:30pm. Past 2 days didn't go gym but go eat eat eat...a bit guilty now and heavier so must go gym tonight although I got no mood. Must discipline myself.

Coming weekend busy on workout and appointment. Tomorrow will go gym from morning to evening (but not workout all the day...got pit stop =D). Then supposingly movie with friend but I got to meet up steph, johny and others so end up cancelled it. Looking forward for tomorrow night meet up.

Ok gotta prepare to go gym now...*sleepy eyes now*

Blur

I'm very blur and tired now. Eyes are closing. Waiting my hair dry then go to sleep. Just now while driving I feel that what I'm doing is not me..like dreaming. May be its bcos too full and too sleepy today (because woke up early this morning). This afternoon while walking to eat I suddenly feel dizzy. Lucky just a while.

Just now had dinner at DU. I ordered Sukiyaki Set and very full. We got not enough time to chit chat and then decided shift place to CoffeeBean SS2. Can't finish the drink. I had wonderful time with my buddies. Everytime we came out meet up sure laugh a lot.

I have to sleep early tonite. If not really can't concentrate on work...good night.

Tonight

Went FF joined body jam by Jacqueline. And got a guest instructor from ShangHai (Forget what's her name). She is good and hot but not really like her much. Well tonite sweat a lot due to the aircond in the studio kena service. After gym met up Alex yam char. We had good chat and know him better. I do not really chat much with comm members except some always hang out.

OK today about my work got little progress. The program I did can run at my boss's laptop but not my pc. Don't know why my pc can't do the thing so have to test it with helping by my boss =p. I gotta add on something asap. So may be later will try to do a little work (provided my eyes still can open big big =>). Tomorrow morning gotta go to office earlier about 8am will reach. Now donno sleep early wake up early or sleep late wake up early??? I feel tired if I sleep less than 7 hours nowadays..sigh..sign of getting old ;) Can't hang out late liao.

Expensive Phone Bill

Yesterday my phone bill got barred for whole day. By right in the morning I paid it right after I noticed it. Who knows after paid it is still not working. So end up whole day I can't make any calls. I checked on website at night at home and then find out my bill for last month was RM360+. Out of this amount RM330+ is from SMS when I was holiday in Perth!!!! Damn...only sms cost me so much :( It costs Rm1.28 per sms. soooooooooooo expensive! Now only I know!!! Sum tong by paying this bill leh...and those sms all sent from me to my ex one when in Perth.

Advice: next time if you are oversea please make calls rather then sms.

First Time

Last night went for Johnson and Yvonne's wedding dinner. It was great. Happy to meet community members and some first time meet. We had great time chit chatting, drinking wines and listen to a legend *someone hit monkeys along highway*. Sorry for the car damages especially new car. We took lots of pictures. Besides some of them complimented me slimmer than last time which make me more courage to go to gym often and reach my objective =p.




*nice group photo*

Today working not so productive as I don't know how to get my program working... Most of the time chat with colleagues n friends =p. Am happy chatted with someone that didn't chat for some time *wink*.

Tonight went to Summit FF which first time I visit it ever. The place not big but not small. It is ok and not pack. Joined Body Jam class which always my favourite with favourite instructor. I purposely join this class because it is the only class which I favour at right time. The instructor so touch and happy to see me. Chatted her for while and knowing a lot of things. Today will be final class for body jam old tracks. Because this weekend will launching new tracks and started next week will be teaching new tracks. I plan to go on Sat & Sun for the launching => from one studio to another studio kekeke.

Small World

Just know that my new colleages from FCS used to play basketball with Maxis team including Johnson, Long n others at Mont Kiara. I knew that from I showed my colleague johnson's wedding pics. It is really a small world. Everyone around me know each other.

WTF

I CAN'T STAND ANYMORE!!!!!! Just a minute ago my ex brought his mom come to my house. Said return my stuffs but he just straight in to my house and walk around. He is checking my house see whether got anyone around. Fucking shit (sorry I have to say bad words to this bastard!) what is he trying to do? He said he waited me for one whole night but I didn't home. Asked me where I go last nite? WTF?? He spy on me??? He talked craps and shits in front of me really I can't stand! What I'm doing or where I go non of your f*king biz! WHY STILL WANT TO BUG ME??? He is just like a crazy bastard. His actions really like crazy man!!! He doesn't want to leave my house but lucky his mom around and managed to get him out.

I'm crying now.....hope to talk to someone. No one will understands my situation now. I really wanna gone crazy by his reactions and talking craps. He always like to make up something that is not true and said I did it! I hate! I hate! I hate! Why can't just leave me alone and don't hurt me again? Stop disturb me and we are not related. What I do you no need worry and non of you biz! Please go awy...go away...........................

Happy Father's Day

Nis early in the morning on Sunday. What am I doing here? I suppose not awake until 12 noon on Sunday??? Hehehe...I just came back from friend's house. Last night went out dinner with my friends and end up hang out at one of the friend's house. They drink but I don't. I just had one cup of vodka lime => I slept at 4 something and woke up at 9am then drive back while they are sleeping. Don't feel sleepy at the moment after bath. So write something first and may be without laziness I'll clean up my room =p. Very hungry now... errrr will cook something to eat later.

Today is Father's Day and why I didn't go back Seremban to celebrate? Well, is because tonight is Johnson and Yvonne wedding dinner and I have to attend. Actually I've already bought something for my dad couple weeks ago. And in fact we don't celebrate much on this day. Or may be will go out have dinner. It's been 2 weeks I didn't go back home already.

Yesterday afternoon went Karaoke with colleagues and I sang quite a lot of songs. But luckily my voice still ok. Just feel my throat pain and cough as usual...hmmm I think I've gotta start to take care my throat and cure my cough. I think I really have to move my ass to see doctor *hopefully =D* or else get some medicine from Guardian *hohoho*.

Like Stranger

Just now left office at 8pm. Then rush to FF. Met BJ. She is off work for these 2 days and so lucky can see her. Thought can join cardio dance class but who knows changed to body jam class. I don't like the instructor...very lousy and a bit sissy...his way of teaching not like those more professional instructors. Nowadays lesser good instructors teach body jam. Sigh... hope future more better instructors ler.

I realised I left something important in the office and lucky someone there help me to take it. Really thanks to my new colleague =p

Just now when home met my ex at the lift and we like stranger walk passed. Well, I don't know why break off only why must make the situation such strengthen? Heard that he is leaving to some where for work... well here to wish him good luck. I do wan to be friend with him but he doesn't want. Can't help...is time gotta forget him if he wants to avoid me.

I'm tired now. But have to work. Hopefully I won't fall asleep when work ler....

Not Satisfy

I'm still at office now....just now boss ask me how's my progression. I'm doing a program purpose for communication with one of the server in France. Since yesterday the problem bugging me till today. I really got no idea on how to solve it. But then in the afternoon after reading some helps and think and think...at last!! I can solve the problem and manage to run the program. But it is just a very simple program. I still need to do something in order to fulfill my boss requirement. Lucky I manage to solve it before my boss ask me. If not I donno how am I to answer.

Before solved the problem I was so depress until I cried. It is like when you face a wall that you can even go thru. I feel down and blame myself why I can't do so. I wanted to have progression at work. Wanted to do something out to prove I can. Although the problem solved but I still not satisfy at my progression. I feel weak now...need to recharge myself.

Frankly, I have no idea on what I'm doing (may be getting to know about it). I'm the only one to do it and no one did it before. So??? It is a bit hard for me. Somemore I know boss expecting me to do something...pressure pressure!!!! Besides there is a communication setting at my pc not working...argghhhh why everything can't work?? I think this weekend have to do my work at home ler....sigh.

Anyway, work is work...I still will balance myself. Later I'll go Axis FF and after that donno... will try to call someone =D. Tomorrow will have karaoke session with my new colleagues in the afternoon at Low Yat RedBox....hohoho...I'm still coughing and voice not fully recovered. Not sure can I sing or will I lost my voice again after sing??? I don't care!!! Just enjoy!

Annoying

I'm really annoyed on what my ex did to me last night. He kept sending me sms while I'm sleeping. Some more his msgs really made me mad. He said something that about I lied to him on the reason I want to break off. Said I got something hide behind me. He alwys think he is right and know the proof. WTF he think he is. Know so well about me and know everything from me? He is the person who always like to think something that it is not true. He keeps advice me and said if I don't change now then I'll regret....what is tat?????? What can I do to make him get off from me??!!!

Surprised

At night went to Axis FF for gym. Before that called steph to arrange to bring her there who knows she told me she is not feeling well and cancelled. Then I just as usual go there ready to join Body Jam. Who knows I saw Steph walking towards me. Was surprised she is in FF and more surprised that she joined the club already. Am very surprised and happy to have new buddy go gym together. Although I get used to go gym alone but sometimes is good to have buddy chit chat around. Looking forward to go gym with steph.

Hee hee...some of my friends in FF said I slim down compare to last time. Yeah happy and will keep up the work. Met Kim as well and she hurt her back. I know that she had back problem for long. Hope she is fine and don't hurt her back again. Becareful when do the body and mind classes.

On my way home there is an accident at the exit to sri petaling caused traffic jam. It involved 3 cars probably. Then I go ta bao soup as my dinner.

Bad News

Just got a called from friend only knowing one of my best friend's father just past away. I used to visit her house and know her parents. Feel sorry to hear it. Lucky my friend still can accept it and calm to do everything as she is the oldest in the family. My friend's father got knocked down by a car while he is riding a bike. The car ran away. I'll try my best to help my friend when she needs any helps. I feel sad when hear about all these especially those I know.... *May god bless my best friend and her family*.

Problematic Day

At Work:
After a week of work getting used to the working environment. Since starting new job I got problem with my new pc. OS settings cause problems, work related application installation causes problems...sigh. But all a week solving and today finally can get what I want (hopefully no problems for coming days..*pray to god*). These really need to thanks to my new nice colleagues especially the 'nice & kind & leng chai takumi' hee hee. Until now I still got no idea what I suppose to do in this company =p. Hopefully I'm not blur soon.

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Relationship:
Today plan after work and leave punctual at 6pm to meet up steph and go visit new fitness call True Fitness. So I left at 6pm together with another colleague. When I get my car, I got shocked! My ex standing around and coming near to my car. I locked my car and didn't let him come in my car. He insists wan to go home with me and have a nice talk. But I do have plan and of course can't let him go with me. After a while my colleague left together see something wrong and walk to my car see what's wrong. Because don't want trouble anyone and cause anythin happen so have to let my ex in my car. Then I just drove away. He really make me mad like crazy. Why doesn't he accept the break off??? He insists want to have a talk and know the reason why I decided to break off. He doesn't believe my reasons and said I keeping secre from him. He insists we still can work out well and wanna together like old days.

As my friends out there who follows my blog last time surely know me and him break n patch many times till countless. I've already fed up and really really tired on this kind of relationship. I want it over! That's it. I don't want hold it anymore. Why I must suffer like this? So I decided really want to break off this time no matter how. I'm worrying how am I make him let me go? He is so stubborn and I know some reasons he still want to be with me. Although what I did too means but I just want it over and make him understands what my purpose. No matter how I will make it end. Tell me...how am I make someone understand and accept the break up? He keeps saying the reason I told him is not the reason. I actually got something else hide behind. What the fuck (sorry I have to say such) what I tell are truth nothing else. I really donno how to make him to understand.

I wanted drop him half way but he rejected. He just sit in my car even I open door and ask him get out. I really cant stand him anymore. He made me cry countless times. Even though I having bad sorethroat and I don't care and just shout loud ask him get out my car. I don't want talk to him anymore. Lucky he give up talk to me at that time and just leave me alone. I hate him appear infront of me out of sudden and especially stopping me or delaying me for my plan. He always did so and so scary.... He still havent give up and want to have a peace talk to me. But I plan to avoid him. I know there is no result from the talk. And my answer still the same. He really spoilt my mood for the day. morning in MSN already made me cried. Then after work scared me again. Why he wants to torture me wor??

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Fitness:
Tonight is the first time meet my beloved sis Steph. She is so cute and always active as I know her. We already knew each other for a year plus thru net but never meet before. So happy can see her at last. We are like long time friends meet again. No such feeling of meeting new net friend. We meet up to pay a visit to True Fitness at sri hartamas. This fitness not as good as my expectation. Although it is big but the layout of machines and many stairs confused me and I don't like. Feel lousy about their consultant presentation. Not professional at all. Compare to service FF still better. Although TF machines newer and more but.... I only interested on the classes. What is good from them is they provided whole day Yoga and Pilates classes in separate studio. They really got different types of Yoga lor...which I'm interested. When come to price first the consultant said Joining RM750, Admin RM90 and Monthly RM190 then I say to myself that's it. It is not attract me and even more expensive than FF. Who knows later he gives offer Joining reduced to RM180, Admin waived and Monthly RM155 if pay by certain credit cards. Aiyah straight tell us the price u wanna give lar...why take big round? It is surely not under my consideration is bcos it's location and only one outlet. In conclusion not attract me at all. I still prefer FF which I can go anywhere I want. I've joined FF for 2 years and I still there. royal customer hoh...hee hee.

I'm so happy and lucky to meet steph. I'm the first comm member meet her. And met Ray, her bf as well. Nice to meet you both! "To my sis Steph, no matter what problems I will always here support you. Don't sad and unhappy k. Any problems can solve but just need time. Don't give yourself too much pressure. Love ya." next time join me out more yeah. I will start party again just for u! hehehe. And wish you good luck and no worry on starting first job on wednesday. Relax relax :>

Tomorrow nite will go FF together with steph. Just let her visit those fitness center available in KL for her to make her mind. I hope she will like FF. So next time we can go gym together!

Still in Holiday Mood

Just got back from Perth on Monday. Feel tired and miss the place there. Yesterday started to work but no mood at all! I feel emptiness and blur whole day. The weather here so hot and it make me sick. I miss the weather in Perth and the relaxing life style there... Plan to go again soon provided time and money allow kekeke.

I've taken whole bunch of photos (whatever also take) but lazy to compile it. Soon I'll post it here yeah. There are a lot of things to tell from the photos. Hope I'm patient enough to do so...kind of lazy now after the trip...... bleh

My last day in current company will be 31st May. So now in the process of handing over my works. I think following days I'll be free for nothing... Will start my new job in 6th June. hehehe that's my request. I wish to have some day off in between next week hee hee. So I got time to meet up friends and settle some stuffs. Anyone wanna have lunch with me?

OK next post will tell more about my trip!

Having Holiday

My office now having power failure for my department floor. So everybody can knock off early. I'm still here waiting friend and go to KT liao. hee hee it is good leave early and make the plan better. Tomorrow early morning will go to Redang Island kekekeke. So will be back end of the week.

Just now my boss discuss with me whether can let me leave company earlier. Ohhhh that's good if he does. My new company will be happy if know this. And I can change environment earlier. My boss reason is since now can't assign me new job and I'm takingi leave in May for perth trip. So plan to let me go end of May. In this case I can start new job in June. That will be great! And he told me this is the first time they do so if it is....how lucky I am.

OK is time for me to leave. Will take more photos and enjoy the trip ;) Share it when I'm back lar. Happy holiday to all yeah...

Holiday Mood

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Now just having holiday mood going for Redang Island. No more mood of working in this week hee hee. I'm leaving on Wed night driving up to Kuala Terengganu then next day morning will reach the island in the morning. It is 3D2N trip. Yesssss so happy looking forward....
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Yesterday already tender my resignation. Wonder my boss today got what to say to me. I know all my bosses don't wanna me go but nothing can stop me if I really wanna go. This company not bad but I want to have some change. Do something different from what I'm doing. Hopefully it is a good move.
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Lately been looking for property. Just went to PWTC for MAPEX fair. See any good and nice house/condo which I can buy not. Started plan to have own property. I think it is the time. But myself don't like too much commitment and I don't know I can't bear it or not....will see.
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Offer Letter is ready

Just got a call from new company and the offer letter is ready at last! Will go and pick up probably tomorrow. My current boss just gave me increment letter yesterday. Oh...now current job and new job just 200 bucks difference. 200 is tat much to you? Well, I think I will still leave because not only the pay higher but also the new job more interesting although I don't know I'm capable to do it. No try no hope right?

Oh yeah, next Thursday is holiday so just had sudden plan yesterday decided to go Redang Island!! Hurray!! here I come lovely beach and sea. So tonight gotta go shopping and get something needed...hee hee wish to get new bikini although I have 2 sets. Always wish to have lots of bikini sets and wear it often. I just like them very much.

After shopping tonite will go for free movie "SAHARA". My colleague gave me the tickets from some where and he is not free to go. yeah lately I'm addicted to movies. Almost all latest movies I've watched even upcoming showing hohoho. It is because I bought more than 30s DVDs past weeks at cheap price =p

Where am I and What I am doing?

It's long time no blog. arrghh a bit lazy to do so. Lately don't know why feel tired easily. I think is getting old reason. Ok just have some updates about me lately yeah.

Work: Busy at work and spent all the time programming. That's why no time to blog or others. Besides, went interviews. It is weird, when no offer then none at all but when have it then have 2 offers. Will reject first job offer and accept second one. It is better offer with salary that I've expected and do something totally new and different from what I'm doing. Feel exciting to do it and will like to take the challenge. It is time for me to change on my same old bored days. Once started new job will have no more times for own stuffs. Well for changes and better life this has to sacrify. OK now I'm in the mid of resigning and signing offer letter. Probably will start new work in June.

Life: Usual, work then go gym after work. Or just hang around with friend. Lately tired so go gym lesser. But I wanna go more often from next month onwards for the sake of my objective! Last weekend cleaned up my room and change the interior settings. Feel new and different environment. Need to get used to it. But the room yet to be cleaned 100% :p Think gotta wait for another weekend to do so. Recently do more on crystal business stuffs. Take orders, do more designs and samples. But mostly will send to my sis in Perth for sale. Profits better. Plan to have own stalls for this business soon. I really wish I can concentrate on this cos am interested. Well it is still need to have planning.

Holiday: Yeah! definitely will have holiday. Going to Perth visit my sis from 8-23 May. Looking forward for the days! But according to my sis it will be cold.

Singapore Trip On Last Weekend

Just a few pic taken when in Singapore last week. I went there on Saturday early morning and back on Sunday late night. Purpose to there for buying crystals for my business use. Now Singapore got sales.

River Valley bridge


walking back to hotel

Open House

Last Sunday my house got an open house in Seremban. All my father side relatives came to my house. We had pot luck party. Everyone brought one dish. Can see the old folks very enjoy the night. I was so tired that day although didn't do much work. Just walk around or sitting there alone. Actually I'm not so close to them. Because I'm the youngest and too young to know them well last time. Then apart from them and seldom keep in touch. A bit bored for me.

Click on the link here View Photos to view the photos taken that night.

How's CNY? I spent most of the time in the house. It is god damn hot all the day. I only can go out at night. => Had lou sang with different group of friends and played mahjong till 3-4am almost every night =p. Won little bit money. Hmmm my gamble luck not bad...kekeke

An early Valentine's card

Last night my ex msg me said got something to pass to me. Then I just ask him pass it to me at my house lift lobby. I got early valentine's cards from him. 2 cards. and also a letter written when he is down after we broke off. He keeps asking me give him another & last chance. I felt pity on him but I tell myself I can't be with him anymore. I don't want be stupid again and let him hurt me. I don't wish to see him getting weak and let go himself. Wish he can get over soon and take care himself...

New Hairstyle

Yesterday was public holiday for KL so I just went to salon to do my hair. I've changed to a new look again! My hair now is very straight and black. Look more healthy compare with last time. Still not used to my new look and always need to take care carefully. sigh...lazy to take care like tat. so troublesome. but want pretty mar wat can I do?? The hairstylist ask me don't wash hair for 3 days I was "HUH" you know I can't wash my hair even a day and now 3 days wor... don't know I can stand such long or not. But if not will waste all the efforts wor. This time did my hair cost me a lot. 1 third of my bonus gone! These few days really spent a lot for preparing cny. pok kai again liao...

dang dang dang dang...new hair style!!


This evening got an interview in phileo damansara. A bit bored going for interview. Most hate is doing the technical test. Kind of fed up for interviews without any good news... *sad* Wish this time all the best la.

These few days were peaceful days. My ex didn't disturb me or appear out of sudden. Hope this is for long. I try not to go out these few days as to avoid him and I got lots of orders for crystals which needed to be finished before cny!!! OMG can't sleep early again for this week...rush rush rush gotta rush for the orders! =(

How to remove chewing gum???

If it is real chewing gum I got a way to remove it. But this chewing gum is not an ordinary chewing gum. I'm lost and don't know how to remove it. It is so sticky. Who can help me???

I'm helpless now. I already broke off last week as this time I'm serious. I treat him as ex but he doesnt think so. After few days peace to me then it is a disaster started yesterday. He started sms or call me. First to say settle the debts with me. Then ask me is this break off consider last time. I straight answer him "Yes, and my answer will not change!". Then ok thought he accepts my answer and tell me something nonsense that u will think silly or childish. He told me he knew a gal n wants her become his gf. What the heck told me all this in my thought. Then I just replied him "do as ur wish is non of my business". In my thoughts I think he loves me so much impossible to love other girl so soon and if it is where got another stupid girl like me will like him? If yes pity this girl. Then he sms again n telling like we r really over n settled everything. So I just don't reply him as he told me something that not important to me.

Then I just drive to gym. Who knows he calls but I didn't pick up. He called few times n same thing I didn't pick up. Then he sms me say why no pick up his call n he is worry am I fine? Me lazy to bother him. So just go to gym. After gym went back to check my phone. Many miss calls and sms. mostly all from him! Damn it, you know he cant contact me and said very worry on me. so he called up my friend's husband (I donno where the hell he got my friend's number) then get my close friend and my friend thought something happened to me n called me. He is really bastard...I hate him disturbed my friend and family. In one of the sms he even claim to call my mum ask am I ok not. Crazy!!!! End up by forcing I have to stop him doing those stupid things so just replied him "I'm very fine and no need worry me and stop worry me. Stop disturb my family, friends n me!". He stopped msg me from that time. I thought the story is end.

So, after shower went to Loft bar meet up Fanny, Julie, Suzuki and their friends. Is all girls night. First time been there and I like it. Is comfortable and not crowded. Had fun and drank 3 cups. May be because I didn't eat any solid food for dinner so feel high easily n almost drunk. We left at about 12. Was so sleepy and dizzy =p too long time out from alcohol mar. When reached home and waiting lift at lobby. Who knows that bastard coming and horn from far. I pretend don't know is him and faster get up the lift and ran back to my house. I don't dare to switch on light at all and faster get into bed to sleep. I put my phone in silent mode and slept. But he keeps sms me and I got wake up by my phone vibration sound. Damn give me a break and let me have a nice sleep ok??? Lucky by help of alcohol I can sleep easily and don't know what happened next. The story still not end yet...

This morning as usual go to work. That bastard already waiting me at my office for long! gosh, please leave me alone lar...He insists to talk to me so ok I give him 10 mins. In this 10 mins nothing is solved and I told him again we r really ended and don't disturb me forever but he insists our problem can be solved. OMG...now problem is not the problem we faced, today this problem tomorrow might be another problem. and I don want say who is wrong now. The problem is our direction not same. I want what I decided not be with him so nothing can say anymore. To him he still hopes that can solve the problem like last time. This time I'm firmed! But he is forcing me until feel like moving away to avoid him! How to make him let me go? I just walk away after 10 mins. I know he will not give up and do something.

How can I free from him and his game??

Fall in sick

Yesterday my throat felt uneasy and at night while sleeping can feel nose blocking... Then it getting worst in this morning, keep sneezing and now like got flu already. *cry* I don wan sick during cny leh. Hope can get well soon. *pray*

Wedding Dinner

Yesterday just remembered I took a pic from my friend's wedding dinner on new year eve. I was so busy and forgotten what I did on the past. Sigh...memory getting weak. Don't wanna admit old also cannot...*geeezzz* but I still look young. Young in my heart is enough lor hoh kakakka.

one of my best friend's wedding dinner on 31 Dec 2004

bai bai....

this early morning my sis n niece flying off to perth already. sigh...will be long time can't see them.. anyway will plan to visit them in June. will get cheaper air fare from matta fair helding soon. So now I'm saving my leave for this trip. Yes looking forward for it!!!

hmmm these few days very eng in the office. donno wat to do and internet up n down. sien. recently i'm trying hard to go interview hee heee.... this weekend there is a company having walk-in interview...thinking to try on it. but then hoh first time for me n donno how's the atmosphere there...a bit scare of too crowded.

now everyday after work donno wat to do. just plan go home cook for dinner n watch show. may be some day call up friends for dinner or drinks. n planning to resume gym activities tomorrow onwards since stopped for long. I wish to gain back my health soon and slimmer by cny. (*.*) worry my stamina low n cant take exercise for long...try my best lar.

so my friends out there, next time any hanging out pls call me yeah. If I'm free for sure will join!

Help Packing

It's been long time I did not blog here. Feel bored. What have I been lately? I also can't answer properly. Can only say that my relationship problem up and down. So now I try to get a peace out from this problem. I'm really tired physically and mentally.

Lately I heard a lot of bad things on me. Those gossips which never exists. I donno why got such ppl like to talk bad which is not true to someone. It really hurts. I hate being blame or treat unjustly. I don't like those gossips that spoiled my image. Why?? why they wan to do so to hurt me or hurt someone besides me??? really sad on this....

Now, I decided to have my own life back. I wan be like old time me more active and cheerful. I've changed since knowing him...I can't lie to myself anymore that I can't stay at such situation anymore. Wish to have a peaceful mind at the moment....better to go away from those gossip environment...

ok enough of sad things..but still got another sad thing to tell. sigh..my sis leaving tomorrow. So last weekend back to seremban and help her to pack all her stuffs. They really got a lot of things. over 30 boxes stuffs to pack. I helped until midnite. By the time back to KL already almost 2am. *yawn* so sleepy today... monday blues....no mood to work leh...

It's Friday!!!

Yippie is another weekend coming. Look like this weekend past by very fast. why leh? hee hee because this week I just worked for 3 days. I went to Genting Highland since new year eve till Tuesday only return. Back to work on Wednesday. It is good and time flies if work only 3 days in a week hee hee...So, what's ur plan for coming weekend? I'll going back to Seremban to spend more time with my sis and niece who are leaving 2 weeks later.

Recently really a lot ppl go genting leh. When I'm there always pack with ppl and hotel almost fully booked. When I was there weather a bit cold and with a lot of mist. Heard that got land slide. Yeah it is true, I saw the land slide when going back. But still a lot ppl go up there wor. Think nothing serious ler.

Merry X'mas

Here to wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Whatever your plan tonight, wish you have a good time with loves one...

I'm going out of KL tonight for celebrating. Enjoy and happy weekend too.

Everyone resigned

Bad news to my boss...in this week suddenly got 4 colleagues resigned. And 3 of them last day by end of this month or early of January. Suddenly the whole support department no more people. Don't know how is my boss feeling...a bit pity him but then is himself made us how desperate to leave the company. Sigh...sooner my office will become extremely quiet. Envy my colleagues who can resign, don't know till when is my turn???

Wedding Dinner

Last Sunday went for a college friend's wedding dinner. sien lar...this month got 4 wedding dinner invitations! and everywhere heard ppl getting married....

sigh...my digital camera shot shot a bit liao...everytime wanna take pic sure no battery. when wanna get group pic with bride & bridgegroom but then .... but i'm asking other friend to send me the pic n will update later.

mei lin, me, soue hoong


mei lin, me, soue hoong n phoon (back)

Loneliness

Now, I am alone at home feel lonely and isolated from the world. I hate such feeling. No one around me even my family or my friends. I need someone to talk to but I don't know who should I talk to. The only one is thinking of someone....I really can't do anything at the moment and can't forget everythin. I wish I can go somewhere else for long to forget those unhappiness and start a new life. I really wish to......

How to find true love?

Can anyone tell me what is true love? How to find it? I am clueless to make a decision for the case I will mention after this.

"If someone that love you very much until he lost control to do something that hurt you and make you sad. You will think it is impossible for you being together with him. The final decision should be break up or still with him? The factor for you to make decision is he really really loves you as much as he can which can give you everything. He is very good sometimes as a boy friend. But in other hand because of too love you which scared to loose you then make him not
trust you and suspect you and did something harsh without control. His starting point is for good but indirectly hurt your and he still not notice it or not admit the mistakes. He said you are wrong because you suppose not to do something that hurt him. You should treat him well as what he did to you. So, what will do you from this situation?"

For your opinion, you will get someone that love you very much or you love him more? If you choose he loves you more than you love him, what if he did something hurt you and you can't be with him anymore, and some other reasons like financial unstable will it under your consideration to leave him or love him?

Hope someone can leave me some advices here...thank you.

Genting Highland Trip

Went to Genting Highland on 2-4 Dec. Here are some pics to share. This was my last trip with my sis's family. Although short period but still had fun with them.

my niece,vivian & me


my nephew, christopher entering engage game's competition


practising the game for competition


highland hotel


highland hotel

Bye bye Christopher...

My nephew, Christopher is in the plane now n flying off to Perth. I will not see him for long.

To Chris,

Sorry that I can't send you will miss you a lot... ~_~

Love,
Sai Yee
*crying*

China Public Toilet

This morning read an email about China toilet. Now only I remembered I had bad experience while in China. Their public toilet really dirty and narrow. I'm so scared to go those public toilet until I hold myself for long to search for nicer restaurant or hotel's toilet. There is one time I have to go to the underground plaza toilet, and before enter the toilet there is a sign mentioned those toilets only for ladies. I thought is ok but then when entered inside really dirty and dark. Well because emergency so I have to go in. Who knows the door can't lock! Not only this frighten me, the most scary thing is I can see people passing thru in front of the door no matter gals or guys! then I only know that alure is the route to carpark leh! It is so unsecure.

Mixture of feeling

My sis and her family 4 of them migrating to Perth soon. I'm happy that they manage to get what they want but sad when think of not seeing them often anymore in future. At first they plan my bro-in-law will go there first by this weekend. Then my sis, nephew and niece will go a month later. At first I thought I still got plenty of time to be with them before they leave. I'm trying to go back my hometown to see them often nowadays.

However, yesterday heard a sad news from my sis. Her son plans to go with his father by this weekend. Such a short notice which I don't have much time to see my nephew for more. It suddenly made me feel sad. I know I'll miss them very much especially my nephew.

I will sad and cry when someone or something lost or not beside me anymore that used to be...I'm so silly even though I know I still can see them but I'll be reluctant to see them leaving me. I feel even more sad because my parent will more lonely without them around. All the while the family accompany my parent more than us who are working in KL.

sad...crying...